I am making 100,000,000 person's simulator little by little every day.
Though it might be similar to make a plastic model little by little,
I tried it just two times in my life.
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I remember that I perfectly forgot the forbidden actions of programming even I promised not to do them.
- Never program it over the 12:00 a.m.
I cannot sleep at all. My brain makes clear and the code run over my head. After that, the strong liquor and the pills entirely become useless.
- Never add new parameter in my program.
If the compile doesn't go well, I become excited. Finally I am going to notice the morning sunshine.
After all, working in midnight is going to waste the next daytime, and the condition also will be broken.
There is the case that what I was troubled for two hours in midnight is going to be resolved easier in the next daytime.
But I cannot figure out what was better for me, because I might be able to reach the solution against annoying at the last night.
(To be continued)
(Continuation from yesterday)
I have been completely disliked by my family, because I approached in "a number" and "reason" about a process and a result of the diet of the family.
For that reason, I promised my family not to give my comments about the situation of the diet of the family, including the quality of process and result.
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The other day at midnight about 2:00, I went down in living room, and I felt a signs of life under the table. When I peeped out, there was the senior daughter who I grasped the plate of the cereal.
I said to a daughter while sighing.
Ebata:"I have already declared that "I am not going to make all comments anymore""
Daughter:"But you must have said a comment in your mind "why she takes in caloric food at the midnight?""
Ebata:"Even if so, you don't blame for my mind at all. It is guaranteed by the Constitution."
Daughter:"Even if so, you should not think such a thing against your family."
Ebata:"O.K. I swear that I don't think it from now."
Daughter:"I can't believe you"
Ebata:"What do you expect me on earth?"
Daughter:"Whey you go down in the living room, I expect you to close your eyes and cover your ears."
I hear there is a "helicopter parents" term.
This term seems to be similar to "monster parents",
"Continuing to hover over the children, the parent trys to make a landing to help their children immediately"
In short, this is a new expression of "overprotective parent".
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Reading this article, I think that "I am neither "helicopter parents" nor "monster parents"".
"It is not enough at all"
I am
"Dive bomber Parents"
This means, that
- Reached in a few minutes to the daughter who has been kidnapped site,
- Except for the location where my daughter standing, a pin-point bombing with a high degree of accuracy, is carried out all its surroundings,
- to all facilities in the burnt ruins.
My daughters had been witnessing the past of my annihilation warfare, in many cases, they are in the side to appeal "Stop it".
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However, this "dive bomber" does not mean is invoked in trackless.
Referred to as "my wife", it is under the rule of civilian (civilian control).
My wife orders me about the determination of the mobilization of "dive bomber", the bombing of the target, range, and the bottom line.
After that, we will review the strategy and tactics in detail. After the agreement about the plan, we will start the attack.
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This time I have to bear in the meta-story, however, we will talk it in detail when the time comes.
(Continuation from yesterday)
For the first time, I get mad with her at the moment that I thought "I can leave political problems as records in this diary".
On June 27, 2017, on the occasion of sponsoring LDP candidate support sponsored by Tokyo Metropolitan Government,
"I would like to ask this issue as Ministry of Defense, SDF, Defense Minister, and LDP"
I decided to stay on my record. "I made remarks to politically use the SDF" as the first defense minister after the war
Although there are many people who are not aware of that,
In general, this problem can not be tolerated, even if a part of "Ministry of Defense, the Self-Defense Forces, Minister of Defense" change "civil servants".
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The reason I get mad with her at the bottom of my heart, is that she has a background of "lawyer".
If she is a person who studied 'lawyer', she should have known
With regard to Article 102, Paragraph 1 of the National Public Service Act "Restrictions on Political Acts" and Article 21 of the Constitution "Freedom of Expression" and "freedom of political activities", there is going a serious confrontation
"November 6, 1974 Supreme Trial "Sarufutsu incident""
This was the "super" famous Supreme Court.
If she didn't not know, it is a level to say "Stop working as the lawyer"
(To be continued)
In the middle of heavy rain in the western Japan, I'm attending an international conference of Yonago Tottori prefecture, which is held like the eyes of the typhoon damaged by heavy rain.
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On the moving day, at the Shin-Yokohama station, the stationer said to me, "there is no way to reach Yonago from the ground".
I persisted in resisting them with saying "even if you think so, at least one ground route (by a temporary bus)", "any devious route is O.K." however, they declared me,
"No route to reach Yonago"
So, I cancelled all reserved tickets soon, and I went to Haneda airport directly, and I was waiting for cancellation at the boarding gate all the time.
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Even after me, the high-class person(e.g. "star alliance member", "gold member") is breaking into line.
I understand that it cannot be helped, however, I could remember "class hatred" for the first time in several ten years(Now I am a typical conservative)
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Fortunately I was able to board an airplane, however I did not meet the audition of the first day session (my presentation was not the day, so I didn't have to cancel it).
Well, still I think that the domestic resident managed somehow, but I was really sorry for participants from overseas.
Of course, some people should have to cancel their presentations, in opposition to,
- Using a slightly recovered land road, the others came over at the late night bus, tried their presentation with being worn out,
- traced transit four times (including international flights)
and heard the story of
- "entering Yonago via Seoul"
how to talk, I could not finish with just a word of "sorry".
(Even in the presentation of such persons, I was questioning mercily repeatly)
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Even now, there is no way to return from Yonago to my house except for the air route and some overland land.
The following was a conversation at Yonago station yesterday.
Ebata: "Are you going to recover tomorrow and the day after tomorrow?"
Station staff: "This is a story of" Order after one month "
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I will devote all my efforts to securing air freight.
(Continuation from yesterday)
Following that Shinjuku mayhem, Hibiya burning, this time around Shibuya will be the sea of fire.
Although the scale has shrunk, there should still be political groups on the left and political associations on the right.
Now, take a flame bottle (even if you can't use a gun)!
Destroy the city function!
And hold a political hegemony by senior!
Show off the majestic appearance of the senior warrior to young people and children!
Behind the burning Shinjuku Station, keep clasping the iron pipe and standing, burn the silhouette of the grandpa and grandma into my memory.
Well, I didn't really think about that.
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Even so, the world does not move.
As far as I watch, No one seems to be moving, like the warriors of the security struggle at that time , the left-wing group, which has a first-class appearance with radical activities, and the right wing calling out independent defense self-esteem and original constitution establishment
Well, the current US president's remark is clearly "lighter than a hydrogen atom", so if they receive the message seriously and try to "move", it will be a terrible accident, moreover they will be seen "painful". So no one wants to move.
The reason is, if you think normally, if the US president makes a remark such as "a review of the US-Japan security," the world should start moving at a stretch.
The military balance of the world begins to collapse at a stretch.
At the same time as Japan and the US abolished the treaty, China advanced to Taiwan, Russia will complete the deployment of hundreds of thousands of troops in the northern territories. North Korea is a hat aiming to defeat Seoul over the 38th line while showing a nuclear card.
Even I who am a military amateur, can expect this future easily.
I also say again that "the world does not move as far as I watch"
It would be harsh to expect Japanese seniors to "fight" even if the world does not move.
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Even so,
"If the leaders of the neighborhood association stand up to make Machida Station area "autonomous region",
"I will transport food and water by my home minicar"
I have the certain spirit.
Yeah, really.
Yesterday, I wrote about the "Anime Character Collaboration".
I've done some research on the matter.
- Chihayafuru x Keio Line
- K-On x Census (Kyoto Prefecture)
- My adolescent romantic comedy is wrong x Chiba Monorail
- Natsume's Friendbook and Kumagawa Railway
- Working Cell x Pocari Sweat
- Hyouka x Hida Takayama(Gifu)
- Silver spoon ×Sauce for Pork Bowl (Hokkaido)
- Ano Hana × Seibu Railway
- Golgo 13 x Ministry of Foreign Affairs (Japan)
I'm not going to cut it, so I'll leave it at that.
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From the same perspective as yesterday's diary, I'm convinced of the affinity for collaboration, but I'm not sure they should have done it.
Assassination Classroom x Z-Kai
The reason is that I was "traumatized" by the Z-Kai('s conundrum).
Well, it's just "unreasonable recrimination".
I apologize to Z-Kai.
My junior daughter called me from downstairs, so I poked my head out of my room to see what she was going on.
"Right now, your temperature is 37.6 degrees"
"Oh, that has come. Is there anything else?"
"No, it's just that when I thought it was hot today, it was my body that was heated"
"Turn on the air conditioner and go back to sleep"
The day before yesterday, she had a vaccination at the university, and she seems to have had an adverse reaction within the expected range.
For my wife and I, it was just a matter of 'aching arms', but my teenage daughter seems to have been experiencing the phenomenon of 'fever' since the first session, as I had obtained beforehand.
This information was basically the same as what was announced in advance on NHK news, etc., so I didn't panic.
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However, this issue panicked me.
My mother, who is in a nursing home, was hospitalized in an emergency immediately after the first round of vaccinations.
This is a bit complicated (and probably useful information), so I'll talk more about it later, but in conclusion
(1) The hospital's diagnosis that adverse reactions such as "anaphylaxis" were not the cause, and the doctor's opinion of "No one can deny that vaccination may have been a trigger"
(2) Interviews by me (Ebata) with doctors, facility staff, and care managers after my mother was discharged from the hospital.
(3) Discussion with my sister using the report (memo) that I wrote down all the advantages and disadvantages.
Based on the above, I made a last-minute decision and gave the "go" for my mother's second vaccination.
Of course, my decision may end up killing my mother as well as my father.
I will ask my mother to give up the 'bad luck of having such a son.
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I believe that many people are confused about the new Corona vaccination.
I am proud to say that I did the best research and study I could (from the information Dr. Shibata gave me), but still--
At least, I know that the fear of giving someone's life (parents, etc.) except just for my life, is a terrible thing.
But still, we have to make decisions for our own lives and the lives of others. Now is the time.
When I went down to the living room to get a drink, my wife and daughter watch the TV drama.
"I will make a place where all children can study equally by IT"
In the drama, an actress, who seemed to play a main character, was speaking such a line.
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When I am about to say my comment with scornful smile,
"Say nothing and go back to your room soon"
I felt the pressure like that form them, so I went back to my room with a cup.
Today I went on a tour event organized by the society to visit a sake brewery and a miso manufacturing plant.
I also had the opportunity to assist with some interpretation for participants at an overseas conference. Still, I have long since recalled that I am far from my ideal interpreter if I say so myself.
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"First, sharpen the rice and soak it in water."
"During fermentation, a cooling process is used to slow it down.
The yeast is not removed, but is frozen for a short period and stored for a long period as a raw sake."
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"How to translate such a phrase!"
I shouted it in my mind.
"Sharpening the rice," "soaking the rice in water," "the fermentation process," "yeas"t, and "nama-shu." All terms that never appear in my day-to-day life.
I thought, 'I shouldn't do something I'm not used to,' but I still thought, 'Even this poor interpretation should be better than nothing.
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In that case, one of the phrases that my friends have been telling me a lot for a long time is,
Mr.Ebata's greatest cooperation is "What Mr. Ebata does nothing"
But I try to forget the phrase -- even if it is 'the truth'.