(Continuation from yesterday)

Besides this, there is also the idea that "the soul after death" is "the mind of life".

However, if you know that medicine that you give from a psychosomatic department can changes the state of the human mind easily,

you will think that the human mind is only one of the states of "chemical change" that it can easily be controlled with medicine.

So, I am thinking about this fact.

"human soul after death" is easy changeable even by medicine?"

Well, no way. I can not even deceive me by myself.

If such a thing is "human soul"

"The soul floating in the air can be rested in peace by insecticide"

I think that.

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I come to think that "there is no big difference between the death of a human being and the shutdown of a personal computer."

If there is a difference, it is the point that human death is "there is no restart"

It is important that only one point "I can never meet a deceased person"

"we had lots of things", "I am lonely" "I want to see you again if I can, and

"That's all"

I don't need unnecessary things like, "God" or "religion" or "Buddhist service" at all,

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I returned to my parents house once two months and 3 consecutive holidays a year (my sister frequently went to my father)

In the kitchen, I liked the time writing the manuscript with a personal computer, with looking at my father who was sitting in front of the TV all day in the living room

"I liked the time to think about the menu of my father's dishes,"

I liked the time to eat together with my father without a single word of conversation (and when my father completed the dish, I made a small guts pose)

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I liked that time I had with my father, and I feel very, very lonely that I can not have that time again,

Only this feeling is my pleasure.

That is enough.