Younger: “After all, chatting in lunch is a kind of spice."

Ebata: “Spice?"

Younger: “Yes. It makes a meal fun and delicious"

Ebata: “Well, fun and delicious"

When I heard his phases, I was convinced,

"I won"

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Ebata: “Do you think that I always read a same book during each lunch time?"

Younger: “What? Pardon?"

Ebata: “Don’t you know that I change a book for each meal's contents, place, and time?"

Younger: “Are you kidding?"

Ebata:” I change kinds of book according to China, Curry, Sushi, Beef bowl, and cake shop.

Younger: “Really?"

Ebata: “So I always have more than three books in both my rucksack and side back"

Younger: “Show us the combination, for example"

Ebata: “Let me see. Curry and novel of action, Beef bowl and current topics. In the case of a lunch alone with drinking, I read a quite heavy social problem for the next column."

Younger: “How about cake shop?"

Ebata: “Well, it is good for me to read Monogatari-serise by Nishio-Ishin sensei"

Younger:” I don't know what you thought deeply"

Ebata: “Sometimes I buy new book for a kind of lunch."

Younger:"...."

Ebata: “In order to makes a meal fun and delicious, I have to prepare for research and direction of books."

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"Don't make light of my "lunch alone with book"" 。

I said in a smug face.

(Continuation from yesterday)

It was everything I could do, that I could do to keep results of the art education in "3" (five phases of evaluations) through the entire period of the K-12.

"I do not have artistic talent" I thought.

Above all, it was not enjoyable.

"Hopeless distance between scenery in front and the picture which I drew"

"Unreasonable disagreement between the art object which I imagined, and the clay work which I made

"Does the subject of the art want to teach me "despair?"

I really thought it.

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However, now I work making the design of the logo(sample) as a volunteer.

Who knows my life is going.

On behalf of the daughter whom it becomes busy, and difficult to ask an illustration, I came to have to draw an illustration by myself.

For these two years, I have studied how to use draw tool desperately by myself.The commercial books are totally useless to me, because I only want to only draw "line drawing". Finally, I completed how to make(not draw) illustrations for oneself.

This is never done without PC.

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For a certain person, this may be the machine like the devil,

However, PC which brought me the world, even though I was completely given up by literary talent and artistic skill, I want to say "thank you" after all.

Recently, I cook a dinner one day of weekend, at least.

In these days, I go back to my country house and have some chances do the cooking, and moreover,

"Cooking" seems , I think, to be a kind of "system construction", and I can enjoy cooking relatively.

By the way,

a tip to "enjoy cooking" is to "make it delicious", and

a tip to "make it delicious" is not to "take a risk".

"Anyway, obey a recipe"

This phrase comes to an end.

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The ming might be good as a system engineer, but it is not enough as a researcher who is asked to make a new value.

I think that researchers should keep seeking a new paradigm at any moment.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

However, recently, this SoS has strange system events, for example, "handshake party", "voting" "election", and the SoS destroies information asymmetric protocol.

However, even if such an event is generated, the form of information asymmetric SoS will not change.

The upper system (idol) does not have equivalent information with the lower system (fan).

In the first place, the number of lower systems is too many, and as mentioned above, the lower level system is merely "targeted for exploitation".

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In the SoS that generates such a system event, a low spec (low information literacy) low-level systems, of course, is going to inevitable collapse the SoS.

The information asymmetric SoS, that gives a illusion of "Idols and fans are equivalent" to a fun, has a self contradiction in itself.

A"stupid guy" for example, "who will beat a idol, because of grudging against what he was blocked by Twitter from the idol (singer)" is just a system failure.

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You might think that Ebata is strange, and he has talked about such a complicated SoS system to explain such a easy story.

To tell you the truth, the other day, I got the invoice of English checking of my paper from a outsourcing company, which included the quality of my paper. It was "poor"(the second from the bottom).

I could accept the fact, however I could not delete an uncomfortable feelings.

I mean,

I wondered why this oursourcing company came to find faults.... evaluate in 5 grades about my paper in the invoice.

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Now I am thinking deeply, and lead to a hypothesis

"Even if your paper will not be accepted by a journal"

"It might be for your paper's bad quality, or "

"your English literacy might be terrible"

"Anyway the result will not be our English checker's faults"

As a above, they might want to include "excuse" in advance in this invoice, I think.

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Even if it is true, I cannot erase my unpleasant feeling in my mind.

So, I was looking forward to taking it out on something.

(Continuation from yesterday)

Nobody cannot decide a happiness style of each family, as nobody cannot decide a person feature.

However, strangely, many persons who don't manage their family (e.g. a single), are apt to make their image about family by themselves (mostly based on mass-media)

For example, in the drinking party, I have heard their opinions,

like,

"A father who walks in underwear in front of my daughter will be disliked"

or,

"A wife will get mad with her husband, if he forgets a present at the anniversary.

e.t.c.

Ha-ha-ha. Don't make me laugh,

It is me, that is in troubles.(I omit this topic anymore)

Family owners continues to hear the story with wry smiles of the stereotypical singles talk.

It is difficult to explain these things logically. Moreover, it is troublesome(sake and food will also be unpleasant).

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In recent years, I think that the understanding of diversification of "individuals (including gender issues)" is getting deeper (*).

(*)There seems to be some politicians who contribute discriminatory content papers about sex difficult issues, and lack their study and logical-thinking.

Also, there seemed to be diversities with respect to "ethnic" and "nation" from the past, though it has been started around 150 years ago(*)

(*) Since long ago there were words "domestic interference" and "ethnic independence".

However, it seems that the concept of "diversification of the family" has not been recognized yet.

It cannot be helped that a person who has no experience to have a family, have a stereotype family view.

However, the prime minister of a country, who trys to re-make a new (but old) family style withount knowing the present 'family diversity', is going to operate state affairs.

This is a very scary thing.

(Continuation from yesterday)

"At this time, all AWS (Amazon Web Service) textbooks published in Japan are garbage.."

The reason I am saying is because I really think so.

If asked they are "garbage", "I read the books, however, I couldn't build a system with AWS."

There is a reason for this.

The author who wrote an AWS book is a person who has almost understood AWS, and he/she tries to write te book On a full understanding, In other words, "from the goal point"

It is natural for any beginners to be treated as "garbage book"

To begin with, the introduction of these book is garbage.

In the introductions, the books has "AWS splendid" or "the future of virtualization system" in a sloppy way

But, I have to make a system using AWS as s business instruction, these stories are such just "noise".

These stories are appreciated by persons who want to

"tell "AI ​​business" to employees after hearing stores of lecture of the venture president without understanding contents of the AI ​​technology"

The persons are, in many case, president and managers who cannot embody the technical in their heads.

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If the president and managers insist

"I am not an engineer. Therefore it cannot be helped that we can not understand the technology",

I also insist,

"I am not a lawyer. Therefore I cannot understand the law",

"I'm not a translator. Therefore I cannot write English documents",

"I'm not an expert of accounting. Therefore it can not accounting calculation "

Then, I will reject the works of "the creation of a basis for agreement", "the writing of the English paper", and "the work of the budget management".openly and squarely.

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I feel hard to continue same phrase again and again, however, I say again." There is none technology called "AI"".

AI, is just a "concept".

The substance is a technology or collection of technologies that can handle huge data by scaling them up after ultra-high speed and optimization of conventional technologies.

It is not a substitute for at least "intelligence".

Of course, these are difficult technologies, which that might not be able to used by anyone.

However, it is not "technologies that nobody can understand".

Let me say it like this,

- I don't say "everyone can become a shogi master",

however,

- I don't say "nobody can understand the rules of shogi".

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In short, the president and managers who insist that "I am not an engineer. Therefore it cannot be helped that we can not understand the technology", is

with the presumptuous attitude

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

But I, on the other hand, have no hope of "complete death".

- Reasonable thinking remains,

- Being able to convey my intentions to a third party

- My body is in control

- Before the arrival of desperate pain

I have a feeling that I want to die suddenly.

I have affirmed the death of pain avoidance and have done it to others.

"The ultimate death that I can never save no matter what I do" is not joking. I can kneel down on the ground with saying "Please forgive me "

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What I want to say, is that

Isn't "the idea of doing everything possible to prolong life" similar to the story of "Ebata's watch"?

The side that controls my life, for example

- From the point of view of a "doctor", it is the "duty" to prolong life as much as possible.

- From the standpoint of "relatives", it is "right" to prolong life as much as possible.

might think this problem as aboves.

In other words, that means,

"My watch has reached the end of its useful life and is already in a state of disposal."

however,

"Ignoring the will of the watch, it continues to be exposed to its unsightly appearance and kept being driven by the owner, with its performance degraded."

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Some may think that it is too rough to explain a wristwatch and human life with the same logic.

We know that we have to think comprehensively about various issues such as law, bioethics, and social conventions and common sense at that time.

However, I think this problem needs to be simplified to this point once.

We are not only "watch users" but also "watch bodies".

When I read the free version of the manga "Blue Period," I thought to myself, 'I haven't read anything that good in a long time.

When I asked my daughter, who was the head of the art club in high school, "Do you know "Blue period?", she gave me a disappointed look.

She had a look on her face that said, "Who are you asking?"

We are not supposed to pre-record anime in our house, but I did pre-order "Blue Period".

After watching the first episode, my whole family (including my wife) unanimously decided to continue watching.

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I am also manufacturing (x-creating) my own illustrations, using computers and "engineering methods".

So I believe I can relate to the difficulty of developing the image in my mind into a two-dimensional space -- well, at least 1/100 to 1/1000 of those who live by painting.

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When I finish an illustration, I send it to my family on LINE, they said,

"Your skills have improved"

However, they have never said to me,

"You're getting better at drawing.

I often see articles that say, "The programming language 'C++' is hated".

However, if you go to a large bookstore, you can see the number of C/C++ books is overwhelming.

Half of the books related to programming languages are often C/C++ books.

Well, C/C++ is chosen because of its "low-level interface that maximizes hardware performance."

and,

C/C++ is disliked because of the "fear of system downtime caused by memory leaks."

I think that.

Languages in which garbage collection is implemented are naturally slower to execute.

It is precisely because of the wildness that can be implemented with impunity, without worrying about such troublesome things, that C/C++ continues to reign as the fastest language to this day.

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While on assignment in the U.S., I found a workaround for this problem of memory leaks that I was experiencing locally in a "commercial library".

I remember presenting it at a meeting and receiving (I think) rave reviews from the members.

I remember being surprised that 'engineers in this country tolerate memory leaks.

Incidentally, at our company at that time, the engineer who implemented memory leak had to keep hanging his head, with hearing "you are an idiot, a moron, and should die".

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I heard that "Google will use the C++ mechanism as a foundation to develop Carbon, which is compatible with C++."

"Google Idiot"

"I don't want that! "

Instead of developing something like that, release an extended version of C++ from the get-go! with

(1) Scalable lightweight threads (goroutine's), and

(2) Additional channels are implemented

I want to say that.

By the way, I am O.K that "memory leaks" is 'dumb engineer proof'"

Garbage collection is not a good idea because it makes it impossible to know the exact program execution time.

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Well, anyway, I plan to make Golang the last programming language of my life, so, well, I don't care what language comes out now.

It was necessary to experiment by creating a degraded wireless communication environment. However, this "degraded wireless communication environment" is quite tricky.

I think it would be easy to do it quickly using a TC, but some want to try a "natural environment(?)," and we are in the doldrums.

If the terminating devices are close together, there is no difference in communication quality; if they are far apart, the communication measurement software (iPerf3) does not work.

After various trials, we found that using a bed mattress or futon as an obstacle could reduce the quality of communication to just barely measurable levels.

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Incidentally, in an experiment using aluminum foil and metal boxes to wrap communication repeaters and terminating equipment,

the communication level was "improved."

Frankly, I had my head in the sand.

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Many of you who are not engineers may think corporate testing is done with well-funded, sophisticated equipment, but

the reality of field testing is like this.