The "original manuscript subscription applicants" are coming even now.
今ごろになって、『もし、期待外れだったら、どうしよう』と心配になってきました。
By now, I'm starting to worry, 'What if it's a disappointment for them?'
私は、「この内容なら大丈夫」と勝手に判断したもので、そんなに、凄い内容とは思っていなかったものなのです。
I had judged on my own that the content would be OK. and I did not think it would be that great.
(但し、編集部は"削除"を、嫁さんは"休載"を、要求する内容ではあったようですが)
(However, it seems that the editorial department demanded "deletion" and the wife demanded "suspension of publication.)
―― この教団に関する本(教義も含む)を数冊読めば、誰でも分かる程度の内容
"Enough for anyone to read a few books on this cult (including its doctrines)"
です。
(After zero applicant after two consecutive days, I will publish it. ) is not satisfied now.
この週末に編集作業を進めますが、リリースはもう少しお待ち頂くかもしれません。
I will work on editing this weekend, but may have to wait a little longer for release.
悪しからずご了承下さい。
Please understand that I apologize.