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2018-08-31 I am just an engineer, who can be activated, when real problems are shown. [長年日記]

In SteinsGate Zero episode 18, it was opened that Dr.Alexis Leskien is a mastermind.

Knowing erupting the Third World War, Dr.Leskien bounced out with

"The reason is that I proof a theory that is shown by myself in the future. That is all"

Many viewers might feel bad with his words, however,

I can accept his thought with uncomfortable feeling.

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I think that

If I had been requested to develop "atomic bomb", I could have accepted the order absolutely,

If I am requested to develop "atomic power plant", I will be able to accept the order absolutely.

And

If I am requested to develop it "with ensuring complete security"

"Even I know well nobody can do it"

I will accept the order.

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I am just an engineer, who can be activated, when real problems are shown.

And believe or not, "honor" and "money" are not big motivations for me.

Of course, they are motivations for my living life, however, they are a little weak to activate my above-normal performance.

For me, I would rather write my columns than write the papers,

and I also can rather accept "lecture presentation at my choice", than go to an international conference.

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The Dr.Leskien's phrase

"The reason is that I proof a theory that is shown by myself in the future. That is all"

is absolutely true, at least for me.

(To be continued)