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2019-12-29 "I can choose to be alone on my own". But, "I cannot choose to be more than two on my own" [長年日記]

(Continuation from yesterday)

"I can choose to be alone on my own"

But,

"I cannot choose to be more than two on my own"

I konw that it is shameful that this "lack of ability" is revealed.

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I can understand their thoughts.

When I was a teenager, I was really ashamed of what I cannot do what others can do.

I don't want to be better than others, or to stand out from others about study, exercise, club activities.

But I was ashamed that "others think I'm inferior".

"Some are inferior, so some are superior"。 This is the basic of statistics (standard deviation).

So what is inferior or superior is only a story within that population, and it is such a thing that it easily reverses when the population changes.

I think that young people who are against the so-called "bad" behavior and school rules, are trying to make "being inferior" humid, as a desperate resistance.

However, the hero who lives by being "lonely" is fighting "alone" without such unsightly resistance.

To return to our subject

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The hero who lives by being "lonely"

is are superior to

"a boy of the tennis club director and student council president",

who is ordinary human beings everywhere

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However, Anyone who choose "alone" doesn't have a "title".