(Continuation from yesterday)

At that time, I thought that I could resolve my longstanding problem

"I want to die by grasping Japanese soil"

"Language is not a simple means of communicating information, but a means that can deliver human thoughts to people"

I was in a state of dying at the Indian Delhi at that time, I thought

"I wanted to die among those who can understand my words and those who will speak to me."

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I do not think that my father-in-law who was in critical condition in Kagoshima was able to understand the voice of her daughter and granddaughter as "message".

However, even then, he received their "voice" as "love"

and responded to that "love" with "intention to live (rising blood pressure)", and

while listening to the "voice" of many loved people,

he quietly passed away.

That's it.

"You are great aren't you ?, my father". I could not keep the tears from my eyes, and left the office.

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After that, I went to the company's office to prepare for the move to Kagoshima from the next day, to get pollen allergy and insomnia medicine medicine,

The doctor who consulted my eyelids said, "Can you show me your eyes?", and

He said, "this is really terrible hyperemia," and prescribed large amounts of medicine (for 3 months) at one time.