I went through the New Year's Eve, trying the methods described in this book, not getting it to work, and in the process of getting my head around it.
Last year was like this, and I am sure this year will pass like this as well.
However,
"If I could meet my end like this, with some issue on my mind ――"
I guess that is just like me.
I look forward to working with you this year.
Ebata