I am currently working on "creating a city on the computer identical to an actual town.

I will spare you the details, but if I do not complete and move this, I will not graduate from college.

This process melts away the entire weekend.

It's a horrible and annoying process, but there's no academic content. Even if I could tell you all about the hard work.

What is troublesome is not "freely designing a city" as in a game but "building in" a city that exists in reality.

Fictitious settings such as "warps" or "doors to anywhere" are prohibited.

-----

When I was working for the company, I thought I could create a prototype system in a much shorter time, but now it is as slow as a "turtle.

I thought again, 'Why is it taking so long?' and realized an obvious fact.

"I've been putting the hard work on "others"."

Others" are, for example, colleagues in the company or software subcontractors.

I had the overwhelming support of such people, so I would have been able to build at the "speed of light" compared to today.

However, I am the sole creator of the system, which is the subject of my research at the university.

Naturally, the speed would be like that of a tortoise.

I have often described myself as "working hard on my own," but there is only so much one person can do.

-----

Even though it is a virtual city, it is a real challenge to create this all by oneself.

This city, will it be completed -- there are days when I can't sleep because I'm so scared to think about it.

This may be a "retaliation" for my presumption that I was doing my best on my own.