I am working hard, but I am never going to make it within the legal time frame, given the quantity and quality of the work I have to do.

Whose fault is this?

Is it my (incompetence) fault?

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I am angry that even now, as I am scoping my retirement, I am asking myself the same question that humanity has been asking since ten years ago, 30 years ago, and since the beginning of time, as my problem.

Perhaps, 'Are humans inherently stupid?' I think.

Even if the day when a black hole crashes into the sun comes tomorrow, I would welcome it now (by Byebye Jupiter (the late Sakyo Komatsu)).