I do not "hate" to participate in parties or ceremonies, but I am sorry that "I'm not much enjoyable".

I was not so long ago, however this my propensity seems to become noticeable as I grow older.

Even at the reception of academic societies, after eating what I should eat, and drinking what I should drink, I will leave the venue with the awkwardness (pretending to go to the toilet).

Of course I understand that it is important to meet unknown people at the party, and to have a good conversation.

It is clear that humans who neglect these activities, are disadvantageous in all phases of their life, from love, marriage, work, to promotion.

However, this is the case when I am "guest (invitee)" of the event.

If I am a "host (organizer)" of the event, the story changes dynamically.

(To be continued)