It's a stupid thing to notice at this age,

"I talk too much"

I come to think that again.

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Saying that "I can do it" about what I might be able to do it

If I did what I can do it,

Another thing will come by the result.

I've been repeating that.

Repeating that, I finally made my body that I couldn't drink.

There were days when I had a drip, a nutritional supplement, a stabilizer, and a sleeping pill.

This is strange.

There are a lot of people around me who live without breaking my body and holding stabilizers and sleeping pills.

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I will say "I cannot do it" about what I might be able to do it

I will not say "I can do it" from myself, even if it is not.

I think from now on, keeping strictly the above rules, I have to live my life.

So even if I meet unfortunate things,

It's better than dying.