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2013-12-02 Does anyone shouts "Leave me alone! It is none of your business.”?

The other day, I happened to listen to the music, "This is the happiness and safe committee" presented by Hatsune Miku just for 15 seconds.

Before listening to the whole music, I want to appear my impressions of the song.

_ In short, I think the content of the song is the book "1984" written by George Orwell, which criticizes the totalitarianism of USSR.

Great Mike! She has always reached the communism criticism.

If she were born in 1960 or 1970 era of Japan-U.S. Security Treaty, she should have make her emotional prop.

Now, how would you like this illusion of mine?

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So, according to Japan-U.S. Security Treaty, US seem to have been helping Japan for territorial dispute of China.

Does anyone shouts "Leave me alone! It is none of your business.”?

I don't find any documents whose tone of the above phase at the moment.

Does anyone know such papers?


2014-12-02 Sis:"Did you do something to the office?"

Last week, I was in my country home in order for the process of my father's nursing care insurance.

For setting the nursing level, a municipal officer visit my father's house and have an interview with my father, so I am supposed to help my father.

I am going to tell you about the interview at the next time.

The daughter of my sister went to the municipal office to submit the document for the nursing care insurance.

I am very glad that I am really helped by my relations about several issues.

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My sister told me about the time when the daughter submitted the documents.

Sis:"She said that "the person of office started the process as soon as she found the name "Tomoichi Ebata" in the document"

Ebata:" I see"

Sis:"Did you do something to the office?"

Ebata:" I don't know at all"

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I didn't do anything about threat, intimidation, bribe, and other unfair actions to the municipal office.

In addition, I don't remember getting adversarial with the officer.

If anything, before going to the office, I study the process very hard by books and net, and I read and read letters of the law if necessary in order to go through procedure.

For me, I believe that I am kind and give a friendly response to the offices as an extreme level.


2015-12-02 Now we take it for graded that we use multi-display.

Now we take it for graded that we use multi-display.

I am using a software "Synergy" that enables me to use three PCs and four displays with just one keyboard and one mouse.

"Very useful"

From now I have used a software "MaxVista" that can make it possible to use four displays like one big display. But recently, present display becomes bigger that that of old.

"Synergy" is superior to the function of copy and paste, that can do for not only "text" but also "gif" and "jpeg" ("MaxVista" sometime doesn't work well)

The client PC (that is after the second PC) can start to work before Windows login view comes. (I have to Windows login with another keyboard and mouse before)

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Previously I wrote a column of electric consumption and I notice that "office" become the top of the consumption ratio dynamically for this ten years.

I remember that it became more than two times.

I think the reason of the increasing consumption is absolutely the power of PC and display for one person in office.

In my case, I use three PCs and four displays on the two different network.

But it is not true that my performance became four times.


2016-12-02 "I sighed of grief "No way! I am already an old biddy!!""

The previous column, I presented "hypothesis of blue birthday" to the readers.

I found a person who illustrates by an example about the hypothesis nearby.

It is my senior daughter(SD).

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Ebata:"Anyway, the suicide rate of birthday becomes one and half times higher than the other days.

SD:"I can understand the feeling well. I also contemplate suicide on my birthday"

Ebata:"I said "the suicide rate of birthday"

SD:"One day, I was surprised that I run out of breath on a slope road, though I had never done before"

Ebata:"What?"

SD:"At that time, I remembered that I was not seventeen."

Ebata:"And ?"

SD:"I sighed of grief "No way! I am already an old biddy!!""

Ebata:"Never talk to mama about it"

SD:"I did. and got an earful from her"

Ebata:"It is no wonder"

(To be continued)


2017-12-02 Ebata: "She is a wife of this Tomoichi Ebata""

When my wife is asked about her husband (it's me) by her friends,, she is always trouble in answering the question.

Friend:"Well, he is a mild person."

Wife;"No. Never"

Friend:"So, when he get emotional, he becomes out of control."

Wife;"Incorrect"

How to say, my wife cannot explain about

"a person, who observe the situation, take profit into account, and can control the emotion"

This is the reason.

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Friend;" Does it mean that he can play like anger.

Wife:"It is not correct. if I make him angry, he becomes a monster."

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Meanwhile, I have never been trouble in explaining about my wife at a drinking party etc.

Colleague: "What is your wife like?"

Ebata: "She is a wife of this Tomoichi Ebata""

Just after hearing that,

Everyone says "I understand" at any time.


2018-12-02 "If I do not communicate, everything in the world becomes my enemies"

Recently, a person who was concurrently serving as President and Chief Executive Officer (CEO) of a major automobile company in France and Japan in the past or in the present, was arrested by the Japanese prosecution and then dismissed.

He was instantly dismissed at a Japanese company, however, in France's company, "France is a country that basically takes "estimated innocence" as a rule", and they reserve final judgement.

"Estimated innocence" is

"We must treat anyone as innocent until the conviction of them is confirmed at trial."

This is a major principle in modern international criminal law or criminal case lawsuit law.

In Japan's case, if someone is arrested by the police, the prosecution, the public will recognize that the person is a "criminal". Even after the trial determines innocence, in most cases the honor of the person will not be restored.

Well, for this case, please read other articles.

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In my case, for other people of first look, I think them as

"Estimated "enemy""

I will act according to the above behavior principle.

In principle, I certify all others as "my enemies".

This is from "my character is warped" and "my defence".

In my case, after talking with that person, going out, I gradually become "my friend" through the process of understanding.

So, for those who are acting as "estimated "ally"" from the beginning, I think they are great and amazing, however, I have never seen such a person in my life.

To be honest, I feel the bad quality of the same degree as "transfer fraud", whenever I hear that young idol group songs and old singer-song writers, are singing "estimated "ally"".

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The significance of communication is talked about in all times, however for me, the reason why communication is important is not communication itself, but

"If I do not communicate, everything in the world becomes my enemies"

When all of the world becomes my enemy, it becomes a world where it is difficult to live for me.

This is disadvantageous to me.

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The reasons for my communication are neither "communication is valuable" nor "to maintain good relations with you".

It is just for the sake of "my profit".


2019-12-02 However, "if administrations can discover it".

(Continuation from yesterday)

Cannabis cultivation is not difficult and its extraction is relatively easy. Poppy is a little cumbersome to extract.

MDMA is also good if you study from chemical structure (it will be fine if you study chemistry seriously for several years).

Of course, these actions are absolutely "illegal acts", "felony crimes", and if found, you are "guilty" in one shot.

However, "if administrations can discover it".

The reason why these guys are caught are, they open a lewd heart, like, boasting the production of these meds, disclosing recipes online, in addition, getting monry on the black market route.

100% self-manufacturing, self-use DIY drugs are hard to find even for police.

However, there are some problems.

You can't consult with other people about drug manufacturing, so you must be prepared for a single scientific approach called "trial and error".

In addition, if you take a drug and go to a hospital in an addicted state, you will easily find it.

Of course, accidents caused by overdose (including painful death) are all at your own risk.

You must be prepared for these risks.

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Without the purpose of any profit,

wanting to relieve my pain,

creating drags in DIY,

and using them, are I still, fully understand that "illegal is illegal", however,

For me, "law" is not less important than "my pain".

(In addition, this column is detailed about my idea of legal compliance)


2020-12-02 "None." "None." "None." "None." "Wasn't." "Never." "There is no such thing" Whichever one I put in, the login system will answer with a different answer.

Every time I log back into iCloud, I get tired of being "angry".

This login alone is enough to make me want to destroy all Apple products.

I'm annoyed every time by the crappy question check that follows after authenticating with the correct login and password.

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"Enter the name of best friend in your childhood"

None

"Enter your favorite sports team"

None

"The answers to the questions do not match"

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It should be a match.

Because this is a fact.

I never had a best friend and never had a second in my life as a favorite sports team.

So, I had set up the answers like those.

"None" "None." "None." "None." "Wasn't." "Never." "There is no such thing" Whichever one I put in, the login system will answer with a different answer.

In the first place, when setting up this question, I make following answers,

"Enter the name of best friend in your childhood"

None

"Enter your favorite sports team"

None

The system complains,

"You are typing the same answer"

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What then? You want me to enter a false answer? Well, you would say that, wouldn't you?

Do you want to tell me to type in the name of my bullshit best friend and type in the name of a non-existent sports team.

So that's what Apple is.

Okay, all right.

Apple is a company that is "good" at making users lie involuntarily, right?

Or rather, why doesn't Apple just let me create both "questions" and "answers"?

Apple can't even design and build that level of system?

Are you stupid?

Previously, I could have smashed all the Apple products and thrown them straight into the garbage just for this unpleasant incident.

But now, at home and at work, I can't ignore Apple products.

For now, I can only hope that iCloud will stop this dumb question.

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For example --

Question: Enter the name of the person you consider to be the worst and worst of all U.S. presidents

I'll make a question like this.

The answer, of course, is that if it had been earlier than four years ago, I might have typed "Nixon" -- but

Nixon was the kind of person who could do "resignation in charge", I thought.

By now, his character evaluation has been dramatically (suitably) updated in my mind.


2021-12-02 I still feel frustrated when I think that those 10 years were a complete waste.

I had "ten years of crazy studying".

In fact, I almost went crazy and fell onto the train rails -- I wrote about it here.

It is much harder to "throw away" a dream than to "have" one.

However, if we do not recognize this and courageously implement "discarding", we may lose our lives.

Therefore, when I listen to young musicians on singing programs and hear their simple lyrics such as "It's wonderful to have a dream" or "Don't give up on your dream," I am seriously worried about brainwashing the youth of their generation.

In addition,

"I'm seriously worried about their future as musicians who will eventually stop selling (and are destined to)"

For more information on this, please see my calculation of "1 in 10,000 entertainers who remain active in the entertainment industry for more than 5 years" here.

But that's beside the point.

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During the "ten years of crazy studying", I know there are many adults who are studying after their working.

For the ten years, I would order a cup of coffee at a fast food restaurant and concentrate on my studies for two to three hours. And no matter what kind of restaurant I entered, there would always be one or two people like me there.

However, in my case, I did not go to "Starbucks" and "Mac"

The coffee at Starbucks is too expensive and the seats are badly mixed.

The coffee in "Mac" is bad and the air conditioning is terrible (cold or hot).

In my case, I used to use the "Mossberg" or "KFC" that stood poking around near the local train station with few people coming and going on the way to work.

Of course, I didn't order a hamburger, but just a cup of coffee.

After 9:00 p.m., there were no more customers, so there was less psychological resistance.

I don't remember any shopkeepers bothering me -- well, maybe there just weren't any shopkeepers who could talk to me when I was giving off a dark aura.

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Anyway, as a result, I lost 10 years of my life.

I still feel frustrated when I think that those 10 years were a complete waste.

I think I could have used my time better, and -- objectively speaking -- I think I've missed a lot of opportunities.

The time I'm spending writing this diary may be wasted in the same way.

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But the regret that I may see in the future is a regret that I cannot see in the present.

I don't want to regret anything, but I know I will continue to regret something.

I think that at the end of my life, I will sum up this "life of mine that has been a constant wandering" as "a life that has been a constant wandering".


2022-12-02 "No news on Japan's progress through the first round of the World Cup is shown"

I was in the cafeteria just now, and I opened my iPad to Google News.

"No news on Japan's progress through the first round of the World Cup is shown"

I am a little surprised by the fact.

I realized today the power of the filtering function for online news.

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If I didn't have to learn this fact from my wife, who was up at 4:00 this morning watching TV-- 

Until I see today's News 7 on NHK, I will have not known this fact.


2023-12-02 "I guess the "dancing presenter" was me."

Weekly debriefings on the research progress are held in front of the members of the university's laboratory.

The turn will come around every two months, and we will give presentations in Japanese and English.

Since the time allotted for a presentation is approximately 5 to 7 minutes, the materials used to prepare the presentation are usually about ten pages.

But in my case, I have to prepare a little bit of a not-so-funny amount of pages.

This time, it was 49 pages; last time, it was 51.

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It is not a matter of "more is better.

It is an important skill to summarize your progress and results in a complete and short document.

A large amount of material is burdensome for the reader, but even for me, it is impossible to explain this in less than 7 minutes.

And, well, the result is a presentation that feels like 'skip 2/3 of the way through and just present the abstract and conclusion.

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And, well, why is this happening? First, because I have been brainwashed into a pattern of patent specification writing.

Background → Problem → Existing means to solve the problem → Problem that still cannot be solved → Means to solve the problem → Solution

This is because I am stuck in thinking about this approach.

The second is to cut corners.

This is because if you put the materials together on such an occasion, you can copy and paste or otherwise reuse them when you make another presentation or paper.

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After the presentation in English, a question and answer session will naturally follow in English.

Half of the attendees (about 20?) are foreigners, so we must deal with this.

Of course, my English is "that" English, so naturally, I cannot hope to give a logical explanation.

Body gestures, hand gestures, and various metaphors are used to explain.

Frankly, it is "disgraceful".

And I noticed that one of the audience members was laughing, imitating my gestures.

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After the presentation, I was reminded of this column.

"I guess the "dancing presenter" was me."

I was pretty disappointed.