Once, I was very surprised at my my coworker's question, "Ebata-san, Do you have fears in your life?"

Of course, I have a lot of fears around me.

And I also have a lot of something to let me down.

Now I am in panic mentally and fiscally, and my thought ability is going down. So please consider it as short version of today's diary.

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By the way, when I measured my weight, I shocked that the scale showed me a numeric I have never seen for this twenty years.

Nerves strain is tremendous effective for the diet.

Now we take it for graded that we use multi-display.

I am using a software "Synergy" that enables me to use three PCs and four displays with just one keyboard and one mouse.

"Very useful"

From now I have used a software "MaxVista" that can make it possible to use four displays like one big display. But recently, present display becomes bigger that that of old.

"Synergy" is superior to the function of copy and paste, that can do for not only "text" but also "gif" and "jpeg" ("MaxVista" sometime doesn't work well)

The client PC (that is after the second PC) can start to work before Windows login view comes. (I have to Windows login with another keyboard and mouse before)

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Previously I wrote a column of electric consumption and I notice that "office" become the top of the consumption ratio dynamically for this ten years.

I remember that it became more than two times.

I think the reason of the increasing consumption is absolutely the power of PC and display for one person in office.

In my case, I use three PCs and four displays on the two different network.

But it is not true that my performance became four times.

Yesterday, I wrote the diary "A Software "Synergy" is great".

To tell you the truth, I didn't work this software, and I sent some question mails to the support center.

"Basically, many support centers doesn't support us"

But I sent the mail again and again, and finally I could get resolve one of the problems.

Regardless of the process, I thanked them to erase the problem and I send so-called "thank-you" mail to them.

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After a few days , A mail

"It is great. We have already uploaded your "thank-you" mail on our FAQ site."

came to me.

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"I don't care at all"

"I don't think that "I am not satisfied with the mail" at all.

The other day, there is a TV variety show, whose name is "Hoko-Tate".

"Hoko-tate" means "contradiction" and it is one of the most famous japanese idioms.

This program showed us a duel of more than two sophisticated machines or "the master" of a field each other. From the view of the science and engineering major, I enjoyed this program as

"just an entertained TV program"

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I thought that the duel rules were funny.

For example,

"If the master can break the safe in ten min., the master win the duel. if not the producer of the safe win the duel"

"If this sophisticated drill can penetrate the super-alloy panel in 30 min., the drill wins. If not, the panel wins"

Don't you think

"Who decides the "10 min." or "30 min." from what kind of standard" ?

If the time is changed half or twice, the winner and loser can change easily.

Is that a duel without a basic ground?

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I told the above story to my daughter who is in the seventh grade,

She looked at me like "this man is now in youthful indiscretion even now."

In this serialisation about diet, I have opened the program source code of "Ultra Simple Weight Simulator" as an appendix.

To tell you the truth, I don't expect anyone uses this code. Because this code had been made for just my columns.

The coworker who often appears in the columns appendix, told me that

"Ebata-san. Are you going to re-make this code as a web service of readers on your web site ?"

Why don't you say

"Ebata-san" Please let me try to re-make the service with your code!!"

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When I try to search web-service on the Internet, I could find pretty many.

But I am afraid that these web-services are absolutely useless.

(Continuation from yesterday)

We cannot watch the calculation process"

Unless the visualization of the process realizes, nobody cannot believe the result of the service.

However, There is a superior person in the world, the person could make the service in just about no time.

I was impressed and I could understand how to use "Google spreadsheet".

Using Java-Script, we cannot watch the calculation process, even if the GUIs are beautiful.

But spread sheet can clarify the formulas and numbers shift.

Above all, "Google spreadsheet" is available on web browser, even if there is no Excel in the PC.

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I also have made a new simulator by spreadsheet(by the Excel) because of avoiding the coding and compiling.

I have calculated some issues for the next serialisation for this week end, and I was shocked by the result seriously.

I thought "I should inform this result to my family as soon as possible" and called them to my room, and explained about it.

On the second thought, the result was a natural result, however, I believe that

"I could understand the real meaning of a word "rebounding" in diet perfectly"

I am going to open the result in the next serialisation.

The other day, my senior daughter said

"I want to lose weight of 3kg in twenty days"

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Now I am a world-wide fame of of diet mathematics (self-designation)

So I initiated my knowledge of diet approach in the present into her.

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In addition,

when she said "in twenty days" at this time,

I decided that

I never asked her the reason and background

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Well, let me say, "Go for it"

The other day I picked a SD card up in the commute train.

I usually leave it alone, however, the card was left on the train floor near my language. So I thought

"Might it be mine ?"

and I happened to pick it carelessly.

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Any unknown SD card and USB memory of are really to be annoyed.

Even if a dummy picks it up and open it in the Internet, the owner privacy is going to be destroyed.

Moreover, if some trade secrets of the owner's company are in it , the owner's penalty must be more than the fired.

From the above viewpoint, "to destroy any storage device with stepping upon" might be a good manner.

But

If "delicious memory of family , or memorial pictures of deceased" are in the device, the owner might search it in a black rage.

I could confirm the contents in the device by my note PC, however, I have to take a risk of a computer virus.

In my case, I am not forgiven just to blame for the stupid action, because I am a specialist in the field.

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After all, I throwed the SD card out at the station office. I just told the officer the train and time I had picked it up .

Of course, I didn't leave my name either.

After that, I don't want me to ask to write my sign a covenant of "NO COPY" ( It is the real story)

In short, I left the problem at the train company and run away.

So, I leave it to you, Odakyu-Dentetsu.

In some reasons, I have to make an agent program that can act like human being.

Some negative feelings, for example, "feeling annoy" and "try abusing" must be realized by some explicit descriptions. Moreover I can implement the agent easily.

Consequently I have started the design based on Fuzzy reasoning for the first time in 25 years.

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The different is that I don't study the reasoning itself but I am going to use it as a method.

I don't persist in using Fuzzy reasoning.

Any method will be good as long as I can make the agent easier(I am waiting for you advice).

Before 25 years, one college student who had believed to devote himself to the reasoning study, became just an implementation engineer. And he doesn't care which methods are used at all,

with saying "Any method is good as long as it works well".

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One prospect from the above story is

"Eternal" that is often used in the phrase of "Eternal love", for example, means

"about three years at longest"

There is no problem to estimate the above.

The standard serif after drinking party,

"Well, Don't worry, Leave me alone. I am not drunken at all"

When I often use the serif, my junior coworkers complains.

"Ebata-san, Please stop "the performance of drunken""

I have a lot of guys around me, thought I don't need them(I thank them).

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At that time, it is really that I am drunken, however they look at me as a cheap ham performer.

In fact, even if I am in drunken deeply, I seldom loose my mind and memory and being hair ball in my recollection.

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When I am really heavy drinking, I have no room to perform like the above.

Actually,

I am senseless sleeping in the restroom compartment

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The December has come in this year too.

I don't ask anyone to come the month.

The year without December in several years is acceptable for me.

I am really serious.

There are someone, like me who don't feel anything about making a presentation, on the other hand, the others like my wife feel scary and disgust.

When my wife should have made a presentation in front of children as a PTA officer , I applied for her agent without her asking.

"I can make a preachy presentation with an air of importance in front of the children. It is a grand time isn't it?"

There is few people who can think like the above in this country, maybe.

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However, I want to ask anyone to be a good performer,

for me to spend enjoy and no bore time.

Anyone who make a presentation should robs me of my precise time, so I think that a boring presentation is a kind of violence.

But,

He/She is the last person to be able to make a presentation, and they cannot run away from the task, even if they hate it at the bottom of their heart.

Contrary, blazing away at such persons must be a really violence.

The other day, I attend a workshop and hear a presentation, however, the person who made a presentation became too nerves and seemed to be hard to speak with wobble voice.

Honestly speaking, I felt pity for him.

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On the second thought, he had already achieved a perfect presentation that means "feeling scary against the presentation" consciously or not.

This means, that "nobody cannot run away from a presentation, after all"

Young people who are going to be business persons, should prepare their selves for the worst.

Though there are three scales in my house, I use only the one of them.

Why do I do ?

The reason is that the scale can show me the smallest numeric of weight.

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The error ranges in 0.1kg at least.

In addition, I am a person in question who deny the existence of "stagnation period" and "rebounding" from the view of math and statistics.

Nevertheless I love the scale.

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The conclusions drawn from the above is clear.

We overwhelmingly love people or objects, that give us "gentle false" not "strict true".

So in my case I seldom say "strict true" to anyone in my office, even if I know that it is useful for them.

It become good for me to turn my work into lubrication with "gentle false".

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But the"strict true" is also used, thought it is extremely rate,

for my daughters

about what I thought I only had to tell you this

I am not interested in what happens to strangers and the children of others.

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By the way, you might tell the above story from your boss who says "it is for you" frequently.

Because they are not a person who show us "strict true", but just a liar.

I have prepared for many analysis calculation tool,

and I have been thinking my hypothesis, again and again since this summer,

However,

Last weekend, the hypothesis of "diet" was exploded

by my simulator

perfectly.

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I am exhausted in the hell now.

Please leave me alone for a while.

(Please wait for my this month column.)

I often send business mails with my column (or essay) to concerned parties.

But nobody blame me about the mails.

"Everybody loves my column in the mail"

Even I also don't believe such a convenient fiction at all.

The reason is clear.

Everyone doesn't want to be in trouble with EBATA-san.

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To be more precise,

The first, it is an official power.

The second, it is years of employment (an old man, in short)

The third is both performance and reputation of long standing of "Going against Ebata-san, is always annoying me"

This is a typical power harassment.

If someone accuse me that the annoying mails get them sick of PTSD(post traumatic stress disorder), I think that I am going to plead my guilty at the first court.

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You could think that "Why does Ebata try it that far?"

I feel grateful if you can understand that it is one of life-styles.

I am sorry but, I think that my happiness is always based on the other's annoying.

A few days ago, I wrote that my senior daughter asked me how to diet by Christmas eve, and I gave some advice to her.

Last night, I made her to calculate her BMI, and I was really surprised to hear the value.

"Why do you follow the weight of pop idols group ?"

It was really a dangerous numeric.

I made a point of showing that "I am going to stop your diet even if you reject it"

On the other hand,

Under the paper with the phrase of "Never eat any fruit by Christmas" that she has wrote,

there were several apples a few days ago, however, I could not find them out at all.

So I am not serious about it so much now.

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The nutritionists at the hospital I visited before, gave me many information of a danger of anorexia and hyperorexia.

I am going to write it down in the near future.

For the first time in 25 years, I have started an software coding with "Fuzzy reasoning", and the progress has been good since now.

I see, this is "You never forget your own trade." I am impressed.

By the way,

"Fuzzy reasoning", beyond the quality of the reasoning, is one of the best way to make an autonomous agent for short period.

It will make me happier that I can make the reasoning machine by natural language.

If you want to try "Fuzzy reasoning", it is good to remember the word of "min-max easy fuzzy reasoning"

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In addition, this time, I have to use new computer language for me.

That name is "Python"

This seems to be quite cool.

Especially, it is easy to describe object and type definition, the nest is also simple ( I was puzzled for the first time).

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No, no, no, no, I should not tell you that,

I have used it for a few days.

Skipping the performance itself, I don't know well that the parallel procedure of process and thread.

I might think that "C/C++ is the best, after all" in the near future.

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If I try to express my present feeling, it is "Tsundere" so, called.

"D..Don't have a misunderstanding. E..Especially I don't believe you (Python) perfectly"

I have not been doing so-called "gamble game" seriously since until now.

I have tried "Pachinko", "Turf", "Mah-jong" once or twice in my life.

I have never feel enjoying games like poker, life-simulation game, and card games.

The reason is simple.

I cannot win any game.

In order to win the game, I think some intelligence must be needed in some extended, but unfortunately I don't have it either.

And I don't have any luck desperately.

For me, I am about to be not allowed to use the phrase "Beginners luck".

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At the year end party of the last night, I won the the third prize of Bingo.

This was a serious and unexperienced accident.

About my life, I have never experimented to be a winner of Bingo in my life.

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I think that "luck " is a sort of a probability. So I could get the following luck in return of the daily luck,

To complete the proto type software in a desperate period,

To activate an electric circuit that had not worked at all,

To finish writing patent applications and columns in the hard deadline.

This is not only my "confidence" but also "gospel" for me.

The third prize made me leave a shadow.

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The other day, the medical checkup report was posted, and something annoying were written in the report.

Though I always ignore the contents of report, I came to think last night

I am going to search a hospital that give me general aesthetic during photogastroscope.

I had been in my college life with Ramen and beef bowl.

After marriage, I was shocked to know that

"Sense of taste is easy to change by devices for eating and serving food"

It was more than "paradigm shift"

Especially "tea" is great.

Using "Kutani-Yaki" tea pod, the taste of tea becomes greater than using other pods.

In addition, drinking a "Hagi-Yaki" cup, the taste become better moreover.

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It is nonsense to think that the ceramic is meting in the tea,

- thermal insulation of the pod and the cup

- contacting interval between cup and mouth

- pouring speed of tea from cup to mouth

- beautiful shape that makes me feel easy

All of the above must be useful to improve the taste.

It might be possible to calculate them totally(though I don't want it.)

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Like the above, I think that I can understand that taste is made up from total of five senses.

On the other hand, I don't change my mind of

"a plastic leaf in a lunch box at convenience stores, annoys me."

If it is a real leaf, there seems to be antisepsis or good scent

In the case of the plastic leaf, I have to remove it from the lunch box( insanitation when using finger)

It looks like the lunch box is poor, and totally there is nothing good of it.

I want companies of convenience stores to discuss a disuse of the plastic leaf.

News say every day."600,000 personal information outflows", for example.

No matter how we want to stop the outflows, it might be in vain.

Moreover, after we use mail-order shopping, it is too late.

I think that "name", "address", "age", "sex", and "occupation" has already opened through several routes.

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I sometimes take a call from unknown company, however,

first thing I say is

"First, explain the background of getting my cell-phone number. After that I hear your talk"

After the saying, the call never come strangely.

"Rude fellow. At first, why don't you tell me your name and company?"

"Your background and purpose are not identified. Let me know it definitely"

seem to be good.

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My daughters often say to me,

"You always blame a person anytime by telephone"

It is unexpected, but probably it might be a fact.

I wrote "personal information" yesterday, but there is a more realistic risk of the leak of personal information.

"It is empty cans of beer".

Nobody might understand what is what. Especially if you were not a drinker.

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The other day, I watched a garbage bag in front of a certain house and I was really surprised to see the contents of the bag .

Many Only "500 ml of Suntory premium malts" cans were packed, and they were likely to overflowe from the bag.

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Even I buy a pre-mal (premium malts) on the day when something good happens for me.

At the time of oversea's business trip in a plane, when a CA asks "Tea or Coffee？" to me, I askl her "Do you have a premium Maltz?"on contrary.

I know well that I am a "cheap" man.

The garbage bags in front of my house are always full of low-malt beer cans that are unknown original brand at a do-it-yourself store.

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I am afraid that it is the worst of how to dispose of garbage at the house.

If I were burglar, I will have my sights on the house.

I come to think that there is much money in the house, because there is a person who drinks pre-mals anytime.

This house seems to be more danger potentially than a house who has two Benz cars.

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Actually "the leak of personal information" is like the above.

The Ebata's has a policy of telecommunication, I have decided.

That is

"Conclusion, first"

The reason why I have decided the above is in the URL page.

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In addition, there are several rules about using "family phone" in the Ebata's

(1)Nobody should take a call if the phone number is not shown at the display.

(2)Except for the (1), the head of family( it's me ) can handle it.

(3)At the scene of the (2), I start to talk with fighting trim.

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But

my senior daughter had told a friend of her about the above the Ebata's phone policy, and the tragedy became to start.

- Miss.A who is her friend should have contact my daughter as soon as possible because of an emergency issue.

- But the cell-phone of my daughter is out of order because of power luck.

- So Miss A found the Ebata's family phone number from the paper of emergency contact network and decided to call her.

And,

By a stroke of bad luck, I was in my house at time of the day (coming back earlier)

Well, Can you predict what's going to happen ?

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

I tool a call from Miss A, and start to talk with the maximum alarm and hostile attitude.

Ebata:"May I have your name, please?"

My family says that my voice with hostile attitude is not better than scare.

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On the other hand, Miss A who noticed that a father of my daughter took the call, panicked and came to think

"I should talk the conclusion first"

"May I say "I hope to talk your daughter"?"

"But is it a conclusion ? "

"The conclusion is to explain the purpose of this call isn't it?"

On my side, I wondered why this girl was confused and heard her talk silently.

Before long, I could understand that she is a friend of my daughter, disarmed her, and behaved amiably as a gentle father.

It seemed to be late.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

A Sequel.

Daughter:"She said "I made me panic""

Ebata:"I know well."

Daughter:"She shamed to introduce herself to you with wrong school year"

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After that, she asked me that

"What is the correct response about "Conclusion first" in this case?"

and I gave a reply to her.

"I am a school friend of your daughter. Is she at home?

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"Conclusion first" is not good is it?

Let me change a rule to "Speak shortly" or "Say in 5 seconds"

Well, it becomes worse absolutely.

The panic is going to be more serious.

Above all, few adults can talk on the rules.

Moreover "conclusion first" must be to much to cruel for teenagers.

Today, a new column is released, so I take a day off.

"Let's turn the world by "Number" Diet (23)

"Please feel relieved. The rebound is just a misapprehension"

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In this column, my comment,

The junior fellow who appeared in this column

"Drops bombs on my creative paradigms"

has existed.

Today, a new column is released, so I take a day off.

"Let's turn the world by "Number" Diet (23)

"Can I explain diet by "a transitional phenomenon?"

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In this column, my comment,

The junior fellow who appeared in this column, said

"Why did you write something of calculation failure in your column ?"

has existed.

(Continuation from yesterday)

Ebata:"Anyway, I am out of the story. To begin with, I have no power. Above all, who wants to pick me up?"

Daughter:"Why do you have a confidence to say that clearly?"

Ebata:"In order to build "honey trap", the agent should catch up with my interests?"

Daughter:"And?"

Ebata:""ISIS", "Control LAN" "Reasoning engine". they are not suitable for "Honey trap""

At this time, my wife broke in on a conversation.

Wife:"Overly optimistic outlook. Trying "honey trap" means, that they have no wayof money or specialists, except for building the "honey trap"

Ebata:"Quite so"

Wife:"If so, they will prepare for a woman of your mind at any cost"

_ Ebata:"But the topic is special niche, I think"

Daughter:"They will study hard about your researches, written in your papers and patent applications. Even if not, they must perform recruiting of such a talented person.

Certainly there might.

"How much does the cost kick "only honeytrap" to me?"

"If they have such money, I want the money for returning of the loan of my home(bribe)"

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I didn't remember whether the senior daguhter said

"If you are given a topic of "the book of the Nishio-Ishin sensei", you will be knocked down easily."

Because I was drunken.

Through three consecutive business days, a new column is released, so I take a day off.

Mr.Ebata's struggling for DIY Home Security System by EtherCAT(5) "

Both the master and the maids can build up a blueprint of communication specification in a few seconds.

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In this column, watching the illustration,

"Papa. you stole some parts of images from the previous pictures didn't you? "

It is my daughter who said the above,

has existed.

This weekend, I watched animations whose title "His and her situation"

I have a funny impression that it is great that "love affair" and "marriage" have been the top of hierarchy of our values in my life.

But few word and phrase from the losers has appeared against the winners of "love affair" and "marriage".

"The loser becomes silent, and the winner considers the situation".

I think that the above rules has existed before.

"The loser starts to claim something" is good for our society, however,

"The winner also start to speak to the loser at ease.

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"Guys who lead a full life, should explode."

I come to think the opposite phrase of the above must be

"Shut up, loser"

(Continuation from 2015/11/29)

Daughter: "Do you want to say that "Chuuni-byou"(behaving in a way characteristic of teenager) is needed for the collapse and going well with our society ?"

Ebata:"That's right, but there are more some stories.

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I don't know in detail, but I can pick up the following issues,

The Cultural Revolution of China, (former Soviet Union) Stalin purge in Russia, Slaughter of Cambodian Pol Pot, and Rumanian Ceausescu Administration recently

Well, needless to say Japanese militarism before the Pacific War, and Islamic fundamentalism of ISIS, too.

Those nations had given children a complete "Q and A" as a set menu in so-called compulsory education process.

You said, "Adults should have given us the answer first", the nation had kept giving children an answer willingly, like your hope.

The contents of this set menu were all same, from socialism education, communism education to program to educate other nations as subjects of the Japanese emperor.

"The social contradiction is completely going to be solved in future society based on principles of our country."

"You believe these principles, don't have to have a question and should do as we (nation) order"

They only persuaded children to them.

In other words, the education had been no room to suffering from "Chuuni-byou".

What will the result be?

- The children who informed the secret police about one's parent who did the government criticism,

- The children who didn't hesitate to skewer infants who didn't not stop crying, only for a reason called annoying (because of noisy),

were mass-produced.

These are true stories.

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"Chuuni-byou" is the first style of right social criticism mind.

We adults, never have an intention to make full of young people, even if they seem to give a slight smile.

Believe or not, we adults feel proud of young people (sometimes),

Therefore, come on to me with Chuuni-byou infection.

You don't have to say something you feel to understand.

For this disease history, I am still a senior predominantly.