I have returned my country house with my second daughter(SD).

As I was walking in the shopping street the other day, she entered a shop.

It was "Kanzashi(hairpin)" shop.

The second daughter seems to be not interested in decorative items much, but seems to love "Kanzashi".

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What surprised me when I entered the store,

"The tip of Kanzashi" is not iron sharp"

The rod-shaped tip with a diameter of about 7 mm had a beautiful hemispherical shape.

"How can we kill people by this device?"

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I wondered, and I talked about the matter with the second daughter, but we don't understand what we say.

Ebata: "In that shape, we can not kill a person who is bad guy with getting stabbed into the neck"

SD: "Why do we have to do such a noising with Kanzashi?"

Ebata: "Kanzashi is a weapon that disguise as an accessory isn't it?"

SD:"There is no purpose other than tying hair"

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I was surprised to hear a detailed story on Kanzashi from my second daughter.

Ebata: "I think that half of the men of my generation think the same"

SD: "Why can you have such a dangerous belief?"

Ebata: "There used to be a" Hissatsushi worker ", a TV program ..."

When the New Year comes, many TV programs interview presidents (or a upstarts ) who disclose their "rich".

Such programs could get a viewer rating, by showing a kind of "a dream comes true" as the masses to us.

But I can not understand the benefits of people who provide such information.

I think that just being "rich" will be the subject of jealousy, and they are also likely to be the target of criminals.

On the other hand, showing that "I am rich" is also proud of their own success story. so it may be beneficial in that sense

I think that.

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Among the guardians of the school's alumni the daughter's school, some of them seems to be persons who plays the center of Japan's politics and economy,

When asked about how to use the alumni's money and stories about exterior and interior of their house, I can understand indeed, "this is capitalism"

However, as far as I know, I have never heard of a story that my daughter's alumnus house was broadcast on a variety show.

Maybe it is a matter of probability (population).

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I think that there are two kinds of "rich people".

(1) People who want to show off to be "wealthy"

(1) People who don't want to show off to be "wealthy"

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Well, for me, neither of these is relevant.

We adults are completed as "devices that destroy children's dreams".

Moreover, we adults destroy children's dreams as descriptable state orderly, objectivey, logically.

However, we adults do not want to destroy their dreams for bullying purposes.

We know that letting them give up their dreams can send the most costly life, especially if the dreams seem to be diffucult and hopeless.

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Many dreams will not come true.

In additon, many of their dreams cause a great inconvenience to irrelevant others.

For example, some of those who were called "baby-boomer generation" were shouting "Revolution !, Revolution!", continuing to destroy social infrastructure, and believing it as "social justice"

When that movement failed, they did not complete the summary (loss analysis), and left silently

They were just irresponsible children (young people).

We adults "crushes" the dreams of these children.

naturally.

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Therefore, peolpe who are thinking of being supposed to make their own dreams come true, without annoying to anyone and with having them understood,

have no qualification of "tell a dream".

Although it may be cruel to say this to children, "When you tell a dream at the moment, you need to be prepared to become an enemy all over the world."

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

"All adults are enemies against all children who tell their dream"

This is a correct social figure.

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When I was a adult, I knew the importance of "No listening to other's talk"

After keeping my eye open for "No listening to other's talk", I believe I could start to translate my dream into action, even if the dream is small.

In addition, I knew that the worst enemy was the Internet communication to interfere in "No listening to other's talk".

For persons who cannot have their dream in the closed universe, a "creator" in dreamers is an outlet for malevolencet .

In the Internet, they are trying to interfere with you, if you are a creator, with Twitter, Line, Facebook, and other bulletin boards, giving the appearance that reviewers or critics.

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From an opposite direction,

if you want to create something new,

any person who doesn't / cannot create things, is going to be your enemy.

I am relatively fond of writing patent specifications (although it is troublesome).

However, it is not enough for a company engineer's invention to satisfy mere patent requirements (Patent Law 29).

It is still difficult to become a patented invention satisfying three internal requirements (profitable, defendable, shootable).

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"North" is always helping me in preparing patent specifications.

"North" gives me some tips as follows,

- What is the optimal transportation method to evacuate residents in the shortest time, when "North" attacks a nuclear power plant in Japan.

- What are the more efficient actions to be done for residents, after detecting the missile launch of "North", and assuming that the impact point could be estimated in a few second.

For example, how to stopping train service, how to notify the most robust building as a shield against explosion impact by vector calculations.

- What measures can make a stand-alone computer a substitute for infrastructure, if "North" virtually destroys the infrastructure system in Japan by stratospheric nuclear explosion.

and so on.

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When these means are described as patent specifications,

I change the part of "North", with

- "Nuclear power plant meltdown accident"

- "Large-scale Earthquake Notification from Earthquake Warning System"

- "Large scale network failure"

With these descriptions, the part of "invention subject" in the patent specification will be completed.

(To be continued)

(To be continued)

As another way, there is a method to reverse our social trend, for example,

- how to destroy "working reform" by government.

- how to disguise school bullying perfectly.

- how to drive power harassments at company,

I think the above issues at the bottom of my heart.

After making the real plans feasibility

"I start to think how to attack against these social evils"

I have called this method of how to make patent specification,

"A method of making invention with making children's fantasy fiction"

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When I walk alone or have a bite alone, I am thinking the battle scene between social justice and social. So I am very busy as a writer of "fantasy fiction".

Your cooperation is greatly appreciated for making my patent specification at this year.

After using a personal computer when I was a sophomore in college,

I was enforced to change many OS, MS-DOS, Windows3.1 Windows95,WindowsNT, Windows2000 WindowsXP,Windows7 (omitting the UNIX system).

However, still, the change of the OS is like "moving".

I think that moving three times in life (about the time of enrollment, employment, marriage) is enough.

However, performances of PC has been promoting dynamically, (it is actually 4,700 trillion times by my calculation). So I also think that it is unavoidable to change the operating system frequently.

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Well, even if I move (change OS), the problem is that you have to "replace furniture".

In this case "furniture" is "application software".

Even though I have to use Microsoft's office series,

A lot of useful tools (Copipe tool, Image size change tool, Draw tool, many, etc.) can not be used at the moving destination with a high probability.

Many of these useful tools are released with good intentions of developers, and most are free (free) and distributed with unlimited (free) distribution.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

I do not mind changing the OS, however, it is truly troubling that I cannot continue to use these familiar tools any more.

I understand that I cannot complain that, since I am allowed to use applications for free. However,

"Provisioning has ended"

will annoy me.

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However, for tools that are provided with good intentions,

- When an OS change occurs,

- Continue reforming ,indefinitely.

There is no reason to say such rude messages.

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I am also publishing some tools, and For users who make such a request, we responded as follows.

"Since I am publishing all the source code of the program, please remake it yourself as you want. I will not complain at all. "

"Persons who want to use, may continue to remake" - This is a straightforward logic.

At the same time, for persons who don't have programming skills, it is impossible to realize at the beginning.

As a matter of fact, it is almost impossible for persons who are not the developer to take over the development.

So, when the "developer has finished development" or "the developer stopped publishing", the tool is destined to cease to exist.

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In this case, I was helped by the DVD, including book whose title was "Windows free software MAX 1100". I had bought in 2012.

I have realized that "I should have purchased these booklets on a regular basis."

At the end of the year, I receive bulk orders to create family New years cards.

"Because it is troublesome"

Image processing, copying, setting of print quality, exchange of cartridges, and jam.

"Jam" means spool jam and paper jam of printer.

There is no person in our house except for me who can fix this jam. As a result, I will have to repair them.

"Bulk order" is lower in my cost.

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At the end of the year, all New Year's cards for the whole family are printed at once. It is sufficient to prepare for printing (set up) only once at the beginning.

The problem is that when the year has come, I have to create an additional New Year's postcard.

Yesterday I had to set up my old daughter's New Year's card printing.

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My eldest daughter: "I feel like being stupid in my computer"

I can be convinced indeed that this eldest daughter's line.

Why does it take so much trouble for just postcard printing?

And I even think that "Why does this stupid computer and printer keep spool information of the last year ?"

As a matter of fact, I think that it is absolutely negative with considering the profit obtained by the computer and the time lost by the computer, in my life.

She said that

"I will write all New Year's cards by my hand"

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Such tragedies occur from the end of last year to New Year everywhere in Japan.

In front of us, what on earth is artificial intelligence doing, although there are big social issues.

I don't expect "Autonomous repair", but I think that an agent in the computer advises end users.

What is "artificial intelligence" that can not provide a means to solve this problem?

At the last night, my left side flank became sore suddenly.

That intense pain was so terrible that I could sit down on the futon without making a voice.

It was a violent pain that I could not move 1 mm or even the body. coming cold sweat out from the forehead.

Anyway it hurted, I could not move at all.

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Fortunately, this pain stirring the rage, went away after about 1 hour, however,

What I was thinking at this time - That might turn you off - is,

"I want a handgun"

I could even think that "If I avoid this pain, I don't care about scattering fluid in brain.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

I hate "pain" "suffering".

My tolerance to "pain" "suffering" is very low.

Whatever the family left behind, whatever a person dealing with my corpse feels, I can sacrifice anything if I avoid "pain."

"Pain" is beyond "Family Love"

This was also evident in Nazi Germany's "Dirty Experiment".(Please search by yourself for this "Dirty Experiment").

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At present, I have parents who need care, for example, parents who can not move their bodies by themselves or parents who can not recognize themselves.

- they can not move their body by themselves,

- even if the pain they want to die is going to be continuous without interruption

- when it comes to a situation where they are not recognized from outside.

If they must continue to receive "the everlasting pain of intense pain"

I have never thought of so much "scary" before.

I am convinced that all people have the right to escape from unbearable pain, and indeed, I am one of the human who has the plan.

However, once I cannot move even my body at the situation, I also cannot prepare any suicide, for example, "jumping in" or "hanging".

Actually, I was not able to shout "voice of help" during this intense pain.

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I think that human being should have embedded a mechanism to avoid pains easily by nature.

Something like a mechanism that easily leads to death, ... let me see, it might be information that can be recongnized by himself/ herself, and for example, a simple method of

"Turn your little finger 90 degrees counterclockwise, get killed."

I think that such a mechanism might be embedded at the DNA level.

However, "suicide to avoid pain" contributes to the survival of species? - If asked, I think that it was impossible.

Basically selfish genes have two roles.

"Stay!" but "die after a certain period of time". They are not interested in such as "consideration for pain avoidance".

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Recently the topics of euthanasia and death with dignity is warming up.

However these topics should be linked with "crime of murder" juristically.

In general, helping suicide is a commission whose name is "aiding and abetting suicide", and There is no conflict of law interpretation about this law.

Although the interpretation is broken whether suicide becomes "murderous crime" or not, it is in agreement that suicide is "innocent" or "indecent".

Therefore,

"Handgun that can be used only for suicide in avoidance of pain"

will be hopefully developed and managed legally.

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I think that Japan's firearms sword law (the law on the possession of firearms swords etc.) is one of the laws proud of the world.

If we are allowed to use of a handgun daily, I am afraid hat murders and suicide will be realized easily in Japan.

However, the device and social system that realize "Turn your little finger 90 degrees counterclockwise, get killed." in order to avoid the unbearable pain,

"that gives us a huge sense of security against frightened by intense pain"

I also think that.

In this story, it may be better to speak in different ranges of "dimension of death" or "euthanasia".

It may become one that cited "emergency evasion" of civil law, and it may be like "death to avoid pain" if I name it.

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When I made this story a family member, I gained agreement for unanimity.

(The Ebata is operated by a family head (it's me) who does not avoid such topics).

From now on, I would like to start research and development of such devices (not limited to handgun) in the weekend engineer's mode.

I decided to meet with my wife at the DIY shop the other day.

Wife: "My arrival time may be delayed"

Ebata: "Well, I don't care it at all. I can waiting all day at DIY shop"

My wife also had a face of saying "I see."

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For me,

"Unidy Store at Disney Land "

or

"Akitsuki Electronics Trade Store at Disney Land "

Those stores will make me enjoy it, even if it is "Disney Land "

I think that a considerable number of father (of engineers) will have a motivation to go to Disneyland with their families.

I made a 100 million population simulator for Japan, as a weekend engineer.

Now, I am trying to make a new difficult simulation, because the objects of the simulation(persons and mobilises) keep moving on a map, and to tell you the truth,

I am crazed with the programming.

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The other day, when I found that more than 200 thousands person in my simulator were missing, I was about to give a scream.

In order to resolve this "200 thousands person's abduction", I kept searching these disappearance places. When I found the point, I came to lose my strength.

In addition, the next day, I found "three person's abduction", and I needed one day to find the position.

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I think this is rare case, however

"I am about to go off programming"

of my mental state.

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In my column serial, I make a simple simulator. So I can image the output of the simulation.

The counts of the target objects are more from dozens to one hundred at most.

However, even if the counts become "million", "10 million" and "1000 million", it becomes despairingly impossible to make a image of the movement.

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Now my computer continue to calculate the simulator with screaming, and

I also continue to debug with screaming

In my home, I continue to say to my children as a follow,

(1) With just effort, we can not win genius

(2) Many dreams are largely unreachable

Because these are facts.

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However, as those antithesis,

(A) Some people come to win genius, if the persons don't compare that "something" with others and the world, and can enjoy "something" self-sufficiently, even without talent.

(B) Many people are not aiming for a dream, but they call "something" that had been realized, as "dream", after retrofitting

I added the result of the big data analysis of my life.

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However, these stories have already been spoken by old wise person before my analysis, and have also been proved by various histories and academic disciplines.

For example, (A) is spoken in "Analects" and (B) has a lot of evidences from historical tampering in past wars and human psychology (reinforcement after retrofit).

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Adults and educators, should not tell children "Let boys and girls embrace" reckless ambitions "and experience" intense setbacks " but Tell them exactly about (A) (B).

After all, we adults should tell them,

"The process of "fulfilling dreams" is to live in a world of madness and loneliness with enjoying it alone."

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

So, why such adults and educators do not exist, is

Many adults and educators, initially, have not lived their life (or have not been able to life their life) of "In a world of madness and loneliness, and enjoy living by alone"

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In addition, I refer to the following fact,

(3)A dream that needs aiming high, is generally broken down.

Because you will keep suffering from the aiming high, especially, quantifiable something like pass or not, and over 800 point or less.

It is impossible that you continue it, and finally it will break you down.

Just "breaking down" is lucky for you. if not, the dream breaks your body and mind, and at the worst case, you will kill yourself.

These were based on my research activities and my own experiments.

The following, that I have been telling you for a long time, is

"Abandon of your dream is valuable for you, equal to "make your dream".

That is my own policy.

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By the way,

my second daughter is crazy about a comic whose name "Bakuman".

I can admit that these comics are masterpieces, however I don't like them.

I think the company "Suntory" is great.

I am drinking "craft beer" that the company regularly sells,

I am respectful for "Strong Zero" which I can enjoy to the last drop.

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In Shintani Kaoru sensei's comics, there are a lot of heroines who have finished her mission, and enjoy leisure time at the resort.

However I don't understand the heroine's behaviors and activities.

I only have a memory of not "relaxation" but "pain" in resort areas.

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- When I was a student, when I drank a cocktail at the hotel's poolside, I could not think otherwise delicious,

- At the time of my honeymoon, I felt bored and dying of just three hours in the resort areas.

- When I go to the hot springs, I come to think about the hot water supply system and heating system,

- When I go up to the mountain, I think I should have chartered a helicopter

"I am such a person"

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Recently, when I feel most happy is

"I write a blog for today with drinking "Strong Zero" in a returning train", after crushing a fatal program bug"

At least, I think that it is more than 100 times better than the "resort area".

In essence "I am not rich", so I could not understand "Happy to be able to use much money of rich people"

However if I expand the story of "resort area", "Happy to be able to use much money of rich people" will not meet me.

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However, I want to check this on my own, because I am an engineer,

Someone, please give me some money for this hypothesis verification.

About 10 billion yen is sufficient for me.

From a long time ago, there is a work that bar proprietress gives us a shoulder to cry.

Now, I hear about a work that active junior high school girl, high school girl, or college girl give a date for men.

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In my case, I have

a wife who bears my cross without complaining,

and

both active junior high school and college girls who can discuss from anime, idol, studying, to North Korea problem, at a dining room and restaurant.

"Look with keen interest, young people. This is a "winning side".

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Last night, I told my family about the story. However, my wife said

"But, it is no exciting

I felt bad and I was absent from work.

I have a family now, however, when I was living alone, Illness was a serious problem related to "life and death" without joking.

I lived alone living in the city of the northern limit of Kyoto City, and it was a remote place where friends can not get close to.

If you say, local people may get angry a bit, however, my boarding house from the university in front of the Kyoto Imperial Gate of the Imperial Palace was really far.

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If I said,

Ebata: "I will catch a cold, I can not get up. Please give me some water and food."

I think that there were friends to help (perhaps), but on snowy days and rainy days it was a difficult place to ask.

Especially as it is a snowy day, it was such a place, where no one can drive a motorbike, bus also stopped moving, and, friends who came to help me on foot could be distressed.

Of course, I also realized the fear of 'sickness of living alone', I had secured a large amount of food such as "peach can", however, "peach can" did not cure the cold. That is just a means of securing the energy to stand up.

After all, I had to go to a doctor's office or hospital to get medicines, ---- That was a hell I had never experimented.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

- With a body temperature of 39 degrees,

- In the Blizzard,

- Wearing a raincoat (And cold water got soaked in my body from the raincoat)

- While holding both feet, to prevent the motorcycle from falling over,

I could not forget the "suffering in a hell" until I reach the nearest clinic.

I felt pain on that way home, and I could not forget that time, while trembling with the cold in the room, with thinking "I want to black out with medicine as soon as possible."

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Still, I thought that "I was great to decide to march in the snow during high fever", before I could not stand up.

I knew well that "If I could not stand up, I was over"

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

At that time I (even now), I can not ask for "help" for friends as well as for my relatives.

Why can not I ask for "help"?

I didn't want to owe someone one.

"If I owe, I will return."

is annoying me.

I am afraid that it is difficult to explain this situation.

Dare to say, it is "Graham's mind" in the comic "Hamidashikko" by Mihara Jun-sensei.

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By the way, Jack said such a thing to Max.

That is not enough to have "a pride that is hurt by being helped"

"Real pride" is to be helped by someone when I need, and to help someone when they need help

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Anyway my pride is far from "real pride" that Jack told Max,

"When you need help, you really will die if you do not ask for help"

Today, new my column is released, so I take a day off.

Let's turn the world by "Number" : Work style reform(5) "

If you are a boss, you can be a "power harness manufacturing equipment" simply"

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"As long as we are alive, we should have a consciousness that we become a perpetrator of power harassment"

I said to my family.

"Most of the parahara are caused by Unconscious without malice, for example "

"There is no woman who has never been confessed from heterosexuality, is not there?",

However,

my wife and senior daughter interrupted quickly,

""No, no, no such woman! No way!"

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"Here, the "establishment of power hara" has alreay set. Now,hundreds of thousands of women in Japan have thought that they want to kill you "(*)"

My junior daughter seemed to agree with me.

In addition, I said to them

"In my case, I thought that I wanted to kill a guy who had said to me "Getting married is easy."

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I think we should not forget

(1)we live our life with thinking "what is easy for us" is equal to "what is easy for others"

(2)As long as we life, we have to continue to hurt someone absolutely"

(3)There is no way to avoid it

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What we can do is

to be aware of it

This is our limit.

Even if I am in weekend holiday, I am busy as an weekend engineer and writer.

So I cannot remember the latest day of "leisured holiday".

In addition, from this year, I was elected as official of the neighborhood association, and I am running not only in office but in my house.

My senior daughter(SD), watching me, talked fine.

SD:"I could understand your work-style in your company, while watching your activities in house."

Ebata:"In what way?"

SD:" "You make work that you don't have to do", and "You say something you don't have to say", and "

Ebata:"...."

SD:"You add oil to the fire, including nearby persons, like this."

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I'm so proud of my daughter.

She sees through.

It is only my family in the world that can say such a thing to me.

So their opinions are worth listening.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Ebata:"However, you could not believe that"

SD:"What?"

Ebata:"This is real story, you know"

SD:"What's that?"

Ebata:"I really want to live a life that I don't makes wave and live free and easy in a quiet and calm atmosphere"

At that time, my wife who was washing dishes, burst into laughing.

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SD:"If so, why did you add your works, a new plan, interview and writing in the neighborhood association?"

Ebata:"If it looks interesting, useful and viable, it is natural to want to make an offer"

SD:"Kidding! It is just your overload. you should keep your own business with following instructions from the predecessor"

Ebata:"It must to be bored"

SD:"Just for two years! Why cannot you endure the boredom?"

Ebata: "If I could do such things, my life would be more different!"

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Believe it or not, My ideal way of life is,

"I will write a patent specification slowly. while sunbathing on the verge all day"

That is true.

In the world, there are a lot of books whose title is "xxx is the best method" or "xxx makes you happy"

Especially, many are in the book corner at convenience stores(I have already told this story before)

Many people who open their head, come to the stage of financial press or business web sites. by contribution or interview.

On the other hand, a piles of people, like vast swarm of locusts, talk about "how to make me happy" in their web sites (Blog e.t.c.), however such blogs rarely get picked up.

The reason is clear.

It is because there is no evidence of success.

That is - money.

The claim that "I became happy" is weak, because the contents of that happiness depends on personal values, and is difficult to describe the effect quantitatively, even if the person became happy.

In comparison, "money" is the most quantitative, there is nothing easy to understand as a standard.

Actually It is unknown whether "money" will be KPI (Key Performance Indicator) of happiness, but it is clear as a "unhappy KPI".

What "money" provides, stable meals, comfortable dwelling, remedies when sick, etc.. Anyway it is an environment that does not need to rob the wealth of others.

Big "money" can be used as means to pass impossible and, as the power-based infrastructure. However it depends on the person's qualities whether they directly contribute to happiness or not.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

"Money" is indicator of success

It is roughly correct, and there is strength that can not be argued.

Even if we are chagrined at that, we have to accept their opinions.

So when the persons who had been talking about such success, fail(Failure (corporate / self bankruptcy),

we feel very fun.

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I think that many people dislike me because I continue to write anything I likes, however,

Please do not worry.

"I will definitely fail someday, somewhere. in an awkward manner garishly"

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I can guarantee that the future of "You can see undaunted me, and will be pleased" will come soon.

All the family members, except of me, cannot eat mots (organs of wild animals).

My second daughter has a lot of likes and dislikes. She can not eat eggplants, green peppers and carrots.

My family can not eat my hot spicy food I make.

Then, when the wife comes back home, and the eldest daughter and the second daughter are going to school, the dish just I have to make at this time,

- Spicy curry with eggplant, eggplant, green pepper, carrot

That is it.

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Hunger is satisfied, and I am happy.

In the Ebata, both father and mother encourage their daughters to love relationship.

They want to say "It’s not your business"

Well, I said to them,

"Than people who just criticize others romance, people who do romance itself is, even if it's bad unsightly, ...."

Then, I thought at once.

What is the word that comes to this "..." part?

"strong"? "cool"? "correct"? "persuasive"?

It is different.

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The phrase I said to my daughter,

"Even if it's bad unsightly, a people who is in love is a "ruling party""

"In the 'opposition party', - you remain "the opposition party""

Previously, a company where I contribute my column, gave me a "white lab coat".

I often use researcher men (and women) in the illustration I use in my column. It is to obtain a picture of this researcher.

I have no talent for art.

Indeed, it is absolutely impossible for me to imagine a position of a person from one point in a certain space, and to draw it on paper.

It is "white coat" that appears here.

I wear that white coat, take a pose and shoot it.

In short, it is "self-taking".

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I put a video camera on the floor or bookshelf, and keep taking various poses in front of the camera, on movie shooting mode.

My room is small,so I go to the second floor corridor, wearing a white coat - well, what to say - "dancing".

At midnight, alone.

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The other day I was doing "shooting", and

The second daughter opened the door a little, asked frightenedly.

"Papa. What are you doing on earth?"

As we get older - expect of some people - it seems that our performance can not be exerted as young.

For a long time, I thought it is for "a drop in intelligence due to aging".

Of course, it might be right, however recently I think that

"a drop in function due to aging"

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I have already told you that I had been a sight-defying defending champion, keeping sight 2.0 for nearly 40 years.

However, now I cannot read a book without mounting reading glasses, and I cannot watch a display of PC without removing reading glasses.

These actions of "mounting" and "removing" is going to lose a motivation to study.

In addition, recently, the unexplained pain continues around the base of both arms. Depending on the angle of the arm, I may feel a keen pain that I have to hold my breath and cannot move for a while.

The action of "caring of my arm angle to push a PC's switch" lose a motivation to work.

(Incidentally, I also went to a special clinic (Pain Clinic) and underwent various examinations, but the result was diagnosed as "unknown cause", and now I am using an analgesic sheet everyday)

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The followings are just my hypothesis, however I come to think

(1) The speed of "degradation of function due to aging" is fearfully faster than of "decline of intelligence"

(2) That "degradation of function (*)" diminishes "motivation" to everything.

(*)In my case, that is with "pain" especially.

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Recently I have not seen young people at building sites and civil engineering sites.

Even young people who are not supposed to be Japanese are not seen sparsely.

Many people who work in the field seem to be 10 or 20 years older than I.

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Now I come to think whenever I see the persons, they should be called

"superman" or "super woman" actually in fact?

from the bottom of my heart with my respect and gratitude.

Today, new my column is released, so I take a day off.

"Over the AI(11) ---- beyond a reach of our imagination of AI"

Artificial intelligence that accounts for the future - Measure tool of treasure created by mankind

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This time, I tried taking up "statistical processing" which is plain, not so popular.

"A guy who doen't knows the standard deviation, never talk about AI technology"

And I will never say that.

A status of writer is decided by number of readers. so I have to flatter the readers ...correction, I have to behave gentlemanly.

So, I just "think that".

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By the way, in this column, I wrote

"If your child's teacher who answers" standard deviation? What? ", I recommend you to tell it to the headmaster, and to ask to let him/her get fired"

So, to all the teachers who want to avoid dismissal, I will teach them how to calculate the standard deviation easily,

When there are 40 people in your class, you

(1)remember the score of the sixth from the top

(2)remember the score of the sixth from the bottom

(3) calculate ((1) - (2)) / 2

This (3) is about a value of standard deviation.

please run away, in the meantime.