(Continuation from yesterday)

Once, as "host" position - I talk and talk, shout loudly, shake a smile and sprinkle the performance as a whole.

Of course, I will not fail such as to make guests escape from the venue.

I plan carefully before holding the event and we will do our utmost to fully fulfill the mission.

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These examples are the former student council president, the secretariat work, and the neighborhood association.

If I am a "guest", I am uncooperative for these activities. Even though I can not say it, I am indifferent.

However, as soon as I becomes a "host", this position of mine will be greatly reversed.

In addition to ordinary work, we will proactively make various proposals and start various events and improvements.

And we begin to condemn non-cooperative, indifferent people.

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Even if I do say so it myself, I think

"How awful I am"

I am a "disgusting guy", a "cowardly guy" and I have "selfish double-standard".

Therefore, in order for me to enjoy the event, "guest" is not good but "host" is expected.

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However, although I am a "disgusting guy", I do not dislike myself who is such a "disgusting guy".

I am self-evaluating that he is an honest fellow to his desire.

In fact, if I have to participate in the reception as a "guest",

I would rather to enjoys a slightly luxurious lunch box and non-alchole beer alone with watching anime on Youtube, in the hotel room,

It is me.