As I mentioned in yesterday's diary, I've just done a fair amount of research on a certain person (a politician) and I have to admit, I'm tired of it.

In conclusion.

"I cannot understand what the "rules" of this person's madness are"

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I have spent quite a bit of time reading books and papers on population issues, fertility, LGBT, productivity, etc., making hypotheses, designing calculation models, and doing all kinds of calculations on computers.

- I interviewed the people involved in "LGBT" directly and continued to receive consultations from FTM and MTF even after the article was published.

- Regarding the "population problem", we conducted a computer simulation of all the people for dozens of hours using 127 million agents.

- After conducting a thorough investigation and consideration of "productivity", he asserted that "there is no" productivity "that can be uniquely defined."

I am the person who have done them.

In addition,

"After seeing the whole picture like a mirage while being hazy, I start talking about "something"

I have seen social problems with an inefficient approach.

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My approach is to look at the present and predict the future with "hypotheses, data and calculations"

I don't think "I want to persuade others" at all, and the above approach is "it's enough if I convince myself".

If I deceive myself, that's enough.

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This person, like me, may not even think "I want to persuade others" at all.

The only difference is that it's not "hypothesis, data, and math," but "no evidence, logic-ignoring, thorough subjectivity."

"It seems to be enjoyable"

I think deeply,

When I think, "How easy is life if I can deceive myself without logic and evidence?", I really envy her from the bottom of my heart.

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I think "Lunatics will win eventually".

However, my madness is "weak" because of the strong constraints (evidence / dataism, weak perspective, logic consistency).

Compared to this person's madness, my madness is about the difference between an adult and a baby.

Well, I think it's better to die than to go "crazy unsightly" like this person.