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2022-02-06 "If I were to hang myself, this would be quite an ideal device" [長年日記]

Today, I was building an iron bar in my room.

I tried to hang on -- I felt like I was going to rip my arm off.

And the moment I let go of my hand and landed, disturbing sounds (like body parts breaking down) came from every knot in my body, echoing in my inner ear.

"I may have made something meaningless"

I thought.

Currently, I can only hang on for less than 10 seconds.

My goal is to improve this record to 60 seconds by the end of March, and to achieve "one pull-up" by the end of the year.

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It occurred to me...

"If I were to hang myself, this would be quite an ideal device"

If you are currently considering hanging yourself, try to find a place at home where you can do it.

Maybe you won't find it.

This is because ordinary houses are not equipped with equipment that can withstand a weight (50kg-100kg) load -- or rather

Maybe it was intentionally designed that way.