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2017-10-20 "I am shy, I can not say what I want to say". [長年日記]

I heard that I often talk about what I want to say using rough expression, directly.

The reason why I wrote "I heard" is that "I can not recognize myself properly by myself".

To begin with, the "rough expression" has already been set as a default in my mind.

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An "evaluation" means basically, "evaluation from others".

When evaluating myself by myself, there is a way of saying "self-evaluation".

So, I think that "evaluation" is equal to "evaluation from others".

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On a daily basis, a person who makes people uncomfortable or violent,

"I am shy, I can not say what I want to say".

I often hear the above story.

Whenever I hear the phrase, the fact "I can not recognize myself properly by myself" is not only "truth", "theorem" but also "law of nature".

In addition, the phrase might be a kind of confession of "I have no people who tells me the evaluation for myself". Well, they may not have noticed it.

(To be continued)