Recently, I noticed that I feel more tired in holiday than week days.

In every weekend, I make some materials or numeric in front of my PC from nine in morning to one in midnight.

But I have kept these works since olden day.

In old days, they were "Linux install" or "device programming" though, now, they become market reports or columns

"What is the change? "

It is my age.

In old days, I believed that I could take a rest in weekend, Now I think that it become difficult to betray both my mind and body at the same time.

(Continuation from yesterday)

A Sequel.

Daughter:"She said "I made me panic""

Ebata:"I know well."

Daughter:"She shamed to introduce herself to you with wrong school year"

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After that, she asked me that

"What is the correct response about "Conclusion first" in this case?"

and I gave a reply to her.

"I am a school friend of your daughter. Is she at home?

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"Conclusion first" is not good is it?

Let me change a rule to "Speak shortly" or "Say in 5 seconds"

Well, it becomes worse absolutely.

The panic is going to be more serious.

Above all, few adults can talk on the rules.

Moreover "conclusion first" must be to much to cruel for teenagers.

(Continuation from yesterday)

The reason why I come to think, is that I am already an "old man".

Moreover, I noticed that "I can help young people, even if I don't play on center stage",

and I felt emboldened so much.

I am sorry that I wrote a confused document because of viewing a play in a while

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This time, I tried to run a simulation in my cool mind.

If I get arrested for the crime of sexual molester, I guess what kinds of comment my family make.

Wife:"For him, he will rather kill himself to do sexual molester"

Senior daughter:"It is "falsehood" that is too stupid to consider"

Junior daughter:"My father think at the bottom of him heart that "Molester must die three times and they will never be born again."

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In addition, I also tried to run a simulation of the other case, that I get arrested for bombing of incumbent prime minister.

Wife:"I am afraid that it is only a matter of time"

Senior daughter:"I think it was too late to do this"

Junior daughter:"Even if there is another suspect, you should doubt my father first"

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With no kidding, my family seem to have a consistent recognition that "anyway, he will do something"

From around the time that there are few people who have their own website in Japan ----- perhaps, I guess it's about 1000 or fewer people (1991?) ----- I was managing my site as a hobby,

On the other hand, I started writing down my diary (blog) about 10 years ago.

When writing a diary for ten years, the possibility of "duplication of story" becomes higher.

"Duplication of story" is still shameful, even if I am.

Especially, if I am arguing the opposite conclusion with the same story, it is not a level such as "be humiliated".

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So, in my case, "Google Custom Search" is installed at the top left of my top page.

Using that search engine, I am looking through my website and trying to avoid 'duplication of story'.

However, while also checking the diary, the biggest effect is the ability to search the content of "Mr. Ebata's technical memo".

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I have decided to write it in "Technical memos of Mr. Ebata" whenever I face a technical problem.

I try to write down all kinds of memos, for example, "How to set up the personal computer", "Sample program", "Special use of drawing software", "Column's story origin", and "Numerical information"

Since there is no extraordinary intention such as "who's useful memo", I know that it is just as good as graffiti for other people, however, this is

- Message from "past me" to help "I am now"

I think.

Yeah, the feeling is a book of Mr. James P. Hogan,

"Hotline from the future"

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Oh, is it different?

In this case, the "hot line from the past" is correct.

Last week, when I returned to my parents' house, I ate a 7 spicy (up to 10 spicy) curries from CoCo Ichibanya.

To be clear, my curry is harder.

Maybe now, I am confident that I can eat deliciously even the 10 spices of CoCo Ichibanya.

"My enemy is no longer in the country (who is the enemy?)"

I thought that.

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However, the other day, I asked for the hot spicy of "Ippudo Karakamen". Due to the spiciness, I was defeated miserably, "leave the ramen juice."

So I tried the analysis about the reason.

Sharp: Pungency with heat such as pepper

I think I am on the strongest level in the country (I may just think it)

Numb: pungency such as zanthoxylum

I think this is the reason for the loss.

I think it was a spicy combination of sharp and numb, and I analyzed that I couldn't cope with the pain of such a changing ball at all.

In other words, I think that

A batter who only practiced fastballs could not cope with changing balls at all

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I'm still naive, I'm going to devote myself to "naive" and continue to devote myself to "spicy roads".

(昨日の続きです)

(Continuation from yesterday)

An elementary school student is claiming on YouTube that he doesn't need to study because they have the Internet.

Of course, as an adult, I may be able to say something gloomy, but at this point, I have no opinion on the matter.

He is a unique subject for me to experiment on.

If he ends up living a miserable life in the future, or if he proves that he doesn't need to study in the future, or if he leads a completely different life,

I don't care of him.

His life-long experiment is all for my benefit.

Because I can get one of the data from the social demonstration experiment.

I'd rather see a thousand such children appear on the scene.

The more samples of data I have, the more helpful it will be.

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The purpose of study is discussed in phrase of

- To be or not to be an intellectual elite.

- To be or not be a way to lead a good life.

or

- To be useful or unnecessary in the Internet era

I think this is inevitable.

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But as for me...

"This study is fun," "That study is exciting," "I'll turn that subject around again!

It would be nice if studying could be talked about like an attraction at Disneyland...however,

Basically, "study" is a synonym for "suffering.

Yesterday, I wrote about watching a play by the "Caramel Box".

And now, I'd like to find out about the actors, however,

I'm having trouble linking to the actors on this page.

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So, I have a suggestion for the staff of the "Caramel Box".

- Is it possible to have the actors' names put on the posters? Would that hurt their pride?

Or,

- When we click on a person on a poster on the Web, we will be taken to that actor's page.

I think it's a bit technically difficult.

If so...

How about "gently drawing QR codes next to the actors on the poster"?

They might say that it will ruin the quality of your poster.

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At the stage yesterday, I felt a little sad because I was the only one who couldn't laugh while the audience was "laughing hysterically at the inside jokes".

So I wanted to follow up with them now.

I think it would be better if you replace the introduction page with a photo of the actors in their stage costumes, so that I can identify them -- how about that?

I feel like I've been seeing a lot of great things lately.

(1) Change in interpretation of "exclusive defense" for the purpose of domestic defense only after the WW2 (Change: Enabled attacks on enemy bases outside of Japan)

(2) Nuclear power plant operation policy conversion decided after the 2011 meltdown (change: new nuclear power plant construction allowed)

It is a world away from what it would have been like in 1970, when the Capitol would have been surrounded by hundreds of thousands of people demonstrating against the project.

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What the government and ruling party have wanted to do for years, but could not, now seems to be passed with a "cabinet decision" easily.

I do not see a movement to overthrow the government at the grassroots level.

And the people think

"I can't help it"

It seems to me that there is a certain resignation. Well, at least I do.

Well, as for the legislative process from now on, although parliamentary debates are a must, we probably won't see any kind of brawl among legislators in the Diet.

It is hard to argue with good arguments and logic when presented with so many theatrical realities: the national security crisis, the energy crisis, the reality of the invasion, and so much more.

For the government and ruling party, they can only thank North Korea, China, and Russia.

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I think that Russia's invasion of Ukraine as a security measure is the same paradigm as Japan's establishment of Manchukuo (puppet state) as a security measure around 1930 -- I have not seen any intellectuals discussing it from that perspective.

We may be moving toward the "worst" while picking and choosing the "best" choices we can make now.

What we can do is to stand up against the dramas and movies that portray past wars (Pacific War) as if they were caused solely by a runaway military or a few fanatical militarists.

"Don't keep on fooling yourself with the same scenario. The Pacific War was an "inevitable outcome" guided by the "best" and "hope" of the time"

with "knowledge" to mumble that

I think it is important to be aware that we are also now in the same historical flow, and that we are "parties" to the worst while choosing the best.

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So I don't blame anyone. I will not participate in the demonstration. Because even I think that the "Cabinet Decision" is the "best (reasonable) decision at this point in time.

My only wish is that my lifespan will end before I reach the "worst" -- that's all.

I was surprised to hear that next year's Taiga Drama will be "To Hikaru Kimi."

I wondered if NHK would finally abandon the "historical drama" route.

The Tale of Genji is a creation, not a historical tale.

The Tale of Genji is a parade of immorality if applied to current social conventions.

The story is about "cuckold/ cuckolded," "pedophile," "gerontophilia," "cheating," and "forced sexual intercourse (rape)" -- stories of sexual assault (sexual violence) by those in power.

However, the original author (Murasaki Shikibu) must be furious if Hikaru Genji is misinterpreted as a sex offender like "former Johnny Kitagawa of Johnny's Johnny" (by the way, all of Hikaru Genji's victims were women).

The above is an exaggerated (with extreme malice) account of one aspect of the Tale of Genji, so if you are interested, please read on. It is an exciting story in its own way.

I recommend the movie or novel "The Devil Wears Twelve Clothes" (but if you don't know the original story, it may not be interesting).

"Maybe I'm wrong about this story (the dramatization of The Tale of Genji)."

I looked it up and found that the main character was "Fujiwara no Michinaga."

I have heard that "Fujiwara no Michinaga" was the model for Hikaru Genji.

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At least "Nobunaga," "Hideyoshi," and "Ieyasu" are full of them, so that is not a problem.

But the Heian period, huh? And if they are talking about this area, it must be a story about power struggles. And it's a very insidious one at that.

As for the Heian period, I have a considerable prejudice and dislike for it.

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Excerpted from "The Day a Researcher Who Hates Twitter Decided to

(Episode #1) "If I compare it to after meeting you, in the past, I didn't think about things - Gon Chunagon Atsutada - (Compared to after meeting you, in the past I didn't think about anything - Ebata's interpretation).

This is a famous waka poem from the Hyakunin Isshu, a Japanese anthology of 100 poems. When I first heard this waka poem, I thought, "Do you think you are fooling the people? When I thought of such a terrible person serving as a minister of our country, I felt the anger that the people who must have been suffering from poverty and heavy taxation must have felt.

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Incidentally, Gon Chunagon Atsutada (Minamoto Atsutada) was born in 964 and died in 1039.

And Fujiwara no Michinaga was born in 966 and died in 1028.

As I said, there is an overlap between the background periods.

This is a taiga drama from an era when people who sang songs like this were in power.

(I mean, the primary method of politics in those days was to "sing songs and pray to God," which was the primary method of statecraft (which makes me angry)).

I do not know whether I can accept or reject this great drama.

I don't have to watch it if I don't like it.

Aside from that.

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The wife also expressed another concern.

The problem is the poor production of "Chushingura."

In the old days, during the year-end and New Year's holidays, some terrestrial TV channels used to show "Chushingura," but for the past ten years or so, "Chushingura" has been a poor production.

"If nothing is done, the Japanese people will forget " Chushingura "."

And my wife is concerned.

This time, I did not comment on anything.

Since I once had a 'slip of the tongue' on this subject.