When I was in junior school, I tried to learn "the line-up of local professional baseball team" by heart,

in order to follow the boys group in the class.

I talked about the above to my family,

all of them said to me, "Don't tell a lie!"

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"You operated a note-PC lonely in the class"

At that time there was no PC. To begin with, it was impossible to bring it to the class.

"You two-handed both Android and iPhone at the same time"

There was no concept of cellphones.

"Is he a real junior school students?"

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"Let you think it. This current your father was not your father in childhood"

"I was a ordinal child to fear for getting me ousted from the boy's group"

However, they don't believe what I have talked.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Let us go back to the board.

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Learning "the line-up of local professional baseball team" by heart -- it was really painful for me.

I am not good at storing other's name in my mind.

Now I sometimes call wrong my daughter's name.

Why should I learn the line-up or positions of complete stranger ? It cannot be helped that Junior school boys asked the reason.

To begin with, I had a poor ports ability, so generally I didn't like sport games

After high-school graduation, you know, I came to like "sports that I do myself" like tennis and skiing.

However, as usual, I don't care of "sports that others do themselves" at all,

In addition, as a general rule, I do not say anything regarding "sports others are doing". That is my policy.

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However, there are some exceptions.

For example,

"For complete stranger's playing for their best"

"While eating potato chips, drinking beer,"

"they can heckle them with delirious deprecative words

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I don't know the difference between the excuse of "No problem because they are from "love"" and of "Loveful abuse named "training""

I would be happy if anyone carefully tell me with my bad head.

If someone tell me "it is terrible logical leap", please explain to me including the logical leap.

Unpleasant people in front of you (boss, colleague, Ebata) will have that day.

Their achievements, dignity, beliefs and principles assertions will be destroyed unreasonably

They will not be able to walk alone with drifting manure, and will be thrusting food in your mouth with a spoon forcibly

They will suffer from suffering never experienced, will not be able to explain it, and not be understood by anyone

So,

You better live a bit longer than that person.

If you look at it, you do not need a minute even though your "grudge" blows away.

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We are all going to end in this way, as long as the current society (law, medical system) continues.

Nevertheless, why do you do your best so hard everyday?

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I took the year holidays this weekend and Monday and I went back home.

Today, new my column is released, so I take a day off.

"Over the AI(22) ---- beyond a reach of our imagination of AI"

What have Ebata found out "over the AI" ?

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When it was close to the last round, I was concerned with "Explaining AI technology with erotic paradigm". A quiet battlefield of "the managing editor Ms.M (female) v.s. author Ebata (male)" surrounding this expression, was really interesting

There were various discoveries in the psychological warfare between Ms. M who was trying to make minimum modification that Ebata could not notice, and Ebata who was trying to find the difference while staring at the manuscript of the post-draft manuscript.

"Oh, this expression can go through," and "Well? This expression is not good,". These were "fresh." for me.

In addition, both sides could not explain the reason logically, and both sides could not convince the reason.

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I think that this was one of the big achievements in this series.

The difference in sensitivity in sex difference become

filled with logic and time for the future,

or

dropped to a place that "understanding what you do not understand each other"

I don't know the answer now, however this is a very interesting research topic.

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In conclusion, even for the same human beings, there is such a difference. so I think that there is no need to worry about "analog hack" by AI for the time being

(hints to the extra edition)

I think that a design of smartphone is correct as a small information device, but wrong as a telephone device.

"I feel bad to attach my ear to a plate"

I complained to my senior daughter about that, and she asked me,

"You said it for the sake of a laugh ?"

So I said to her,

"No. I just hate the style to attach my ear to a plate at the bottom of my heart"

she replied

"U-h"

and disappeared to her room.

I have mentioned about "slow response of IT of the neighborhood association". Well, the neighborhood association is still a volunteer organization (public stance).

However, I cannot ignore "slow response of IT-based nursing care services", because I am an client of the service( correctly, my parents are clients).

As for IT-based nursing care service, people who are not at the front of nursing care will soon jump to the point of view of "nursing care robot"and "security monitoring of nursing care subjects", however, it's a simpler story.

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- Information cooperation among helper, care manager, and welfare committee

They are sharing nursing information with handwritten notes, and the content has not been properly communicated. E-mail is not used, needless to say Web system.

- Response outside office hours

No substitute communication means (by e-mail or Web) when the telephone can not be connected

- Location information of nursing care taxis

To keep a care recipient waiting outside for burning and extremely cold.

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When writing such a thing, some government offices may propose a hard-to-use system called "nursing care business communication infrastructure", and it can irritate the front of the nursing care site.

I think that it is enough that people with helpers and care managers use e-mails and blogs.

But - in fact, the individual differences are terribly large.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

My sister says that this problem is not the "IT literacy" but the risk of "leakage of personal information".

Certainly, if the information of elderly people with dementia leaks, it's like sending victims to cheaters.

It can be said that it is extremely risky.

However, No perfect safe systems are in the world.

To begin with, if a helper or a care manager leaks information, no matter what a robust system it is meaningless.

Apart from that.

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When I was working in the US before, my English teacher (American), who I asked for privately,said to me that

"When I lived in Japan before, I realized happiness that I could not understand Japanese"

It is inconvenient that we can not understand languages, however, it is quite happy that we can not understand unnecessary and unpleasant information,

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In other words, in the end I am "unhappy" to know how to make an IT system, how to use it.

Essentially, "coming to hate the world that not made like my own" ---- anytime, anywhere, any "idealist" is falling in this hole.

However I could reach the concept that

If "the daily lives of others are the object of hatred against my ideals"

conversely,

then "the daily live of mine becomes the object of hatred against someone's ideals"

It is "Symmetry of hatred" so called.

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So I still think that there is not much difference between "Aum Shinrikyo executive" and "me".

If there is a difference, I (A) noticed the "symmetry of hatred", (B) didn't spread the poison gas - that's all.

I sent the following sentences to my daughters LINE in the past.

======

"Working cell" is very good.

Are you reading a biology textbook?

Ms. Hanazawa's voice is also nice.

Above all, now, you can understand the risks of diseases of grandpa and grandma.

Watch it.

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In the past, there were many comics expressing erythrocytes and leukocytes as characters (Gakken's "XXXX for children," etc.).

However, I have never seen a work that has been thoroughly anthropomorphized and completed as a fun storyline.

I will give the greatest praise to authors and producers.

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When I heard the word "killer T cell", I remembered my old work.

"Who gave this permission of this study to me ?"

I'm indulging in stopping thinking "seniority retrospect" with saying "good old days"

I know well even by myself, that for me, "Kyoto" is an illusion of a young age, transient, and no essence.

After all, It is no exaggeration to say that Kyoto for me is not even "kimono", "Japanese sweets" or "crafts". Kyoto is "Tenichi Ramen", "Beef Bowl", "Diner", and "Electric Engineering","Electronic Circuit".

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Still, for contents dealing with Kyoto, my evaluation will be tough for contents of titles that use the term "Kyoto" in animation and lanobets, not suspense drama that uses in temples or shops.

However, I do not feel anything else, even if the title includes "Shijo" "Fushimi" "Kiyamachi",

However, when someone uses "Sanjo" "Karasuma" "Shogakuin" "Kitaoji" and "Iwakura", my thinking circuit comes to be activated, like,

"That's my territory"

"Do not come in arbitrarily"

Yes, really, this is meaningless and I am really stupid.

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Recently, the title of novel and animation is going north on Kyoto - I am worried.

For example, the animation "Holmes of Kyoto Teramachi Sanjo" has started.

"Teramachi" is not my territory, but "Sanjo" is my territory.

"I would not forgive you, if the work become not good", I can feel an unreasonable me

I am a bit scared of myself.

The other day, when I returned home to my parents' house, and I was bringing my mother back from the hospital to the facility, I received the following e-mail in a care taxi.

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(1)Greetings

This is my first letter for you.

(2) Simple self-introduction

I am ◯◯, who is on loan from □□ (company name) to △△ (public research institution).

(3) Background to the issue of this mail

I have enjoyed your works from the series "I am not loved by English ...".

I have a sense of closeness because of closer of my age, career, family composition, etc.

I think you might have already known, however, for early awakening due to age

"Bersomura" is good for you.

why do not you try it, if you don't know it.

I also tend to break physical condition with early awakening, but it is easier to drink by chance.

(7) The last greeting

I sincerely wish for your continued success in the future.

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I thought that "Oh, he read this," I was able to laugh for the first time while I was returning home.

(I have disclosed e-mail with the permission.)

In the middle of heavy rain in the western Japan, I'm attending an international conference of Yonago Tottori prefecture, which is held like the eyes of the typhoon damaged by heavy rain.

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On the moving day, at the Shin-Yokohama station, the stationer said to me, "there is no way to reach Yonago from the ground".

I persisted in resisting them with saying "even if you think so, at least one ground route (by a temporary bus)", "any devious route is O.K." however, they declared me,

"No route to reach Yonago"

So, I cancelled all reserved tickets soon, and I went to Haneda airport directly, and I was waiting for cancellation at the boarding gate all the time.

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Even after me, the high-class person(e.g. "star alliance member", "gold member") is breaking into line.

I understand that it cannot be helped, however, I could remember "class hatred" for the first time in several ten years(Now I am a typical conservative)

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Fortunately I was able to board an airplane, however I did not meet the audition of the first day session (my presentation was not the day, so I didn't have to cancel it).

Well, still I think that the domestic resident managed somehow, but I was really sorry for participants from overseas.

Of course, some people should have to cancel their presentations, in opposition to,

- Using a slightly recovered land road, the others came over at the late night bus, tried their presentation with being worn out,

- traced transit four times (including international flights)

and heard the story of

- "entering Yonago via Seoul"

how to talk, I could not finish with just a word of "sorry".

(Even in the presentation of such persons, I was questioning mercily repeatly)

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Even now, there is no way to return from Yonago to my house except for the air route and some overland land.

The following was a conversation at Yonago station yesterday.

Ebata: "Are you going to recover tomorrow and the day after tomorrow?"

Station staff: "This is a story of" Order after one month "

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I will devote all my efforts to securing air freight.

It is continuation of the story of "International Society" of yesterday.

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I am very particular about a presentation.

- my presentation materials of the conference will be revised at least five times even after entering the site.

- If I judge that it is impossible to explain with characters, even if it is the day before the presentation, I will rebuild from the figure.

- Even if there is an event such as reception, I quit the venue silently and return to the hotel.

- And I will continue practicing at least twenty times, from several hours to ten hours, at the hotel until we can completely memorize it.

Especially for English presentation, I will make me a automatical voice machine, even if my mind become a complete blank.

Because, I think that "any presentation is a love letter".

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So, now I am burning with anger.

- Presenters who only project only texts to the screen, and just read it up

"Do you think "impoliteness" to participants who came to this venue in the unprecedented heavy downpour ?"

- Presenters who just reads the paper on which the dialogue was written

"To whom would you like to tell what, on earth here ?"

- Presenters who keep on silencing my question

""Silence" is "violence" in any presentation . Do you understand?"

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Unreasonable and nonsense English is good. Just putting words together is enough.

Talk something.

Do not keep silent.

Show the feeling of "wanting to talk" as an attitude to the questioner as a minimum courtesy.

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To tell you the truth, I think that some of the presentations of Japanese students were terrible. (Of course, there were some good presentation).

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

When telling the story to the girls, the senior daughter(SD) rolled on the sofa with unpleasant expression apparently, and the junior daughter(JD) began to speak to me.

JD:"Daddy, is not that a bit too hight for a student?"

Ebata:"I do not think so, because the purpose of presenting is to" tell others about my thoughts as accurately as possible"

JD:"Well, that's right, but ..."

Ebata: "If they just read what you have written in the presentation materials, we don't have to gather at the conference venue. If we read the material, that is enough"

JD:"Well ..."

Ebata: "I think that presentation is like a "one-theatrical performance". It's a place and time to explain my idea to others with laughter and emotions in a few hours."

JD: "Well, I understand it. The other day, when I have to hear the presentation of university professor with reading paper and small voice, he really annoyed me.

Ebata: "Well, I guess so."

JD:"I decided not to go the college faculty at least"

Ebata: "Therefore, I think that "one-theatrical performance" is "violence that gives audience a pain only", if the performer can not be briefly spoken before the performance"

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JD: "I see, I understood the claim of you ... By the way, did you have a presentation in English at the International Conference" when you were a student? "

Ebata:"Yes?"

JD:"What did you say? Did you make a splendid "one-theatrical performance" when you were a college student because you are criticizing them ?

Ebata: "No, I had just attended a domestic conference with Japanese only. As a student, I launched a research team,and there was no connection to the international conference at all.

JD:"Let me change the question. "Dad, if you had even the conditions, could you have achieved the ideal presentation at the international conference?"

Ebata: "Well, it was impossible for me, my English proficiency at the college, was more devastating than now ..."

JD: And another question. "Dad, if you had even the conditions, could you have entered an international conference?"

Ebata: "No way. Well it was impossible. I think that there was absolutely no idea of presentation in English at that time. "

JD:"Well, Do the students, you criticize, have "more high intelligence with spirits that you at the time ?"

Ebata: "Well... I admit. they are more competent and spiritual than me at the time, ."

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At that time, the SD suddenly raised a shout!

SD:"Good job! !!. Oh, I feel better!!"

Ebata:"What's happened?

SD:"From a little while ago, I was seriously screaming about what you looked like to be great. Well I was cleared! Thank you, !! I will feel comfortable sleeping. "

While saying that, the SD passed by in front of me and disappeared in her room on the second floor.

I think that young people who talk noisily, children and schoolchildren excursion groups on the train is noisy, but do not annoy me.

In public places, we need manners, but we can not force our policy to others.

However, I am using a train as a "study", so I think that if it is quiet, it will be helpful.

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I think that it is convenient if I can predict passengers coming in from now before getting on the train.

Realizing this service is not too difficult if you link current location information service and IC card service.

The problem is

"Users who provide information to this service"

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As this service becomes common, we can get the common daily of "we don't have to match face with disgusting guy" (working hours are useless).

In the doctrine of Buddhism, one of the hardships of struggle of "the pain of meeting people one dislikes" is prescribed.

When this service starts, it is becoming a society in which mutually disliking people are correctly registered, like "easy" but "stiff"

When I think so, I'm so excited!

Today, attracting conventions seems to be an issue in cities in Japan (including local cities).

Concerts and exhibitions of art exhibitions are conventions. However, "academic society" seems to be a pretty valuable event that can secure residents for a relatively long period of time.

This year, at the reception, the tourism bureau next year's venue came to the local appeal.

Certainly, participants of academic societies are valued customers, to drop money to local food and beverage industry. at receptions, and meetings.

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Therefore, I always think "I am sorry".

I purchased half a dozen non-alcoholic beer and a lunch box at AEON Mall near the meeting place of the academy, and I read an SF book or watched an anime on Youtube.

It was a time of bliss, not to be disturbed by anyone.

I think that there is not "participant who does not contribute to the local economy" so much, too.

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By the way, on the final day of this conference, there was an presentation of the questionnaire on the convention, and I heard that the purpose of the visit to Japan, which is the next convention, was "animation, comic" beyond "watching baseball and soccer".

After I said, "Is anyone able to get Japanese animations and comics anywhere in the world?", An audience from Taiwan teach me

"We are going to visit animation-related goods or animation setting areas (pilgrimage to the sacred place)".

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In other words, my actions may be likely to "participants from abroad".

I will not contribute to the local economy.

This time, I changed to a small mini car from a one-box used car which I purchased over 10 years ago.

In order to reduce the purchase cost, I ordered only the minimum necessary option, and for others I purchased by mail from the Amazon.com and removed the parts that were attached to the one-box car (the drive recorder, etc.) and decided to attach to the new mini-cars.

However, I really thought again,

"Optional costs may have been reasonable"

under the scorching sun, with doing

- finding the target 12V power supply (there are four types of 12V power supply in the car) and the earth terminal, from the panel of the centralized power supply unit in the car

- holding the LED light in my mouth, and holding a tester,

- shedding sweat like a waterfall, lying down on my body in a narrow car interior

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However, we can love machines through these processes,

When I see just "boy" who could not disassemble and repair the device and could not make he AD / DA conversion circuit

with talking greatly about "IoT"

"Do not make me laugh"

I thought it seriously.

I am not interested in "idol singer" or "pop idol", however it is natural for my age.

The problem is that "I have never been interested in "idol" in my life."

"I deeply regret what I did."

I am really afraid of that.

If I could be crazy for "idol", it is easier for me, rather than what I was a teenager.

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However, recently, I sometimes think "Is it not so ?"

According to news program, I often watch some adults who are crazy for "under-age idol groups", like crossing a red line as adults.

I think that there were some adult who were active for the field, however basically, they made them invisible.

I remember that they never opened their existances on air, and could not accept an interview with showing their face.

The adults were identified as not only "funny person" but also "unwanted person" from even children.

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I believe the world of "any people can say "I like it" because they like it" is wonderful.I can answer in the affirmative by my significance of existence.

However, this is just for the area where there is no gap in my daily life.

For example, as I wrote before, if a boyfriend of my daughter come to my house by "Itasha"(the car painted beauty in the bud of animation), I am afraid that

I will knock him out from my house, and

I will shout my daughter down "break off contact with him"

Even I can affirm an artistry of "Itasha" and the owner's spirit by my significance of existence.

I mean, I can affirm many things far from my daily life, however, even if it is getting close to me. I deny them easily. In conclusion, my "liberalism" is like that.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Let go to the board about "idol".

Ebata:「Which is better, "I am crazy for girls idol group" or "You are crazy for boys idol group"?"

Wife:"It is me"

Ebata:"Yes. It is you"

Wife:"I don't think that this is between you and me"

Ebata:"Yes. This might be "public opinion".

I have been thinking "what generates this "asymmetry postulate"".

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The following is just a hypothesis, however, the image of difference between

"a pedophiliac man who chases after a girl

"a maternal behavior woman who cheers a box"

has been fixed as "negative image" and "positive image", and this is a sort of standard of "unwanted adult".

I have no way to know the real their minds and motivations indeed.

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I came to think that the following unpleasant thought experiments.

(1)The case that my daughter brings on a man whose age is almost same of mine.

(2)The case that my daughter brings on a man who is a teenager.

(2)The case that my daughter brings on a woman as a lover

If I am enforced to place in the order, my order will be written as follow inequality.

"(3) >> (2) >>>>>>>>>>>> (1)"

However, I cannot explain the reason logically.

Ebata:"I talked about" neighboring countries are bad friends everywhere in the world. "

Junior daughter(JD):"It's about 3rd time already"

Ebata: "I talked that compensating for accusations mutually among governments of neighboring countries is basically" something like "fake".

JD:"It's about 3rd time already"

Ebata: "The purposes of that "condemnation" are,

(A) Compliance with domestic public opinion,

(B) Checking in neighboring countries

And, most of the problems can not be solved without the use of force"

JD:"It's more"

Ebata:"So,

"We will not resolve international conflicts with armed forces" In the Constitution, in principle

(A) "we can not solve the problem eventually with neighboring countries" naturally,

(B) "Keeping the problem in gray without adding black and white, is an application of the idea of the Japanese Constitution"

JD:"As many as possible"

Ebata:"If so, people who are exposed insulting remarks against citizens of neighboring countries, on the net,

(A) "Inadequate study" which can not grasp the situation,

(B)"low-grade" to be honest

JD:"I cannot remember the counts"

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Ebata:"Well, I can guess that the low-grade" will be a person who has no experience with communication with overseas people"

JD:"Oh, that's the first time"

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In the Ebata, in this way, I as a head of family, is trying to thinking education (brainwashing) to the child.

Nonetheless, I believe that all educations are everything "brainwashing".

So, many educations ...not brainwashing should be done with plenty of places and people. concurrently.

Only "textbooks" (led by the national government), only the net, only cult religious groups, I think this "only" is dangerous. Well - in fact, it came to be dangerous.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Ebata: "I have worked with people in so many countries, China, Korea, Taiwan, Thailand, India... and I have got a lot of help from them.

JD:"And ?"

Ebata:"If I send a hate message that insults the people in a certain country, how do them feel about me ? Just thinking that, I'm scared. "

JD:" How do you think "how they think about you"?"

Ebata: "It's easy to understand if I were in the opposite position. I think that they will "feel sad" before "get angry". That means all days when we have been working together will be all ruined,"

JD:"In other words, the "state" for you is not a "government of the country", but something that is composed of "acquaintance of you""

Ebata:"That's right. Well in opposition, "my acquaintance" is also a person who forms the concept of the state ..."

JD:"?"

Ebata: "I cannot deny me feeling that if the person who worked together is an unpleasant person, I come to think the person's place of birh of him/her tends to an unpleasant state.

JD:"What?"

Ebata: "Especially, the impression of a certain European country is still the worst for me, even it is a country with a wonderful history and art."

JD: "... Ah, That's "it" isn't that?"

Ebata: "But even if so, the object we feel uncomfortable, angry, hate, should be thoroughly "private person". It must not be a "state".

JD:"..."

Ebata: I think that the reason for extending minus passions to ethnic groups and nations, is basically that "the effort to see the outside world" is "desperately lacking"

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JD: "Well, well, it may be so, but ..."

Ebata:"What?"

JD:"I feel that いt is just for a person like you, who can have a spirit of walking around the world with a backpack during young period, and has been in a position to work with overseas people now. It is "condescending attitude".

Ebata: "Well, if you say so, I am a little troubled, but ..."

JD:"As all humans cannot behave like you, I think that it is unfair "violence" that you use your standard to others."

Ebata:"But, it is also a problem of "defiant attitude" as violence, "I have no chance, so it cannot be be helped, because I have no financial resources or mental power, I am a weak position, so I can do anything, and should be forgiven"

JD:" You said "defiant attitude" as violence, did you?"

Ebata:"Yes"

JD:"What's that?"

Ebata: "Let me think, for example, how about a state that is advocating socialism on the north side of the Korean Peninsula?"

I am thinking why Makise Kurisuu of SteinsGate / Zero is wearing a white suit.

She is a researcher at the Brain Science Institute at the University of Victor-Condoria, she seems to be doing research on information processing system, not clinical etc of brain surgery.

I tried looking for a photograph named "Brain Science Institute", but I have not found a researcher wearing a white coat - in general they wear private clothing.

I examined the purpose of white coat for a while, but I found that there is "function as sanitation, disaster prevention, uniform."

If so, I think that it is not necessary to limit it to "science, medical care" separately, and that white coats can be used in non-sections.

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However, when I was a university, I disliked students of chemical seminars that came to eat meals for school lunch with white coat. They were going to walk around with white clothes group. I didn't know their intention.

So, I like Rintaro Okabe who is Steins Gate Zero, who has not wearing a white coat.

Today I will talk about "SteinsGate/Zero" continuously

Two weeks ago, I went to the office of EE Times Japan, and we discussed a new series after the "Over the AI", so called "Post the AI".

At the time, I heard an interesting topic,

"They are not subject to contact "SteinsGate/Zero"

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The contents with truncating rhetoric, is

"The contents might make me craze, if I approach it. Because it have already made Ebata crazy"

"I never empathize with the Ebata's zeal in order to read and modify the column objectively"

I think that it is a pride of professional editor.

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I also told them the following.

"Well. I agree with you. If you though about "time and space" in your teenage, "SteinsGate/Zero" is dangerous contents honestly"

"If you don't have to approach the world of "SteinsGate/Zero", it might be a good choice. That is a kind of "Black hole of thought"

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If "SteinsGate/Zero" makes not only me but also the editor in charge crazy"

My series of column come to be "uncontrollable"

At this meeting, I was going to arrive at the conference venue held in Yonago taking a train and then taking 7 hours at first,.

I am not a "railroad mania", but because I like traveling by train.

Also, this time, I planned to practice presentation (simulation of presentation in mind) in the train.

I have already explained that it was suddenly changed to an air route due to the "heavy rain in the west Japan" suddenly.

However, indeed, I did not think that I have to use an "airplane".

Again, I realized the magnificence of this disaster.

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The people on the last flight boarding on the last day of the conference were all familiar, the participants of the conference.

Among them, there was a student who could not answer my question and keep silent,

"It is too awkward"

I felt it.

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Ebata: "I could have made an easy question for him to answer easily"

SD:"The question of you is sufficiently intimidating by itself, so you should be more careful"

Ebata: "I can not afford "emotions" in English questions"

SD:"Well, your question is "intimidating" by default"

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You can not judge yourself about our personality.

When you was commented on your personality from myself, there is no point in denying it with saying "no way"

You can not observe our personality by ourselves because they are judged by others. In many cases, you can not fix it yourself.

And if nobody can fix it,

"There is no change but "the world" gives up"

And I become conservative.

Students, please pray that you will "not meet" with me in the future,

At the afternoon of the 3rd day in the conference, I had no session that I had to audit.

I am reluctant to speak insultingly about some specified field studies, however, the study field of

"Computer Aided Instruction (CAI)"

or

"Elderly care system"

sometimes make me angry and feel sick, so I try not to listen as much as possible (I will clarify in the column of this month).

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So, I climbed the Yonago Castle Rock with a long sleeve Y shirt with a dark blue slack. and black business casual shoes.

Well, it was a weekday, and I did not meet anyone. It was just after a heavy rain disaster, but a heat and hot day that the sunlight hits directly.

It is only climbing the forest road to reach the castle ridge at a height of 90 meters at the most, (there was also a muddy caused by the rain), it seemed that I cracked my feet a lot and got out of breath.

It will be that I can not maintain your physical strength just by walking commuting from home to the station over a little over 20 minutes.

Well, still, I think that it is "age" that is decisive.

There are different types of "despair for the loss of physical strength" for each of 30, 40, and 50 years old.

Please prepare for young people.

And what is guided by induction legally from this fact is that different types of "despair" will come to the 60s, 70s, 80s ... and so on.

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The 360 degree panoramic view of Yonago City from the Yonago Castle Ruins was a magnificent view.

A high-pitched pleasant wind blew through and relaxed the heat and heat.

While enjoying such a good scenery,

"With each age, from now on, "despair" of quality and number proportional to age will accumulate"

I had an unexpected future expectation.

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Well, still, young people do not have to worry too much.

You too will be able to read "despair" as "everyday"

"crafty"

has an unexpected power, and you will also have it.

(Although I am also) I can feel it when I see the executives of the neighborhood association.

About Christianity, Islam, and Buddhism, I think that I have rough knowledge by reading various books since I was young.

However, recently I noticed that I do not know about familiar "Japanese gods".

And one day,

"I do a lot of wasteful things"

I noticed that.

Because in many parts of Japan, there is a "shrine" closer to the nearest convenience store (including a small shrine without the owner).

With the knowledge of "Japanese gods", I thought that I can enjoy deeply about shrines.. not convenience stores.

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So, what I did is that I bought a manga.

"Magora and Kana put Tsukkomi(complains) in Japanese gods"

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In this book, the primary school girl whose name is "Kana" will do sharp tsukkomi (strange, contradictory, irrational, etc.) about "Japanese gods", and they are very convincing Tsukkomi.

In criticism of "God (of the history and behavior)", this book makes us understand "Japanese gods" and really a great book.

I will send the greatest tribute to Mogura-san who is the author.

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Noteworthy point is a two-page spread with the correlation diagram restricted to the representative "Japanese gods" from roughly eight million.

I think this is a correlation diagram that is valuable to memorize and remember for the rest of my life.

I already read this book nearly 100 times - I am reading it in the bath everyday, so it is already terrible.

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So, I went to "Izumo Taisha" with the time of the gap to flight back to Haneda this time - I was excited a lot.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

The story of Izumo Taisha, which is described in Kojiki and Nippon Shoki, is "funny 100 consecutive" anyway.

(1)A god, who was the ancestor of the Emperor who came later, transferred the territory of a god who had contained the country of Izumo (by force)?

"An unreasonable negotiation neglecting vested interests of the former ruler"

(2) The former ruler responded to the transfer of the country of Izumo by transferring (transferring the country) in exchange for the construction of the mansion house (Izumo Taisha shrine) and permanent residence right.

"Conclusion of unequal transfer agreement that exchanged "power base" and "real estate""

(3) The father(*3) of the bride(*2) of the former ruler(*1) is the older sister of the father(*4), and the older sister carried out the above (1) by pushing down

"Kinship first principle about priority is given to the inside rather than inhabitants"

I think that those were the Secondary creation of the rewrite Ms.Hashida Higakiko's work, "Only devils around the world" as myths. They are lineup of strange stories.

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In addition,

"Male version Cinderella story "a white rabbit in Inaba"

"Establishment of national land by wild dung" by gods of brothers who seem to be bad,

"Forced movement of neighboring islands" by force, Because of God who did not like narrow land,

A number of unreasonable and unreasonable stories of Gods who move with just Miesim

Especially in this myth, the ancestors of our Imperial family are not the beautiful things that were made, but The frankness that comes out as "a role of dirty" is good.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Of course, since Kojiki and Nihon Shoki were official documents compiled by the state (the government of the time), it is natural that they were described conveniently on the state power side.

It should be considered that there is reasonable significance in describing the story of "rabbit","feces","inequitable transfer agreement" in the official document. Otherwise, the government at the time was "just a fool".

The aim of the official document on the power side is basically "justification of the deprivation of power by emerging power".

For at least the myth of Izumo, based on the confrontation structure of "God of Nativeism v. Emerging God (Emperor's ancestor)", the story was made to justify the suppression (suppression) of regional clans by emerging forces (courtiers (Emperor Side)).

Well, for that reason,

"Even the present Emperor can not enter the main shrine of Izumo Taisha"

The story is, if you interpret the myth story obediently, very natural.

"There is no reason for a conquered person (a god of indigenous people) to invite the descendants of the conquistador (the present Emperor) to the "living room" of his house (Izumo Taisha).

In this way, I feel endless romance in what the mythical world is tied up to now.

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Well, like that, I who arrived at Izumo Taisha Shrine, was delighted with voices.

- "Oh, the shrine of Susanoo is surprisingly small!" (Susanoo has its headquarters in every place, so it is OK)

- "What, is there even shrine of Utama-no-Tamano-Kami in Izumo !!" (Utama-ni-Tamano-Kami is originally a god of spontaneous grain, but there is a legend that is Susanoo's daughter, or legend that is brother and sister is also is there)

- "This is the accommodation facility of the 8 million gods (Yaorozunokami) during the period of Kannazuki (October) ... Yeah," It is a small facility ".8 million lodging here is really possible? "(8 million is 70% of Tokyo population)

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Well, from the other person's point of view, I think that my behavior was bad.

After all, middle-aged man wearing business casual clothes was jumping around the shrine with joy.

However, I enjoyed it all the time.

At least, I was excited. Of course, "Disneyland" was out of my scope.

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I think why I can enjoy "Izumo Taisha" is that I have been influenced by Japanese excellent subculture.

The contents to be derived from Japanese gods, for example, "Yakumo-Tatsu"(by Itsuki Natumi-sensei), "Inari Konkon Koi Iroha"(by Yoshida morohe-sensei), "hozukino-reitetsu)(by Eguchi Natsumi-sensei) help me for making "realize God" in my head.

This time, Mogura-san's book organized these many Japanese gods well, and finally,

"Izumo Taisha's amusement park formation"

has been finished in my mind.

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I deeply realize that "authors of manga and animation are studying enormous amounts of things."

And, the 1% of its huge knowledge is not used for stories of comics and animation,

the 99% of the knowledge supports the concept of the work

I know it well.

So, from the Kojiki and Nihon Shoki (original) to manga and animation, any content is important for me.

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And, if I can systematically organize (systematize) those contents organically,

I believe that "I always can entertain myself".

For several days, I continue the story of "Izumo Taisha", and the popular story about the god "Ookuninushi-no-Mikoto" is as "god of marriage".

Whenever I go to a shrine, I am looking forward to watching messages of votive tablet.(It it bad taste). However, the concept of "Izumo-Taisha"

Most of the contents say "I would like to have a good match".I think that few things pointed to a specific person "I would like to marry Mr./Ms. XXXXXX."

Among them, one of the greatest impact are the following two.

"Breaking bad match, I hope that good match is coming."

This was the first time I saw a handwritten character "bad match".

"The store manager of ◯◯ store in Kashiwa City,◯◯◯◯" will divorce with his wife's ◯◯◯◯ and he will marry me ◯◯◯◯ "(◯ is all real name)

I do not want to know what happened and I do not want to know, but I think that your wish will not make everyone happy (including you). Well, let you begin with studying common sense of "personal information protection" for the first time.

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I thought that I would buy a "good match amulet" to my daughters at the shrine, however, I decided to refrain from doing it. I should not bear the risk of being accused of being sexually harassed by my family.

After talking back home, I got angry from my girls unexpectedly.

"When I was accused by the second daughter of high school," why did not you buy it!

I thought "How do you think a school girl who want to a "good match amulet""

Of course I did not say any extra things.

Today, new my column is released, so I take a day off.

Let's turn the world by "Number"(51) : Work style reform(10) "

"Elderly care nursing" is a compensation due to medical advances ?

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My father passed away on July 28 (Saturday) at 6 am.

I received a message from my sister in the train on the move to my parents house.

This article became the story of "the last spoon".

My father has drunk appetite since May, and In July, he had the utmost to drink a cup of nutritional supplement in a day.

After that, I was shocked, looking at my father forced the helper to eat porridge.

When I told my sister about the situation, she said "Most of the care of the world is like that".I remember being more shocked.

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My father was unable to consume food in July and was hospitalized. However in late July, the hospital called me,

"Your father has begun to suffer not only for meals, water, but also for infusions"

I said persistently to my doctor when my father was hospitalized.

"I want you to stop all medical practices that are painful even if my father has a pain of 1 mm or there is a risk of suffering"

Still, the hospital has asked me for the final judgment.

I answered on the spot.

"Please stop drip, not only water and meals "

After that my sister backed my decision but my family seemed to be surprised.

"Does that mean "that" ?"

"That's right"

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My father does not reveal his intention about his last term, and said "I will leave everything to my son(Tomoichi Ebata)"

In a sense, this may be called "cowardice" behavior that entrusts the decision of life to others.

However, my father thought that he had the trust that "if I (Tomoichi Ebata) do, I am able to execute the optimal strategy according to the situation"

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And I think that this father's words means that I will think

"When I (Tomoichi Ebata) comes to the same situation as my father, what will I (Tomoichi Ebata)want ?"

my father orders me that

""Do not be influenced by the opinions of the surroundings, do your wishes with your will (of Tomoichi Ebata)."

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Neither "sick", "law", "institution" nor "doctor" can make my father "easy", in this social system, what I can do as his son, are

"Even though I will keep my consciousness of "father killer" guilty for the rest of my life,"

"I have to make a decision to "kill" my father"

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This is the answer I derived.