When I was struggling for extraction of part of "big data" by Excel,

I noticed an old memory of mine.

I did same this process before no Excel had existed.

What kind of age is that?

It was an age that 2MB memory was more than ten thousands yen, and 20GB HDD was thirty thousands yen.

I certainly could process data against that poor environment.

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This time, I used "cut" command after installing UNIX based tool.

There was no problem against more than 14,000,000 line data.

It is not necessary to load whole "big data" in order to process the data.

To read one line and to write the line.

I don't have to need some GB unit memory, even if I want to process data.

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So, the first time in 20 years, I think again that persons who made UNIX OS and tools were really great.

The manga comic "Ms.Koizume who is crazy for Ramen" seems to be filmized.

According to the successful live-action version of gourmet comic, it is "a gourmet of the loneliness".

I hope that Koizumi-san also make her the character as "one mealist" like Inogashira-san.

As for those "women who cannot eat a meal without a group (men too), I think that she is going to be a symbol of "one mealinst".

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When I enjoyed lunch alone, I sometimes annoyed women who want to keep the seat to surround me.

I feel that I make me one cell on the Othello board, the pleasant "reading meal" of the day is spoiled.

I know well. They are not wrong at all.

If I want to have a lunch alone, I should go back to my house or seat, not restaurant.

About the reason of it, I have already been explained by my daughter. I hope you will read this past diary.

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Still, I see "a group meal" for penance to me by all means.

In fact, some people who said "it is really penance" are in the neighbourhood.

At least for the person who feel "penance", particularly a young woman , can step forward,

I am expecting the filmizing "Ms.Koizume who is crazy for Ramen".

I could get all equipments, materials devices for the "observation home security system in my wife's country house" by the Internet mail-order.

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If I want to get some devices from "Akizuki-Tuusho", the shipping cost becomes expensive. however, It almost equals the cost of round trip to Akihabara station.

I think it becomes cheaper because of saving money to come to the shop.

When I bought a sound amplifying module made in China from Amazon by 300Yen, I was surprised to hear the sound from speakers.

The sound quality is enough for me.

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I know I can get long Ethernet cables and some mounts of devices, however, I was surprised to know that I can also get wood screws pin nails and AC cable lines from Amazon.

Thanks to the Internet mail order, I am able to complete all of the preparation without going to Akihabara and DIY shops.

It seems to be difficult to purchase screws and brackets without watching and touching actual things, however, I believe that this problem is going to be resolved by using a 3D printer in the "three-dimensional printing" at home.

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Amazon is not enough to crush bookstore in front of train stations. I think that they have already begun to destruct DIY shops steadily.

After that, if Amazon begin to start rice, lettuce, and pork pack by the Internet mail order earnestly, all supermarkets in Japan become a subcontractor of Amazon.

That is, from the view of just an endures like me, is obvious.

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I sometimes see the difficulty in walking elderly is going to a super market with struggling.

This is by chance, they don't have a literacy to use the Internet.

However, we who are in prep-old generation can defeat use the Internet.

We will not go to the supermarket painstakingly,

# however, another problem occurs (health life paddle short, ultra-super-aging society),

I think even supermarkets are aware of this problem fully, and they have already started the correspondence.

Given the erosion rate of the DIY shops, I might say,

"Amazon's response is deadly faster than we expect"

(Continuation from yesterday)

What I really can't understand, is

"Why the research department of one of the big general electric maker in Japan distributes printed materials as company magazine"

However I am an adult, so I never say

"It is enough to open them on the Web site in the intra network. Even if someone needs printed one, they can print them by a printer"

All companies has their own rules, ways and prescriptions, and we should never refer to the taboos.

Referring to the taboos, annoying is coming, and the annoying give us terrible pains.

In addition, in the needless labor like the above, I am sometimes surprised that some logical reasons and effects are in the labor.( For example safety and health activities).

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Let me go to the board.

I said that I don't have any intention to reform the town magazine, but I want to serve someone well as a press officer.

So I will start a new plan to "work as a collaborator for PC and smart-phone in the town"

I am good at the field, and I may be able to enjoy the work.

However, I mentally prepared for no reaction and effect of these activities.

Above all, I knew that my mother and father could not send even one e-mail to me from the PC I had installed perfectly.

I distinguish that

a person who complains about people's love affair "a opposition party"

from

a person who is practicing their own love affair "a ruling party"

In any situation, there is no reason that the opposition party can win against the ruling party.

Love affair is a thing to "do", not a thing to "watch".

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I don't like

the "opposition" of love affair who shows the luxury and avoids scratches with parenthesis, from the height and safe place.

I would rather like that

the "ruling" of love affair who shows them ugly, clunky, pitiful, disconsolate, and hopeless, and keep suffering the pain.

I think that the latter is included in a winning group.

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However this story is for teenagers only.

The ruling party of married person is a bother for me.

(Continuation from yesterday)

I think "high heels" or "pumps" is "The enemy against safety", because they are mounting tools that

- destroy human basic functions (walking)

- cause health damage (impact to muscle and skeleton)

However, I think that it is normal for the feeling that "I want to dress beautifully" to exceed "safety awareness".

"Cute" and "Beautiful" are "justice". Needless to say, it is not my "justice".

So, if a company or organization makes a rule that forbids wearing of high heels and pumps totally because of "safety", I think some people will protest that rule.

And I support the person unconditionally.

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But, "cute" may be "justice" but not "duty".

Yesterday, I was really surprised to know that there are companies with a rule that "wearing high heels and pumps is "duty".

At the moment I heard that story, "kidding?" I thought. I still think so.

I heard that the company enforce students who come to job interviews (probably only women) to obey the rule.

I seriously think that

"Are the executives and personnel personnel of the company a perverted group that makes "foot fetish" a secret?

If it is a private preference, I don't care it, of course.

(To be continued)

Yesterday, I received a package(box) from Amazon.

In the box, there are a new comic book I've been waiting a long time, and an audio cable.

Without hesitation, I began laying down the audio cables, and I think

Maybe there's something broken in me.

Daughter: "I was surprised to see that when I searched for 'suicide by jumping into a train,' your column came up as the third one on the top page"

I remembered her telling me that, so I gave it a try.

It's really coming out.

According to the editorial staff, the PV count of this column goes up every time whenever "a suicide by jumping into a train" happened.

Maybe today, the PV count is still going up.

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What I did was a computer simulation, using simple equations of motion.

After all, it is just a "jumping" experiment in a computer.

If there is such a need for this column, I think it would be a good idea if the Ministry of Land, Infrastructure, Transport and Tourism or a consortium of railroad companies conducted a demonstration experiment using animal carcasses (or meat lumps of similar composition) and disclosed the data.

It would also be necessary to set up about 20 high-speed cameras on the side of the tracks, shooting at frames of 1/100 to 1/1000 of a second, to record the reality of the suicide by jumping into the train.

Of course, those images would be shocking and could cause PTSD.

I believe that the method of disclosure must be handled with great care and caution.

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After my death, I have given permission for my body to be "utilized (transplanted)" way only.

However, as the person who wrote this column, I think I need to ask them to seriously consider using my death body as a demonstration of "jumping suicide".

This is a serious matter for me.

I don't understand thought styles of a person

both applaud a warring lord whose name was "ODA Nobunaga" and criticize their boss's power harassments.

both support thorough engagement of Ukrainian forces, and Criticize (or rather, make fun of) the former Japanese military's policy of thorough engagement during the Pacific War.

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I know that there are different backgrounds of period, technology and thought.

Especially, after the WW2, new laws are established about war protocol.

However, each of us should have our own basic policy in our mind.

So, we should have a responsibility to explain the contradiction of the above themes without the contradiction based on our policies.

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Once forgetting the concept of "justice",

Vietnam defeated the U.S., and Afghanistan deposed both the U.S. and the Soviet Union (now Russia).

Base on the facts, Afghanistan is the most powerful country in the world(although I personally hate the Taliban).

Even if, as of 1945, more than 10 atomic bombs were dropped on Japan, killing and wounding half the population and furthermore taking complete control of the country, if Japan was prepared to fight a guerrilla war for more than half a century afterwards--

maybe, we could not win the U.S. but we could not lose the U.S.

Basically, if we take it to guerrilla warfare, it becomes a "no-win" war at the stage.

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However I try to talk about "guerrilla warfare by the entire nation at the end of the Pacific War", most people stop the talk with looking at me like,

"This guy (Ebata) has a "right" ideology (militarist, nationalist, right-wing car driver, etc.)?"

Well, I can understand the feeling, and in fact, I myself have seen people who say such things with such eyes.

However, I think "Stop thinking is not good"

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Now I have never seen the questions an answers like,

Why can you support thorough engagement of Ukrainian forces, however criticize (or rather, make fun of) the former Japanese military's policy of thorough engagement during the Pacific War ?

I feel a buzzing discomfort.

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I think that in every company, your supervisor explains the bonus's details before the bonus is paid.

Again, as in the past, my rating was "normal."

I think it is a fair assessment.

I have no complaints, though; I think

"I never cut corners on my work to make it easier."

In other words, I am "running at full speed," and it is "normal."

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The reasons might be, I think,

(1) My ability is low, to begin with, or,

(2) The direction of the all-out effort is off the mark, or,

(3)Both (1) and (2) above

Worse, I know the above (1)-(3).

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It is often heard that "the evaluation of oneself as seen from the outside is less than half of the assessment seen from the inside.

I have two choices, (a) make an effort to improve (1) - (3) above, or (b) be prepared to "let my reputation be my own."

I'll take the "easy way out" -- even though I'm out of breath.