(Continuation from yesterday)
The reason why I come to think, is that I am already an "old man".
Moreover, I noticed that "I can help young people, even if I don't play on center stage",
and I felt emboldened so much.
I am sorry that I wrote a confused document because of viewing a play in a while
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This time, I tried to run a simulation in my cool mind.
If I get arrested for the crime of sexual molester, I guess what kinds of comment my family make.
Wife:"For him, he will rather kill himself to do sexual molester"
Senior daughter:"It is "falsehood" that is too stupid to consider"
Junior daughter:"My father think at the bottom of him heart that "Molester must die three times and they will never be born again."
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In addition, I also tried to run a simulation of the other case, that I get arrested for bombing of incumbent prime minister.
Wife:"I am afraid that it is only a matter of time"
Senior daughter:"I think it was too late to do this"
Junior daughter:"Even if there is another suspect, you should doubt my father first"
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With no kidding, my family seem to have a consistent recognition that "anyway, he will do something"