"Ebata-san. You are childish."
My junior colleagues often blame me.
"If there is a person who blames your works using twitter, who wins you? You have investigated a lot of information with patent logical minds?”
"It is your misunderstanding. I don't care winning or losing. I just want to ask a question to readers...."
"But you get angry, don't you."
"I wouldn't say "never mind", but I had some good debates with guys, and made good collaboration works too."
"But with as a start, you get angry with their comments indeed."
I tried to let me think for a white.
"Yes. I have admitted that I am unlearned, petty and cowardly. But Mr.Mitsuo Aida also said that "If I am attacked, I have to fight back, because I am only a human.""
"Ebata-san. Mitsuo Aiea never left such a fiery saying."
Dear young couples.
Do you stretch a point that you are allowed to behave "lovey-dovey" in public during Christmas days?
I hate the thought.
No. I don't hate "lovey-dovey" in public.
I am a person who is a fruitful life apologist, and can think that "why we should fall in love without "lovey-dovey".
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I hate that some couples, who have no definite opinion of their own, and begin "lovey-dovey" like an indulgence, when the Christmas period starts.
I also hate that the structure of emotional dependence, that is playing to the gallery, bowing before authority, and the thought of "we are allowed during the Christmas days".
"Abominable petty bourgeoisies"
I want young couples to enforce continuing "lovey-dovey", whenever, wherever, whatever anybody says, what anybody valuates.
That means
"Coherent and stubborn "lovey-dovey"".
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The above is just my words.
I was wrong because I came back home relative earlier time than every day.
In the commuting train, I noticed that I was annoyed of watching the young couple who caressed their hairs each other, hugged, and kissed.
I was really surprised at what I was thinking.
I remembered thirty years ago,
"Why could they overlook our "lovey-dovey" at that time?"
I even felt deep gratitude for this world.
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"The world has been considerably kind to us."
It is the Christmas day that lets me know that.
(Continuation from yesterday)
The instructions from me to my daughter is likely to make her walk blindfolded without the purpose and destination.
Human being cannot improve performance for unreasonable targets.
In addition, something irritated will happen between a person who hand down an order and a person who get the order.
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What can a AI robot so called do? Even there are so much difficulties among human being. I am skeptical about both AI and robot.
I don't need the poor AI robot that
nobody knows the day of completion
(When I checked the completion, it is very poor and useless in many cases)
spend much cost and money than th case of I go to the site directly,
(And the endless initialization routine continues)
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In order to solve my problems,
a headset with video camera working with Smartphone,
(because I cannot suppose the wireless LAN environment)
a remote display that can capture the remote machine's display without complicated security management and go beyond a firewall safely
(like USB device that provide me the function of VNC safely)
are enough for me.
In conclusion, what I want now are,
Daughter who can understand natural language,
the headset that she is going to use, and
the remote display system from my home PC.
Anyway, I don't need the budget of more than several ten thousand million yen.
As a result of trying on my own, I deny "early bird" and am being "Night owl".
The attendance rate of commute trains are almost 100%. I don't have to sit in close contact with the person next to the seat.
I dislike 'crowded'.
So, I will never reconcile "Tokyo Disneyland" forever.
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This morning, when I opened my laptop computer and wrote my diary, a fat middle aged woman has tried her butt in the nearby seat.
When I write in the train, I work with the laptop computer's display fully open.
If you are sit next to me, and want to peer, you can read my diary easily. So, on the train, I will never work by laptop computer.
This morning, I wrote a diary,
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"I am aware that I am a terrible person, because I am more than racist and gender discriminator."
"I am a thorough, individual discriminator"
"It is a principle of conducting discrimination in units of "individuals "not in the state, corporation, organization"
When I wrote the above contents at the beginning of the diary,
the fat middle aged woman next to me, stood up and moved to another seat.
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Yeah, maybe, I guess she felt a fear of me.
(Continuation from yesterday)
The time spent on English education in Japan is huge.
As I know, half of the time I spent studying teenagers has been brought to English.
And even after finding employment, I spend much time to study for TOEIC, e.t.c outside the office.
In my estimate, the number of workers in Japan who really need communication by English is about 4% at most.
Other than that, English is only used for e-mail, in other case, English is only used for immigration in overseas traveling, once in several years.
And, the skills that foreign workers are expected, are determined as "expert knowledge + help desk of English communication" by law or government ordinance.
I think that this will be a new policy to realize both Japanese global and domestic strategies.
How the name of "New-Sakoku" doctrine is.
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The incumbent minister of our country said "I cannot speak English, so I will not aim for prime minister". Anyway he led the way for the non-English country.
This is a chance for a thousand chances.
"The ultimate working style is "complete elimination of English language education"
And I am sure of it.
Today, new my column is released, so I take a day off.
Mr.Ebata's struggling for DIY IT Nursing Support System(3) "
Watch out! Save parents at home from heat stroke by Raspberry Pi
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I can find books about "in the mind" of people with dementia (but, not many).
However, I have never read any papers or books on "How the world looks like" from "Myself with dementia".
This is what my coworker told me
"Ebata-san. why are you are making a "watching system" ?"
"What you need to create is a virtual dementia experience virtual reality system"
It was too correct and I could not refute.
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However, there is an easy method that does not use this "virtual dementia experience virtual reality system".
"Going alone in a country where you can't speak"
When I was young, I traveled a fairly ridiculous journey, so I understand this fear.
I cannot forget the fear of standing alone on the meadow , while watching the setting sun set on the ground that continues to the horizon In the wind below freezing.
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I think that I was able to do such madness because I was young.
If I was told to do that madness later in life, I would run away with all my might.
Even now, I would do.
However, if the madness would be forced to be done at the end of life,
I think, "life is too merciless".
The other day, I learned about the word "asexual" in a comic book.
So I asked my family if they knew about "asexual".
My wife and senior daughter (college student) didn't know, but my junior daughter (high school student) did.
(1) "Sex" is a sex difference on a biological level
(2) "Gender" is a cultural sex difference
(3) "Sexuality" is a combination of the two, plus gender differences that include reproduction, pleasure, love, and self-expression.
Well, I have some knowledge that the so-called "LGBT" refers to the above (3).
Recently, abbreviations with more acronyms such as "LGBTQIA" are being used.
(Questioning)
(Queer)
(Inter-sex)
(Asexual)
There seems to be others.
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What is asexual?
Asexuality is a sexuality in which a person is unable to have romantic feelings or feel sexual desire for another person.
It seems that friendship and love for friends and family are normal, but "romantic feelings and sexual desire" are weak or absent.
I thought I knew a lot about the diversity of sexual directions (vectors).
However, the fact that the vector was "small or absent" was completely unexpected.
I've been neglecting my studies here lately, and I'm feeling a little sorry for that.
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I am a person who likes to eat alone, but that does not mean that I am a person who loves solitude.
However, I do understand the discomfort of being "summarized easily" this.
I may never understand asexuality itself.
However, I believe that I can understand the discomfort of being "summarized easily" into some category for being asexual.
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I will tell the guy who wants to be "summarized easily", with saying "Ebata is a person like that"
"You're an incompetent and simple idiot who can't recognize others as "diversified others", and wants to get together right away."
I don't hesitate to make him or her "summarize easily".
I'm Ebata, a fundamentalist of the novel "Japan sinks" and the movie (the 1st) "Japan sinks"
I have always said, "Don't be stingy with other people's creations. Be silence as my criticism". Hence, I would like to refrain from giving my thoughts on TV dramas in 2021.
I just tell you that I agree with the criticisms listed on the Internet.
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I like the fact that in the novel "Japan sinks" and the movie (the 1st) "Japan sinks", there is not a single bad guy.
I think the theme of "Japan sinks" is a fierce exodus in which everyone, from ordinary people to scientists, the Self-Defense Forces, and politicians, all work together desperately, risking their lives.
"In the face of a catastrophe of unprecedented scale that could sink Japan, who would be so carefree as to engage in "political affairs"?"
I come to think so.
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As for the mechanism of the sinking of Japan, The novel "Japan sinks" devotes an enormous number of pages to a thorough explanation.
I was so worried that the readers would lose motivation if the explain is so technical at such length.
In the movie "Japan sinks", they had a real seismologist explain about the mantle convection (He was a professor of Earthquake Research Institute of the University of Tokyo).
The realism of it scared me.
I also heard that the number of students majoring in seismology had increased since then.
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What the great about Sakyo Komatsu's "Japan sinks" is
"In what areas is the behavior of fluid mass of different temperatures on Earth most clearly understood?"
As represented by this line, the paradigm of meteorological models has been brought into tectonic models.
Of course, this model may be unreasonable, but science fiction is science fiction.
And then, that is it.
"In the worst case scenario... . ..this is regardless of the size of the earthquake. ...In the worst case -- most of the Japanese archipelago will sink below the surface..."
No matter how many times I reread the phrase, it still sends shivers down my spine.
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In the novel "Sinking of Japan," the compound word "Japan sinks" appears in only seven places (I checked on my Kindle).
I don't think this word was used much in the movie.
I think it is very important to make the reader understand the theme of creation without using power words.
Yesterday, I accidentally made a "magical tool".
When inserted into a PC, this USB flash drive will surely bring down the system.
The probability of occurrence is 100%.
It is effective as an "offline cyber-attack" because all you have to do is plug it into a running PC and the system goes down a second or two later.
It simply brings down the computer, but it cannot do anything like ransomware. However, it is a great way to "harass" a boss or friend you don't like.
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Last night, I physically broke this USB flash drive completely with a hammer, pliers and nippers.
I am now a college student while working. I am back to being a struggling student again.
Well, this time, it is not "financial" but "physical" and "ability" struggling students.
Research activities are hard, but so are lectures.
Classes in which the official language is "English" are naturally hard, but the content of the lectures is even harder.
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Nevertheless, the lectures are interesting.
Here are the teaching materials for the first half of this school year.
I have written a column before on game theory, and the idea of Dr. Garrett Hardin's "Tragedy of the Commons" appears in conjunction with that game theory.
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When learning about the "Tragedy of the Commons," many people easily despair (as I did) that 'humanity can't share resources.'
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However, Dr. Elinor Ostrom, the 2009 Nobel Prize winner in economics, boldly challenged the "tragedy of the commons.
After critiquing the fundamentals of policy analysis as applied to natural resources, she provided unique empirical data to explore the conditions under which common-pool resource problems have been resolved satisfactorily. She used many examples to show the factors that prevent "tragedies of the commons."
I was honestly moved by the words, "This is what 'scales from the eyes' means.
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The Prisoner's Dilemma or Tragedy of the Commons are easy examples.
However, the book is full of the wisdom of humanity that has overcome these obstacles (although, by the way, it is also full of examples that could not be overcome).
"Don't fuck with humanity."
She seemed to make me feel like that and fun.