(Continuation from yesterday)

At that time I (even now), I can not ask for "help" for friends as well as for my relatives.

Why can not I ask for "help"?

I didn't want to owe someone one.

"If I owe, I will return."

is annoying me.

I am afraid that it is difficult to explain this situation.

Dare to say, it is "Graham's mind" in the comic "Hamidashikko" by Mihara Jun-sensei.

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By the way, Jack said such a thing to Max.

That is not enough to have "a pride that is hurt by being helped"

"Real pride" is to be helped by someone when I need, and to help someone when they need help

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Anyway my pride is far from "real pride" that Jack told Max,

"When you need help, you really will die if you do not ask for help"