I came to often think about such a thing darkly.

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There are several books whose story has a theme of losing memory for short term as follows.

"The formula that The doctor has loved" by Ogawa Youko-san

"Okitegami Kyouko's memorandum" as a new serried by Nishio Ishin-san, recently,

"Flowers for Algernon" by the late Mr.Daniel Keyes

The above books are wonderful and I can recommend them.

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However, the books are books, even if I read a lot of same kinds of book.

If I had to live my life that is forced to eliminate my memory after several minutes, how can I feel the daily life?

- My family looks like tired of my same speaking repeat, so I feel fear to talking and am going to keep silent.

I am going to hesitate about any actions in my life, like that.

Above all, I think

- It should be terrible fearful to forget my action and other's saying in several minutes.

And,

- How sad that we cannot tell and leave my thought to others

That is unimaginable for me.

Anyway, nobody could be inevitable that my thought come to be fade away in a black box that cannot be opened.

Even if there are difference between slowness and rapidness, we are going to arrive at the same goal whose name is "death".

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So, now I am going to think that I have to modify my policy by myself.

(To be continued)