I am Ebata, having a bright and beautiful wife and two pretty and intelligent daughters, and giving constant payment from my company.

I am a person who is satisfied with my real life.

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Today, daughters and wife went out and nobody was at home.

For them, I made Nikujaga and miso soup.

Today I had a dinner alone, because they were late.

When I washed dishes, for just half second,

I felt alone terribly.

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Well, it gets the balance.

A person, who is satisfied with my real life, will receive the worst retaliation eventually.

The person will become to reach his/her death alone in darkness and endless of a feeling of desolation without the bottom.

So you don't have to attack me now.

My death should become cruel that is equal to your expectation.

I think I am happy, because I am given a lot of change to present my thoughts through some Web media. And I often come to think that

"I cannot control the popularity of my contents"

A work, that I think, think and think a problem with feeling my black cells melting, was no popular with readers.

The other work, I thought , was not enough to consider, and broken logic and I released fearfully, got enormous page views.

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Especially, I think the popularity of "diet series" is going down.

I want to make clear of "true mechanism of diet (false of diet)" logically, mathematically and objectively. But,

"My passion cannot come up to you."

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Set it aside,

There is a phrase of "we have lost a person of much account", and I think this is an acid phrase.

What I am obsessed with is "what is an account of the person?"

I think that it is not about a pure and simple person, but skills, ideas, actions, works and services of the person.

As for me, I hear that "we have lost a person of much account" is the same phrase of "We want to use the person's skills for our profit."

Moreover I come to think it with evil emotion, I can reach a concept of "a person of less account"

Of course, I know that this is a kind of "misrepresentation",

in order to express condolences to a death person as an ordinal method.

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To think again, "a person of much account" will not make me happy, however,

"I was glad with him/her anytime"

"I wanted to enjoy talking more with him/her"

"I feel lonesome because he/she has gone"

I like the above phrases more than "a person of much account".

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However, I decided,

"I will stop thinking it anymore"

After my death, even if any criticism and disrespect against me, will be rather welcome,

in the less time than reading out "Ebata is dead"

everyone becomes to write out all memories of Ebata, as if Ebata hasn't existed from the start.

I know well that.

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"Why is Ebata confident about it ?"

Because I live my life with keeping deleting my memories like the above.

(To be continued)

"What is written should be read by people"

I think the above soon, and I come to think "To begin with, is there more than ten people who try to read my paper in the world ?

If I start thinking about the topic. my writing motivation is going down dynamically.

Of course, I know well that this is "verbal abuse".

Any paper is going to be checked by plural intelligent reviews in a authoritative organization as such,

Here is a counter-example.

- Any work and research activity comes to be "values" if it become communicable or repeatable outcome.

and

- Any work and research activity is given a objective feedback of "valuable", after being checked by many icy eyes.

A paper is one of the methods to realize the above.

This is a big difference between "patent applications, columns, diaries", and "papers"

(To be continued)

""Raspberry Pi", an ultra-compact and inexpensive board-type computer, and total sales volume in the world exceeds 19 million units, and it is popular"

Yes. Yes.

"You can use it as a full-scale personal computer, even the size of the business card on your hand, enjoy with electronic work and programming teaching materials with your child. After that, you can assemble multiple electronic parts to make audio remote control and AI speaker.Depending on your idea, the applications are infinite."

Well, I think I agree with the point. But we should pay attention for this article.

"Raspberry Pi" gives us a lot of fun, however it is not easy.

I don't think that people who don't know the minimum set of UNIX command, the ways to get software packages of the latest Linux distribution, the concepts of process, thread, and socket, can use "Raspberry Pi" from the beginning.

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Previously, as soon as I announced "I want to do experiments using multiple Raspberry Pi, so please lend me your unused Raspberry Pi", some younger researchers in our Lab. thankfully offered several units immediately.

Of course, they who borrow their Raspberry Pi, are novel research engineers. They possess the ability to lightly hack one or two computers easily (I hope it).

Even they are so, I think that 'Raspberry Pi' is not easy, as they can be played with a little bit.

(By the way, at the three places of Kagoshima, Nagoya, and Tokyo, the Raspberry Pis work well in operation for 24 hours non-stop test)

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If this my image is described in inequalities,

"To use the office on Windows" <<<<< "To build a system with Raspberry Pi"

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So I come to think,

"Parent-child who does not know the concept of command line interface (CLI)"

What on earth can they do?

(Continuation from yesterday)

If technology is located in a certain place (country or region) for more than 10 years, the quality of products will improve even if it is left unattended.

This is because the viewpoint of "competition" changes "quality" with "price.

"If continuing to make a thing for 20 years, the quality will improve to a level that no one can catch up anymore".This is just a common sense for our engineers.

An engineer who cannot reach to the thought, is "stupid", and should be ignored by the world.

In fact, about products on that continent that supply products all over the world, nobody said

"Wouldn't it. It is made by China"

At least, I cannot find the engineer.

However, I was really angry with, at this time

"low-powered professor" who cannot understand such a fact with neglecting the researches, and keep giving false knowledge to his/her students

The newcomer would have no sin.

I regret that I did something bad to him.

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An economic war is a war between nations without armed forces, and it is an effective tactic (x strategy) if used properly.

However, if we use it incorrectly, it will become "help" for "a nation with strong manufacturing ability / a nation with economic power".

In addition to the examples of "the continent" and "Japan after the war" mentioned above,

"After the First World War, a country(Third Reich) that made a tremendous economic recovery, and gained the momentum to get almost all of Europe in the next war"

There is a fact that cannot be denied.

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An economic war will get the maximum effect by implementing as planned, to decide the position and period before the war.

Economic wars that "raise" our opponent as a competitor are the worst.

My daughters I can be proud of, is, of couse, -- pretty, beautiful, intelligent, knowledgeable, versatile --. However, I don't need to tell you, because she is my daughters.

In particular, what I can confidently boast about my junior daughter, is

"A high school girl who can talk passionately about Odakyu's "Myoudai Hakone Soba", a specialty of Odakyu-line, which has been loved by many of its passengers"

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For example, I've reached this age where I still haven't been able to get my hands on something called "croquette soba".

However, she

- talks about the world of Croquette Soba.

- preachs on the etiquette of eating it

and

- calls me a "slacker" for not reaching out in that area.

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Of course, she seems to be able to talk about instagrammable shops and stores as well.

I have a lot of respect for cosmopolitanism and fairness of her world, including "stand-up soba".

(Although, I can't accept her eccentricities.)

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I thought that with watching TV drama of

"The Fast-Food Detective "Tachibana""

When I have extra foods, I would like to donate them to a food bank or a food drive.

However, in our family, most of the ingredients are frozen and eaten all.

Or, since any ingredients (usually by me) can be used as ingredients for curry roux, I don't think there will be any surplus of ingredients.

In the first place, I don't "check" expiration dates when it comes to instant foods and canned foods.

However, when I tried to research, I knew that food banks and food drives that are operating publicly seem to be reasonably strict about the expiration dates of their food.

It is only natural.

This is because it can be a matter of "health" or, in the worst case scenario, "human life".

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When I was a college student, I used to receive a lot of expired food from the parents of my students at cram school, but I never had any problems.

I was a struggling student (although I didn't really feel like it), so I didn't refuse anything that came my way, as long as it was edible.

I think this was possible because of the special connections I had with the parents as an individual.

"Pride? What is that and is it good?" This is fine -- especially for students.

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Therefore, I would like to operate a "self-responsibility & no-indemnity food bank" on a non-profit and non-official basis.

Organizing it would be troublesome, so I want to create it as a "food relief system that works on a completely decentralized human network".

Yes, it is the operational form of terrorists and guerrillas.

However, there is no possibility of "anti-social forces" coming in. Because it's not a good business at all.

By the way, I don't have the slightest sense of "giving" or "volunteering".

This is because the network will be based on my perfect self-interest, for "I'm going to create a system to help me (Ebata) , who will need help in the future.

In short, it's "insurance".

As I wrote in this page, this time, I study the meaning of terms of "HP", "AP", "MP".

HP: Hit Points: A statistic that indicates a character's strength or vitality in a game.

AP: Attack Points: A status that indicates a character's ability to take action, etc.

MP: Magic Point: A status that indicates a character's ability to use magic or spells in a game.

Initially, I felt uncomfortable with the term 'status'.

Because I thought that the word of 'status' is something static, like social status.

However, I did a little digging more,

"The state of a character in computer games, especially online games and role-playing games like, capabilities, experience, and weapons possessed by the character"

As the above meaning, I know that the word of 'status' has already been default in the game word.

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I have been designing and developing "human agents" that can be handled by computers.

And I use these agents mainly in simulating the movement of residents and transportation in the city.

When I design an agent, I start with 'static' things like 'address', 'age', 'gender', and 'occupation'.

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So, I wondered what would happen if I put the HP, AP, and MP stats into my agent this time.

"I need a scenario where 'residents start battling over boarding and seating at bus stops, train stations, or on buses and trains"

should be needed.

I think this is the crucial difference between the game and my simulation.

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However, I feel that it could be used in other areas, e.g., "bullying simulation in schools" or "power harassment simulation in offices",

like this one.

When I have my head in the sand with work or tasks, people often say to me, 'Ebata-san, you'll be fine.

When I have my head in the sand with work or tasks, people often say, 'Ebata-san, you'll be fine.

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Wife: "Doesn't that mean 'trusted'?"

Ebata: "No, they don't trust me because they don't believe me even if I say, 'I'm screwed.'"

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I wonder if someone can get him to take my 'I'm screwed' seriously

I thought that, however,

"Oh, Mr. Ebata. Indeed, that's no good."

And if they agree with me, that's what pisses me off.