When I was a teenager, there was a song with the phase of "though I don't want to understand my behavior, am I so wrong?”

This song had become very popular in Japanese teenagers, but I couldn't empathize with this song at all.

For me, I preferred to think that "though I don't want to understand your behavior, am I so wrong?"

Though I didn't remember that I had attached you at all, why did you bother me so hard? Why I have to be in a class room with broken windows? Why I have to attend a loudly class?

I could understand why they came to a school you didn't want to go. They have no duty to attend a class (except for their parents).

Even if they want to destroy the present education system of Japan, I might have understood their actions. (I could have helped them)

When I was a junior high school student, there was school violence as a society problem.

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When I was an even junior high school student, I didn't believe the human relationship among persons at all.

I thought "Mutual-understanding without communication" was just an illusion absolutely.

In order to understand the thought of the third person, I thought that I have to make great efforts by writing, reading, speaking, discussing, and any other methods at that time.

Of course, trying the above actions were so painful for me, so I could reach the concept "it is natural NOT to understand something with each other".(I was a cynical boy wasn't I?).

So, to the singer who said "though I don't want to understand my behavior, am I so wrong ?", and I want to say,

"Yes. You are wrong absolutely."

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Of course, even if we do writing, reading, speaking, discussing, and any other methods, something is not going well in many cases.

The above is a common sense for adults.

It is very difficult to understand among adults. More other, obviously, it is impossible to understand between teenagers and adults.

In conclusion, I am afraid that we should start to make a relationship form the bottom of mutual mistrust.

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Why I wrote the above contents today,

I think that this paradigm shift makes you easier for teenagers who are worried about human relationships.

We can get some book for "MS word and excel" just for 500 yen.

Unfortunately, I am afraid that the quality of the books seems not to be good.

Difficult, small characters and all kinds of function that will not be used --- in short, they are illegible books.

But it cannot be helped. Publishing companies don't pay much money for the 500 yen books.

And the "500 yen" is attractive for me.

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Last week, I went to Kanda's book street to find MATLAB and Simulink of the 500 yen book, and it was in vain. Moreover I could not find a book for beginners.

Come to think of it, there is no market, indeed.

Absolutely, the market size is determined by the number of research engineer who in special have a high-mathematical mind, need statistical work and hope to make sequenced and discrete event simulation technologies.

Above all, the prices of the software are more than 800k～2000k yen.

(If I were a student, I could get them at about 10k yen, and absolutely would buy it.)

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It is difficult to write the explains of software tool easy-to-understand.

The most important point is not "how to add the function" but "how to delete the function". It depends on editor's philosophy.

If all functions are described, the readers are difficult to complain about the book.

But after all, I think "describing all" is the same of "describing nothing".

To tell you the truth, "writing long is disgusting!"

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Suddenly, I decided to stop today's diary now.

I have just noticed that "it is me that who ties myself down"

(Continuation from yesterday)

The other day, I got a mail from my column's reader, and there was a message of "I have been to CERN. Do you envy me?"

Well,well. shit.

I also I has been thought as a sort of "Ameshon", because I got this message. It is downright pathetic.

In this rare opportunity, I profess clearly,

"I ENVY YOU VERY MUCH."

As a fag end of research engineer, I think that it is natural to long for the CERN, because I could study some abysses of physics and space.

For me, I am confident in oneself to continue same stories again and again in a drinking party, to say "I used the restroom nearby the front desk of CERN," and get on junior fellows wrong side.

I can eat more than three rice served in a bowl by "Cershon" not "Ameshon"

Election ... It is election.

I feel blue.

It was easy when I was young.

At the period, political power was always fixed, therefore, if I made me an "anti-authority", who can vote for anyone. With extremely lazy, non-logical policies alone, I could go at the polling place.

However, in order to judge politics with such a simple way of thinking, I have survived a stupid world alive.

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First of all, "money", in other word "economic growth".

"Wages and employment in front of me are the first"

"Change in administrative services is minimal if possible,"

"Ignoring the lateral right of a few powerful people"

"Please keep the present diplomatic relationship"

"I wish the Japanese Constitution is like 'our Disneyland"

"The word" for the sake of our country "will never appear again, and I always want to use "my life is mine, are you complaining?" at the end of my life.

There are no political parties that will make my wish come true.

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Well, I know well that there is no political parties conveniently like the above.

Then, I will have to do it myself.

Well, I am setting up a new party.

Recently, I am reading "books I have to read" rather than "books I want to read".

If I did not receive a request for serialization, there are some books that I guess I did not get it about both "AI" and "work way reform".

In other words, for me,

"I will not read books nor output, unless there is anything to drive me off"

The thing to drive me is mainly "promise (meeting etc.)" "deadline" "time of delivery".

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Professor Hideo Itekawa, as a father of space development and rocket development in Japan, was the one who has continued his skill up in a way that "he will promise ahead of time, even if there is no confidence or confidence."

He became a cello performer, a ballet dancer, even when he had never experimented the jobs and tried to promise to show the performance, with thinking "If he does not keep your promise, he will bother the others"

"It is awesome"

I think that.

I do not have as much grade as Professor Itokawa Hideo, Well, still "determining the date and time before" is a good way to use for me.

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Everyone of teenagers should not believe irresponsible adult words "Do what you like."

Most of us do not know "what they like".

And most of our adults are not working "what they like" as a job.

"I started doing it, because it cannot be helped" -> "And I managed to do it" -> "It is troublesome to do other things"

We adults merely read that as "what we like" (Or we just do not notice it).

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I am reading "books I have to read" rather than "books I want to read".

I do not think that it is a bad thing.

To read books themselves is fun and sometimes it is useful, but it is not something you must do.

(Continuation from yesterday)

Next, the reasoning about (2) is also strange.

If your Amazon listing costs are high, they can publish electronically from your homepage.

A stranger theory is being developed for this claim.

The reason is that e-book readers (Kindle, Fire, etc.) are held by Amazon, so electronic publishing is not possible.

Against the reason, I argue that

"That's stupid. If distributed as PDF, they are readable by all smartphones, not just PCs"

In response to the theory that electronic files make it easy to distribute illegal copies, I can say,

-Unauthorized copying becomes considerably more difficult by associating it with the machine number of the display device (smartphone etc.)

-Unauthorized copying is much easier with analog. There are many cases.

To begin with, "if the price of e-books is lowered sufficiently, the motivation of providing / supplying illegal copies will be reduced because of risk".

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If someone thinks that e-books will annihilate analog books in all fields, I think "something is wrong with them".

I think comics, short novels and stories, etc. are good areas for electronic books.

However, in my experience, e-books are not useful for technical books and technical books.

Fact check using multiple sources, writing in book, sticky notes, comparison of figures, tables and data graphs, and even if I can not imagine "location of the stored bookcase" or "place where the book was opened", I can't make full use of technical books and technical books.

Especially the information necessary for writing should be printed, even if it is Web information.

I think that this can be realized not only by professional designers and people who work in writing, but also by college students who write reports, and even children who conduct free research during the summer holidays.

Many people have lost their vested interests through personal computers. The same can be said for e-books.

However, as long as "digital" devices continue to be about the same as current smartphones and PCs, it is impossible for analog books to disappear.

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So, I think,

The opinion that "all analog books disappear with electronic books" is unreasonable.

How much is impossible?

"On a 1.5 tatami bed, with VR goggles alone, you can keep enjoying a virtual SEX with a virtual lover or a virtual conversation with a virtual ideal family in your life."

The above is an example.

(And while writing, I thought this metaphor itself was impossible.)

(To be continued)

As I mentioned in yesterday's diary, I've just done a fair amount of research on a certain person (a politician) and I have to admit, I'm tired of it.

In conclusion.

"I cannot understand what the "rules" of this person's madness are"

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I have spent quite a bit of time reading books and papers on population issues, fertility, LGBT, productivity, etc., making hypotheses, designing calculation models, and doing all kinds of calculations on computers.

- I interviewed the people involved in "LGBT" directly and continued to receive consultations from FTM and MTF even after the article was published.

- Regarding the "population problem", we conducted a computer simulation of all the people for dozens of hours using 127 million agents.

- After conducting a thorough investigation and consideration of "productivity", he asserted that "there is no" productivity "that can be uniquely defined."

I am the person who have done them.

In addition,

"After seeing the whole picture like a mirage while being hazy, I start talking about "something"

I have seen social problems with an inefficient approach.

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My approach is to look at the present and predict the future with "hypotheses, data and calculations"

I don't think "I want to persuade others" at all, and the above approach is "it's enough if I convince myself".

If I deceive myself, that's enough.

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This person, like me, may not even think "I want to persuade others" at all.

The only difference is that it's not "hypothesis, data, and math," but "no evidence, logic-ignoring, thorough subjectivity."

"It seems to be enjoyable"

I think deeply,

When I think, "How easy is life if I can deceive myself without logic and evidence?", I really envy her from the bottom of my heart.

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I think "Lunatics will win eventually".

However, my madness is "weak" because of the strong constraints (evidence / dataism, weak perspective, logic consistency).

Compared to this person's madness, my madness is about the difference between an adult and a baby.

Well, I think it's better to die than to go "crazy unsightly" like this person.

Skills, Servants, Masters, Jobs, Classes, Items, Guilds, Quests, Dungeons, Archers, Assassins, Bishops, Priests, Witches, Merchants, Alchemists, Barbarians...

As a junior and senior high school student, I did not understand 90% of the meaning of these English words.

However,

"I guess today's teenagers (some of them) understand the meaning of this word (English) on a daily basis"

I think that's pretty awesome.

I've been thinking about a new paradigm for English education called "Another world English with games"

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In addition.

- Use "attribute"

- Think of "class" used in games and otherworldly content as a template, not just as a hierarchical relationship, but use "instance" as the corresponding concept.

These words will be helpful for the programming education.

My daughter once told me that

'Actually, the former prime minister assassinated in the shooting attack is alive'

that was a typical demagogue has been broadcasted.

Conspiracy theorists seem to be having a good time living, and I really envy them.

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Speaking of conspiracy theories, I think it is time to get into a wrap-up on corona vaccination.

Would you who distributed the following opinions please submit objective data by now?

By the way, as far as I know, the number of observations was "0".

I look forward to your rebuttal.

Even if it is not a Japan-wide bank transfer system, a "system failure" is still a bloody good thing.

I was blue-cold just now when the domain name system on my main PC stopped working.

As a last resort, I implemented a "router reboot," which was one of the longest 40 seconds of my life.

I can't tell you how many times I've been in the situation of "a machine that malfunctions and then completely stops working after a reboot.

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This is why I try to make morbid backups, but this "backup" is also not very reliable.

This is because even if the entire OS is image-copied, hardware specifications change on an ever-evolving basis.

My feeling is that the maximum "backup" lifetime is six months. After that, they become mere hard disk-consuming files.

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What is still incomprehensible to me is the mind of the OSS developers who change the configuration of system files that have been working without problems every time they upgrade the OS version.

- What is the need to move /etc/resolve.conf to the DHCP configuration file?

- If you're going to provide it as a GUI, I'd like to see it designed so that it can all be done at once.

- I mean, who in the world is stupid enough to change legacy settings every time the OS is upgraded?

- It's pretty much a lie that Docker is multi-OS compatible (you'll see if you try it), and some OS versions don't work at all.

- And the Rasverry PI is just a chip that's been changed, and the problems are ragged out.

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I confidently can say that the threat to the system is more of a "system replacement" than a "cyber attack."

When a system is "replaced," there is a high probability that the system will fail.

No matter how much you throw a tantrum, what doesn't work doesn't work -- that's how computer systems work.

The banking system will continue to shut down, airplanes will stop flying, concert tickets will not be available, and your medical records will disappear.

This is what a "digitalized society" is all about, and we must be prepared to live in such a society that is based on the premise that the system will stop working.

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I live everyday thinking, 'The system stops just before the deadline' and 'The system always fails after a long vacation.

This level of detail is elementary to digital systems.

Until now, it was natural disasters such as "earthquakes," "fires," "typhoons," and "floods" that dealt a blow to social infrastructure, but now the threat of "cyberattacks" and "system replacements" have been added to this list.

First, I think this needs to be taught in the compulsory education process.