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2019-12-01 I don't really understand but do some doctors think that "they lose if they give a medicine as the patient wants"? [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

As I said,

“Once I take "drug", I can't stop it anymore.”

I have an "absolute trust in weakness of my will" as above.

In addition, I think I am good at justifying it.

However, I am not against using these "drug" effectively to relieve severe pain at the end of life. Moreover, I want to use them.

At this time, I do not know at all the end of my life that the use of "drug" for end-of-life treatment will be legalized.

I think "pain" and "lifetime" are interchangeable, and many people think so.

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By the way, the story changes a little.

I often have seen that a doctor refuses to give a meds for a patient who complains of pain

I don't really understand but do some doctors think that "they lose if they give a medicine as the patient wants"?

Even though the patient claims "effective", the doctors deny it anyway.

I have an angry topic about this issue. I want to expose it soon.

Quiet talk

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Both an idiot doctor who sticks to his pride, and a law that does not allow palliative care to be easily implemented.

Really, really, really, ridiculous.

"Pain" is an important and serious problem for us personally, I don't know why I need to take care of the doctor and the law.

It is me who knows best about my pain.

So I think that,

If so, we can make it by ourselves.

(To be continued)


2019-12-02 However, "if administrations can discover it". [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

Cannabis cultivation is not difficult and its extraction is relatively easy. Poppy is a little cumbersome to extract.

MDMA is also good if you study from chemical structure (it will be fine if you study chemistry seriously for several years).

Of course, these actions are absolutely "illegal acts", "felony crimes", and if found, you are "guilty" in one shot.

However, "if administrations can discover it".

The reason why these guys are caught are, they open a lewd heart, like, boasting the production of these meds, disclosing recipes online, in addition, getting monry on the black market route.

100% self-manufacturing, self-use DIY drugs are hard to find even for police.

However, there are some problems.

You can't consult with other people about drug manufacturing, so you must be prepared for a single scientific approach called "trial and error".

In addition, if you take a drug and go to a hospital in an addicted state, you will easily find it.

Of course, accidents caused by overdose (including painful death) are all at your own risk.

You must be prepared for these risks.

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Without the purpose of any profit,

wanting to relieve my pain,

creating drags in DIY,

and using them, are I still, fully understand that "illegal is illegal", however,

For me, "law" is not less important than "my pain".

(In addition, this column is detailed about my idea of legal compliance)


2019-12-03 I wonder if I can make a new energy called "Affair Power Generation" or an amplification device called "Cheating Device" [長年日記]

I don't know the diffearence between "affair" and "cheating" well, but I know that this act is subject to damages under the Civil Procedure Law.

In the past, I read the book of the Six Laws and the Interpretation of Civil Law and found that these acts were breach of contract (derived from the interpretation of Article 752 of the Civil Code).

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While working in my room, when I come down to the living room to get non-alcoholic beer, I often see a variety show that deals with the theme of "affair" and "cheating".

Whenever I see them,

"Everyone really has energy"

I am honestly impressed.

In my case, everyday, I'm full of raspberry pi kernel panic, year-end patent review meeting, and demonstration experiments that will start next February.

I'm a really "cheap guy" because when I just confirmed that "the specified communication message has arrived at the server", I gave a whoop of joy.

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Even so, if there is so much energy of "affair" and "cheating" in the world,

I wonder if I can make a new energy called "Affair Power Generation" or an amplification device called "Cheating Device"

I really think it seriously.


2019-12-04 ""Health" first. For health, I don't care if I die" [長年日記]

I like walking (when the walking time is short).

The walking time between my house and the nearest station is good for thinking about columns and inventions of patent.

However, I don't like the day which is too hot, too cool, or raining, because it is good for thinking them.

In addition, walking for "health" and "old age"

I know well that a quite accident (e.g. stumbling) makes us stop walking and being bedridden soon.

Even if I walk everyday, the day I don't or can't walking is going to come absolutely.

So the significant of the walking is for a preparation of "shorten the length of being in bed and lead to death"

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Recently, my second daughter studies at a food court near the station on her way home, and come back home late at night.

My wife picks her up at the station over the 23:00.

It is almost same time to arrive at the nearest station for both her and me.

However, I stick to go home by walking, so my wife asked me the reason with wondering look.

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Wife: "Why do you like walking so much ?"

Ebata: For "health" and "old age"

Wife:"You look exhausted in these days. I don't understand what you are thinking"

Ebata:""Health" first. For health, I don't care if I die"


2019-12-05 "My life is unfree life, without freedom to choose my occupation. I got a short end of the stick" [長年日記]

For me, I have never complaints about the personality, works and belief(just my estimation) of current "His Majesty the Emperor Emeritus" and "His Majesty the Emperor".

However, for this age, I come to gather strength for an abolishment of Emperor system

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No. It is different.

I don't hope "abolishment of Emperor system" but "reform of Emperor system". To be concrete, it is an work-style reform of the present Emperor system.

No. it is a little different.

"Reform" is exaggerated.

In my mind, that is "modify" of Emperor system , and frankly speaking, "promoting the IT infrastructure for Emperor system.

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I am afraid that I cannot ask the question, so it is just on the basis of speculation or surmise,

My life is unfree life, without freedom to choose my occupation. I got a short end of the stick"

If "His Majesty the Emperor" thinks so, I feel very sad.

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Before when I talk to my wife

Ebata: if "His Majesty" think "I wanted to study about new energy, including atomic fusion" or "I wanted to get a Ph.D of genetic engineering" and "I wanted to work for IoT SIer for IoT Systems", How do you think ?

Wife: "If it is true, that is too far from "ordinal image of "His Majesty"" in my mind"

Like that, I also feel that ""His Majesty" has to have a specific template image.

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By the way, this is 100% my small talk from here.

"Emperor who has a Ph.D of math. field"

or

"Emperor who has developed an original OSS Operation system from Japan."

seems not be loved by many Japanese national except for me, however, I cannot explain the reason.

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Of course, if "His Majesty the Emperor" enjoys his work very well, there is no problem.

Moreover, if so, I am very glad as a Japanese.

In addition,

If I can look at a scene that both "His Majesty the Emperor" and "Her Majesty The Empress" exchange communications by "LINE" application in their Smart-phone with smiling in public,

I will be really happy.

I know well that I say an needless meddling.

(To be continued)


2019-12-06 What if the Emperor's position is restored to the pre-war "current God" concept ? [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

The other day, I suddenly thought.

What if the Emperor's position is restored to the pre-war "current God" concept ?

In fact, before the Pacific War, a picture of His Majesty was in shrine, The Emperor was not only a tangible human but also an intangible god.

Although it is a little rough, the Emperor's Majesty (human being) before the war was the "God's Interface".

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I am afraid that some people who don't understand the word "interface".

Software is basically a program that is intangible.

Therefore, in order to communicate with human beings, you must input and output commands, hit Windows and smartphone icons, and input characters and voices.

These terminals, icons and commands are called "interface (boundary surface)".

Artificial intelligence that appears in the science fiction anime "Beatless", has an interface as a way to communicate with humans-this is "Higgins' daughters" in the form of beautiful girls.

In this anime, each of the characters usually calls these beautiful girls "super-high AI interfaces" (as expected, the world after 100 years).

Computers that store super-high AI, are just boxes, but the means to talk to these boxes are "Higgins' daughters" in the form of beautiful girls.

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When I return the story:

Before the war, the Emperor His Majesty (human) was an "interface" for talking with the Emperor Majesty (God) and the Japanese people.

The "interface" may seem rude (disrespectful?), however this has always been a common concept.

The so-called "Yoshiro"(a person who speaks the word of God, as god's agent) or "Hyoi"(transfering of the deceased spirit) is also an "interface".

(To be continued)


2019-12-07 After that, "whether our people can accept such an "Emperor system" renovation". This is the story. [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

So this is my suggestion.

Artificial intelligence (AI) that many people love, work as the "God" side of the Emperor, and the present Emperor is now responsible for the "interface" of the AI.

Because many people say that "AI exceeds human intelligence".

I don't believe such a stupid story, and everyone could also understand that it is nonsense, if you check it out, try it, and think for yourself.

Well, aside.

Of course, the Emperor and the Empress need to have friendly relations with many people both in Japan and overseas, and this is not possible with so-called "AI".

However, even with current software-based processing, for example, the so-called "AI" can "notify the outline of the law to be settled by the Emperor.

It is also possible to use the Majesty's hologram to convene the Diet or dissolve the House of Representatives.

It is possible to hold a banquet, a singing or an amusement park using Skype or VR technology (It is difficult isn't it?)

Of course, I think this is an innocent story at the moment, however, just 30 years ago, we must not forget that the existence of smartphones and the Internet was treated as a "innocent story".

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The above story is already technically feasible.

After that, "whether our people can accept such an "Emperor system" renovation". This is the story.


2019-12-08 "Is it meaningful with using the method ?" [長年日記]

The other day, I went to medical checkup.

And during the interview, the doctor said to me "Nothing abnormal", and I felt it is the Royal Straight Flush.

How many years has I heard the phrase? It may be the first time I was born.

This is a full score if it is TOEIC, however it is not TOEIC.

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I have terrible presbyopia recently and I can't read the letters on my computer without reading glasses.

Still, in this visual acuity check, I have got a score of 1.5 for both eyes, although I could hardly see them.

The conclusion is that "math is useful".

Especially for things like automated vision testing equipment, "Bayesian estimation" is very effective.

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Wife: "Is it meaningful with using the method ?"

Ebata:"What we can see is not everything. What is important is to see in our heart ―― and that includes "probability calculation".


2019-12-09 "Unless you borrow the power of sake, you can't confess love to a person you love" [長年日記]

In a train, I found a poster

"Refuse once and for all. STOP! Under 20 years old drinking"

Yes. This is correct.

Injecting alcohol into the body at the max level development of human brain cell and neuron, is like

"throwing a donor's heart into a groove during transport"

However, this is true because I am now working on a (simple) technical book for studying neural networks and dementia.

I'm sorry, but I don't think young people can get the sympathy.

In order to understand the dangers of alcohol, tobacco, and drugs, it takes a lot of study time.

Naturally, they have a lot to do and can't have that time.

In the first place, I can't think of "a minor who is familiar with the harm of alcohol, tobacco and drugs."

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I hear that the younger generation is far away from alcohol in recent years, but I don't really understand it (because the interpretation of the data changes considerably).

One thing is clear.

- While the younger generation avoids drinking parties of companies and other organizations

- Organizations such as companies give support money for events such as drinking parties

This is a strange situation.

"In a drinking party, they could have a real talk for maintaining team with alcohol.

That seems to be true, however, I think that it is same as

"Unless you borrow the power of sake, you can't confess love to a person you love"

However, if the teamwork at the workplace can be maintained at a “drinking party”, the cost is quite “cheap”.


2019-12-10 "For school units, company units, government units, and anything, the start time would be shifted by one hour on an annual basis." [長年日記]

For riding on trains, I prefer to "have a seat" basically, even if there is no appointment,

For example, when I get home, I get on a regular train, not a limited express or express train.

So far, I haven't reached the age of "It's hard to keep standing up."

If I can sit down, I can write this (diary) on your laptop.

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Well, even if I cannot t sit down, it's fine as long as the car is free.

I'm not good at crowded trains.

I would rather take an empty train than a full train, even if I arrive late.

However, there are not many people like me.

This is because when I look inside a train, I rarely see people sitting in the same seat from the first station.

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I've been making serious proposals for a long time.

"For school units, company units, government units, and anything, the start time would be shifted by one hour on an annual basis."

I think it's a good measure, however the government doesn't try it.

I think there is no problem that department stores and bookstores start at noon, and pubs start at 3pm.

Do you have any problems with starting your school at 8 o'clock, 9 o'clock, and 10 o'clock?

"Do you know what time the school starts?"

"I think it is nine"

The talk is enough.

Above all, the idea of working at the same time, was installed in order to increase the factory labor force after the industrial revolution.

Now that many sectors of the industry have shifted to the service sector, this working style has little meaning.

But, of course, this will guide the story of "no time to leave the child at the nursery school" and "no time to visit the business hours of customers".

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Perhaps the initial investment cost immediately after the change will be enormous, and there will always be resistance to doing the first thing.

To begin with, if we can do that, the concept of May GW, summer vacation, year-end and New Year holidays, etc. should have disappeared.

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But, the world can be as it is now.

I am doing a time shift life "alone-night".

A late morning train or a late night train is a comfortable study for me.

Now

- student's hoarse voice,

- aunt's hate stories,

- an uncle's preaching life to young people,

I feel happy at the bottom of my heart that I cannot hear the voices.


2019-12-11 Still, in a world where there is no concept of "not getting married", marriage was not an "object" of our activities. [長年日記]

"Marriage hunting" Now it's a normal word, however when I was twenty, there was no such word.

For Marriage (in the case of heterosexual marriage at that time), it was going to come somehow, and we was able to get married somehow.

"Somehow" may be an overstatement.

Still, in a world where there is no concept of "not getting married", marriage was not an "object" of our activities.

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When I was in high school, I had a strong self-consciousness that "I can't get married unless I move on my own".

I don't know how others think, however I thought that "marriage will fall from heaven" would never be the case for me.

Well, anyway, according to the results, my self-evaluation is correct. And at the end of the unsightly days I took enough time. Finally, I was able to finish "I can't do it".

So-called, I was accepted my propose with crawling on the ground, rubbing mud, throwing self-esteem and humiliating like licking her legs.

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One day, when I looked around me, I was stunned by the number of people who were "not married".

In fact, they have an educational background, intelligence, generally looks good, income is enough. If only the requirements are lined up, from the common sense of those days, I think that each of them was a person who could get married.

The only thing they didn't have a self-consciousness of "I can't get married unless I move on my own".

And they shared in common that they believe that marriage is coming from heaven

"It is going to be just fine for me"

Just like "test", "entrance exam", "employment" and "work", "marriage" is going to be just fine.

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They could not notice, or could notice too late

Only "marriage" is different from "test", "entrance exam", "employment" and "work", and even "love" is decisively different.

That's what I can think so.


2019-12-12 "The guy who uses the word "sale country guy" is not only a low-skilled, but just an stupid" [長年日記]

"The guy who uses the word "sale country guy" is not only a low-skilled, but just an stupid"

This is my consistent way of thinking, since I was a child.

(1)Stupid in that the country is subject to personal transfer

(2)Stupid in that all or part of the country is something valuable to sell

(3)Stupid in that lack of expressiveness that can not attack the opponent without using the word "sale country guy"

I think them.

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I was impressed by the philosophy of the three major principles of the Paris Convention (here, the Paris Convention on the Protection of Industrial Property Rights: the Convention on the Protection of Industrial Property Rights (Patent Rights, Design Rights, Trademark Rights, etc.) concluded in 1883).

I was moved by the preamble to the Trips Convention, which advocated the protection of private rights to technology, international cooperation through technology, and international development.

I am an engineer who is proud of standing farthest from the notion of a "sale country guy".


2019-12-14 When it's time to speak ill of others, they change the tone of the conversation into a "hidden style". [長年日記]

I can make reservations for halls and rooms at the neighborhood association where I belong.

However, the reservation is operated by the incredible "System in Showa-era". like, 4 people respond at the window, only one hour from 9:00 am to 10:00 am on Sunday,

(Since I have talked about the “backwardness” of the neighborhood association, I will omit it this time.)

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I also did the hall reception several times, however I was more interested in the way the women(the so-called housewives) talk near the front desk.

When it's time to speak ill of others, they change the tone of the conversation into a "hidden style".

I basically write columns and so on during my work, so I don't care about other people's conversations.

However, as the conversation mode changes, I will immediately notice “Oh, they start their bad mouths.

First of all, I have always been wondering why they behaves like making it easy to guess the content of a conversation.

As I think it now, that mode change may have been an implied request, "the story from here is off record."

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Let's change the board. my company's cafeteria has a card payment system, as a matter of course.

When I place the tray on the table, the billing amount will be calculated soon.

Then, just touch the card reader with the employee ID card charged with cash, and the female voice of "Thank you" will be played and the checkout will be completed.

The trouble is charging. This is because the employee ID card and cash must be prepared and charged on a dedicated machine.

Well, I think it will be a matter of time to be linked with SUICA and PASMO auto-charge.

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At the present time when there is no auto-charge function, if the charge amount is insufficient, a loud warning will be given as "Insufficient amount", and further "Please charge" will be pressed.

Naturally, this is known to those who are waiting for payment.

I have to hold the tray with both hands and go back to the front of the charging machine to do the charging.

I come to be a person shamed in front of others.

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In this case, the above "hidden style" might be useful. From the speaker, with a small volume,

- Hey, you. you're short of money.

Today, I book the bill down, so after you return the tray, charge it soon.

There are times when I think it would be nice to have such a system.


2019-12-15 "Is it happy to have enough money in my lifetime to be used up?" [長年日記]

It's happy to have free money — it is "true" in my experience.

However,

"Is it happy to have enough money in my lifetime to be used up?"

I have never been in such a position, so I cannot make a true / false decision.

(Of course, I don't know if there is a general solution to this question)

In any case, I give up because it is a "problem that I don't know for a lifetime."

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Recently, I bought many 32GB SD cards at for my work (even though it was about a dozen).

If you buy it on Amazon, it costs around 600 yen.

By the way, when I was a student, a memory board with 32K (note the unit) was around 60000 yen.

I used a personally purchased memory board on a university computer, and I used the board for public and private use.

Otherwise, the number of simulation targets could not be increased.

Aside from that, nobody could not predict the arrival of an era when 32GB of memory storage could be purchased for 600 yen in 1990.

This is the Ebata hypothesis based on this.

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I don't have much money now, but I have plenty of storage so I can't use all.

In this situation, even if someone says "I'll buy more HDDs and SD cards for you", maybe I'm not happy.

This is a fact, not a hypothesis.

"No matter how abundant storage is, there is no value in situations where its usage is unclear".

If you replace this "storage" with "money"a,

It can be estimated that "no matter how much money I have, no value will be generated in situations where its usage is unclear".

It's hard to feel happy / unhappy about the value that doesn't occur.

(I think "safety" can be secured, like I don't worry about money until I die.)

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Money generates maximum value when you want it —— It's time to find out what you’re missing during the proof-of-concept experiment or buy a broken piece of equipment.

Or there is an ambition to expand the business in order to push the value that you think to the world,

Even if there is an ambition to improve the performance of your system and see various experimental results, the value of money is likely to occur.

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So,

"Is it happy to have enough money in my lifetime to be used up?"

My hypothesis against the above question, is

"If you have enough money to use up your money, you'll be happy"

Well, it would be good if you could pass it as a thought experiment for those who have no money.


2019-12-16 the driver today was terrible. [長年日記]

Today, I took an annual leave and went home to replace my mother's gastric fistula.

The care facility provided a car for the caregiver (a car that can be equipped with a wheelchair). so I also got on it, however,

the driver today was terrible.

- Moving to the way away from the hospital.

- Trying to use "short cut" well and failing

- Finally getting lost.

Eventually, I screamed and said, "Drive as I said!"

I was also responsible.

I didn't have to think that "well, well. He knows a good "short cut" that even I don't know"

I am a person who feels joy in discovering "short cuts by using car navigation systems and GoogleMAP.

There are few people who can beat me about "short cuts"

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I think that mobile vehicles for nursing care should be equipped not only with car navigation systems but also with location information transmission devices.

Knowing the realtime location of a caregiver can help caregivers prepare for departure on time, and is useful for those who are waiting for the caregiver to return home.

However, this useful world is based on the premise that drivers, care recipients and caregivers can use the location information app (although development of the app is also necessary).

Of course, it is inevitable that elderly people and those who need nursing care cannot use the smartphone app.

However, there is a problem that the care provider cannot use the smartphone app.

However, this story has been talking until now, so I will stop it.

(To be continued)


2019-12-17 "It is only me who can benefit from the device." [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

And now suddenly, I noticed

"I just give the driver the location information transmitter I made"

To put it simply, "I need to give a part of my system (location information transmission device)".

If this is the case, I know the driver's location information, and the driver does not have to worry about smartphone operation or security. Moreover,

"It is only me who can benefit from the device."

The point that "I have no attitude to share profits" is just like me.

There is a troublesome problem of cyber attack, because we want to use a publicly exposed server called the cloud.

Using 3G / 4G, which communicates directly with the device, can solve this problem.

I would like to think a little more about this device.

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Let's stop the effort make them use a smartphone, if they cannot use a smartphone.

Both a person who can or cannot use a smarthone will be unhappy.

For those who can't use smartphones, just pass the device and become a "tool" that is convenient for us.

Just becoming a "tool" is enough to contribute to this smartphone society.


2019-12-18 "The partner who marries our daughter should be someone who has lived alone every year, regardless of gender" [長年日記]

I often talk to my wife,

"The partner who marries our daughter should be someone who has lived alone every year, regardless of gender"

As specific criteria,

- Cooking is recognized as a set from "shopping" to "cleaning up"

- "Cutting", "boiling", and "baking" is possible and making a dish from the leftovers in the refrigerator

- Washing clothes using a washing machine and drying them

- If "G" appears in the room, carrying out the insecticidal treatment the same day

- Wiring and power distribution are possible, and doing simple DIY with an electric drill.

- Taking basic measures on their own against illness and injury

The reason why I adopted this standard is that I can do them.

However, this is just an outline.

I don't care about details.

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For example, when I can't find one of the socks that I pulled out, I put it out for washing, however my wife complains to it.

We don't have to care of it.

Because the other will be discovered eventually.

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"Socks that have been separated due to the mischief of fate will meet again in a cage someday."

I believe that this is a romantic story.


2019-12-19 After having stopped drinking, my daughters no longer talk about my body odor. [長年日記]

After having stopped drinking, my daughters no longer talk about my body odor.

When I tried to research about the relationship between alcohol and body odor, I can know

"Alcohol is the cause of body odor"

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When we were in high school (or junior high school?), we had learned that alcohol is converted into a safe substance, acetic acid, after being converted into a harmful substance called acetaldehyde.

Acetaldehyde generates a strong odor, and acetic acid is "vinegar", so it also has a strong odor.

In other words, it seems that acetaldehyde and acetic acid are sweated and discharged outside the body, and the body odor becomes intense.

However, if liver function is complete, it should eventually be broken down into odorless water and carbon dioxide.

After all, I know that the cause of body odor caused by alcohol is

- Taking a large amount of alcohol that exceeds the ability of liver function

or

- Liver function is reduced

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I have also received bad breath from my daughters.

Recently, a liquid for sterilization and deodorization called “listerin” is used to rinse and gargle teeth.

Listerine is a fairly hard liquid for beginners. At first, there is a stimulus that burns in your mouth. However, I can get used to it soon.

In this way, with the cessation of alcohol and listerin, the daughters no longer point out for my body odor and bad breath.

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Anyway, my daughters work as function of high-performance "Litmus test paper for body odor".


2019-12-20 "Where are AI human resources?" [長年日記]

It seems that it has been decreasing recently, but I sometimes see the artile with the following title.

"Where are AI human resources?"

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"Are you blind ?"

I think so, however,

No voice is heard from anywhere.


2019-12-21 "No progress", I am afraid. [長年日記]

It is time to submit a 3Q patent. For me, "Chripa" is not a Christmas party, but a Christmas patent (patent).

I wrote the above phrase in 2002, however, now I am doing exactly the same thing.

"No progress", I am afraid.

How long will the company keep using me, as a patent writer?

Well, I might be useless only this way, except for "patent specification manufacturing machine in Ozenji".


2019-12-22 "They think that I am useful as a "handyman"" [長年日記]

Sometimes, when I go back home, I get a mail from home.

"I'll pick you up at the station"

When such text comes in one way, it's usually when there's annoying something.

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The water in the toilet storage tank does not stop

The remaining hot water in the bath cannot be drained

Shower tube burst

PowerPoint font size cannot be changed

Unknown location of saved file

Wireless LAN does not connect

Printer does not work

Failed to set smartphone

"G" appeared

e.t.c.

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At that time, my family behaves very polite and respectful to me.

It's similar to the way I get painkillers and stabilizers from a doctor.

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"They think that I am useful as a "handyman""

I think so, however, I'm worried about after my death and my daughter leaving home.

When I scolds, "what do you do if you live alone?"

"I will just call you"

They said that.

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I am not a "handyman" but a "slave."


2019-12-23 A batter who only practiced fastballs could not cope with changing balls at all [長年日記]

Last week, when I returned to my parents' house, I ate a 7 spicy (up to 10 spicy) curries from CoCo Ichibanya.

To be clear, my curry is harder.

Maybe now, I am confident that I can eat deliciously even the 10 spices of CoCo Ichibanya.

"My enemy is no longer in the country (who is the enemy?)"

I thought that.

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However, the other day, I asked for the hot spicy of "Ippudo Karakamen". Due to the spiciness, I was defeated miserably, "leave the ramen juice."

So I tried the analysis about the reason.

Sharp: Pungency with heat such as pepper

I think I am on the strongest level in the country (I may just think it)

Numb: pungency such as zanthoxylum

I think this is the reason for the loss.

I think it was a spicy combination of sharp and numb, and I analyzed that I couldn't cope with the pain of such a changing ball at all.

In other words, I think that

A batter who only practiced fastballs could not cope with changing balls at all

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I'm still naive, I'm going to devote myself to "naive" and continue to devote myself to "spicy roads".


2019-12-24 "All broadcast frames of the NHK history drama will be rebroadcast of "Stein's Gate" and "Stein's Gate Zero" [長年日記]

I don't know how far historical figures have deviated from the facts. Even so, I like the sengoku warlord of "Mitsuhide Akechi",

So I was looking forward to the NHK history drama next year.

However, from the beginning, due to the scandal of an actress, the broadcast start will be delayed for two weeks.

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Therefore, this is my suggestion. How do you think

"All broadcast frames of the history drama will be rebroadcast of "Stein's Gate" and "Stein's Gate Zero"

Well it is a very serious proposal.

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At least it is more effective than programming education proposed by the Ministry of Education, Culture, Sports, Science and Technology. I also think it will be as effective as STEM education.

The ratio of humanities and sciences in Japan is 7: 3 in terms of the number of universities, however, I estimate it will be 9: 1 when considering the occupation.

I don't mean that "literary arts" is bad, but the "balance" is bad.

In the paradigm of thought and religion, we cannot expect the dynamic world revolution.

Looking at the last 100 years, I think the only thing I can count on is technology innovation.

Considering that, in Japan, where the birthrate is declining, it is better to increase the science population.

"Stein's Gate" and "Stein's Gate Zero" are contents that can be enjoyed regardless of science and technology. In this animation, it seems that it is fascinating one side of the ideal form of science.

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"Akechi Mitsuhide" will start broadcasting on the New Year in year after next, in thorough preparation, after checking physical examination of the performers (drugs and tax evasion)

For about a year, I will endure.


2019-12-25 "a girl who goes to school while running while holding a toast" [長年日記]

I go to work in the morning and walk for 25 minutes to the station, eating "dorayaki" as breakfast.

I think that there is a problem of nutritional balance, however, I have no appetite in the morning.

And "Dorayaki" guarantee easy to eat texture, moderate sugars, avoidance of hunger, and the calorie of the morning job.

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However, this morning I was in trouble because there was no stock of Dorayaki.

When I looked at the kitchen, I found a loaf of local bread that my second daughter bought for a souvenir on a date.

I grabbed the bread, shredded it to a fist-sized size, and left the door with my hand.

Then, I went to the station while eating the bread with one hand.

I guess it was like a primitive man, eating raw meat and looking for the next prey.

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However, this is , in so-called girl manga and classic anime

"a girl who goes to school while running while holding a toast"

that is same in that paradigm.

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At 500 meters from my house, there is an integrated school in elementary, middle and high schools.

On the sidewalk, I passed about 100 girl students and boy students.

However, a romance did not occur.


2019-12-26 I think, "life is too merciless". [長年日記]

Today, new my column is released, so I take a day off.

Mr.Ebata's struggling for DIY IT Nursing Support System(3) "

Watch out! Save parents at home from heat stroke by Raspberry Pi

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I can find books about "in the mind" of people with dementia (but, not many).

However, I have never read any papers or books on "How the world looks like" from "Myself with dementia".

This is what my coworker told me

"Ebata-san. why are you are making a "watching system" ?"

"What you need to create is a virtual dementia experience virtual reality system"

It was too correct and I could not refute.

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However, there is an easy method that does not use this "virtual dementia experience virtual reality system".

"Going alone in a country where you can't speak"

When I was young, I traveled a fairly ridiculous journey, so I understand this fear.

I cannot forget the fear of standing alone on the meadow , while watching the setting sun set on the ground that continues to the horizon In the wind below freezing.

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I think that I was able to do such madness because I was young.

If I was told to do that madness later in life, I would run away with all my might.

Even now, I would do.

However, if the madness would be forced to be done at the end of life,

I think, "life is too merciless".


2019-12-27 "Somehow, but expressly, I turned the smartphone lens to them. [長年日記]

Many people seem to be working day at the end of the year today.

On the train on the way home, the drunken people are loud noises (beyond the dimension, the level that hurts the ears),

"Somehow, but expressly, I turned the smartphone lens to them.

At that moment they became quite quiet.

It may have been good to actually shoot.

If they are going through violence, they can remove it with a single button press.

Especially, there is no hesitation that drunks in a public place drunk in a public place.

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I was once an annoying drunkman, however the story is about the time when the world was not in its current form.

As I said before, George Orwell's "1984" world is already complete.

I don't feel sorry for drunks without that much knowledge or awareness.


2019-12-28 Anyway, there seems to be a "title" that hits each generation. [長年日記]

Even if I talk to my teenager about my job or job description, they show indifferent faces and they said "well" undecidedly.

However, when I was a student, I was a student council president, and when I was working as a director of the tennis club, they show surprised face.

Well, the achievements were pretty shabby (I don't want to explain).

Anyway, there seems to be a "title" that hits each generation.

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Once, the royal road of the girl manga was a success story, that "a girl who is ordinary and unobtrusive" pushes away many girls, finally get such a "boy of the tennis club director and student council president", and the girl become a steady relationship.

For example, the manga called "Aim for the Ace" was such a setting.

However, not all "boys of the tennis club director and student council president" have "value".

What he has is just a "title".

To win the tennis club at Inter High,

As a student council president, to fight with teacher's staff members, and remove troublesome rules of school festivals,

It is only when he accomplishes such difficult things, he come to have "value". But that's aside.

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It is the era of winning the first place of a popular character. The hero has already given up making friends and they have lived in favor of being alone. The book has sold over 9 million copies.

When I was a student, there was no content that was described as being "worthy" by being "alone."

It is too easy to say that "these social phenomena have changed".

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As far as listening to their daughters, teenagers do not seem to think that being "lonely" is a bad thing.

However, they just feel that the situation is

"Shamed"


2019-12-29 "I can choose to be alone on my own". But, "I cannot choose to be more than two on my own" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

"I can choose to be alone on my own"

But,

"I cannot choose to be more than two on my own"

I konw that it is shameful that this "lack of ability" is revealed.

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I can understand their thoughts.

When I was a teenager, I was really ashamed of what I cannot do what others can do.

I don't want to be better than others, or to stand out from others about study, exercise, club activities.

But I was ashamed that "others think I'm inferior".

"Some are inferior, so some are superior"。 This is the basic of statistics (standard deviation).

So what is inferior or superior is only a story within that population, and it is such a thing that it easily reverses when the population changes.

I think that young people who are against the so-called "bad" behavior and school rules, are trying to make "being inferior" humid, as a desperate resistance.

However, the hero who lives by being "lonely" is fighting "alone" without such unsightly resistance.

To return to our subject

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The hero who lives by being "lonely"

is are superior to

"a boy of the tennis club director and student council president",

who is ordinary human beings everywhere

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However, Anyone who choose "alone" doesn't have a "title".


2019-12-30 "Molester should die" [長年日記]

"Molester should die"

This is Kotaro Isaka's (the best of me) masterpiece "Golden Slumber".

But, I don't think it's as a scene of "Golden Slumber", but now, I really think, "Molesters should die."

My daughter (college student and high school student) commuting by train seems to be suffering from molesting.

When I hear this kind of story, I am angry and I can not sleep

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When I was a high school student, I was stroked by a man in a bookstore. "I've experienced one of the most unpleasant things in this world."

Why is the pervert not able to think of its discomfort? I am angry at the lack of imagination with little brain.

Against the asshole idiom, "Nothing can be reduced by touching"

I can say,

In your pants (at the crotch), I throw 100 earthworms in a bundle

Leave his pants as it are,

Fix the buckle with instant glue so that the belt cannot be removed,

And I also say to him, "Of course, No complaints you have. Nothing has be reduced."

Moreover, when my daughter said

"Dad. What makes men happy to touch woman's breasts and buttocks?"

I am angry from the bottom my hearty that all men, including me, are treated like these incompetent molesters.

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"Molester should die"

In this world, we don't need a lower class like you.

I don't care whether you're a drunkard, a drug addict, or have a mental illness.

They are still perpetrators of sexual violence.

(To be continued)