It's worth it if you work hard and fail. Even if I know that, and the world knows that, "first time system" is really scary for me.

And "first trial systems" are usually "systems that don't work."

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However, there are people in the world who boldly challenge such scary things.

Sometimes I wonder if this person is "hiding scary" or "not feeling scared".

In any case, I think these people move the world.

I really,really, never really wanted to stand on that side.

If I can do what I can with relaxing, that's enough for me.

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"Why is the world constantly demanding to exceed my abilities?"

Every time I face a dead system or a stuck project, I think.

This time, I thought properly, but after all

"I forgot that I had the same situation before."

I feels this is the reason.

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I say that "I can't," when facing what I can't"

I say that "I can't," even if when facing what I can"

I think that I have to be such a person.