I know there are a lot of people who feel more tired and pain than me.

As compared to the people, I am nothing.

However, I also feel tired and pain.

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"Why does this system work as I have excepted ?"

"The system behaviors are different between same hardwares and softwares. Is this harassment by someone who hate me?"

Today all day, I rebooted the system again and again at the office near the experimental test site with my head between my hands.

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For this two month, I have no recollection to take a whole day off.

I have cheated my body into working with vitamin drops and cold medication.

I also know there are a lot of persons like me in the world at the present.

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At least, now for me, I am one of the persons who can think

"I don't mind if a black hole crash-dives the sun tomorrow(*).

(*)"Bye bye Jupiter" by Sakyo Komatsu