I have been crazy for a programming for a few months.
However, I have left a lot of document works, so I had to stop the programming.
For a few days, I wrote and wrote documents, and I noticed that there are two types fatigue.
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I realize that the overloads of brain are different,
In case of the coding, I have to chase more than 1 million's object at the same time, so I am exhausted when going home.
In case of the writing, I have to make a story with a reasonable logic. Even if one collapse of the logic happens, I have to make another collapse in order to fix the previous collapse. That is a negative catenation, so called. Anyway I have been under a lot of stress.
Both of them are not "easy".
However my ultimate hope is "to live my life easily".
Of course, I want "money" and "honor", however I can exchange them with "easy" for me.
However, when we want to become a "easy" master, I think that I will lose not only "money" and "honor" but also "my favorite works". So it is difficult for me.
(To be continued)