Last year, I didn't write any New Year card.

There were a lot of reasons, for example, I had to help my daughter's illustrations, write my wife's address to the post cards, and carry my daughter to emergency hospital.

Even then I think that I had a time to write New Year’s card.

In conclusion, I felt bad for the end of last year.

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I have decided to leave for my country home, and put something to my bag. And as soon as I took a road,

The strained back was coming.

It came incoherent suddenly

I was crying with heavy pain in my house alone.

It is 14 years since I did it in Colorado in 2001.

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Here, all plans are usually returned. It is going to be cancellation.

But I have a reason not to do that this year.

Nobody could prepare for household affairs in my country home without me.

"My father will starve for the New Year holidays"

I got in the Shinkansen with bearing scream, and carried rice and miso with screaming.

Now, I am crying whenever I move

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I thought "this is a voice of God".

"You don't write insolent things anytime."

"Do experience a little part of "old-old care" with your body, this guy!"

It seems to be said that.

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I hope that it should not be over in "one year when I continue hearing a voice of God".