I make a home security system at my house by myself.

The core technology of this system is a super-classic communication protocol whose patent right had already expired. However this is useful for my system.

The plat home is the Windows XP whose network connection is cut from the internet perfectly. However the devices of the system become to drop from exhaustion.

The system reliability becomes law and down day by day because of the series of the devices faults.

If I get buy new one, there is no problem. However the distributor in Japan becomes not to deal with the device.

If I try to import them from abroad, I don't like to pay the additional fee. Then it is doubtful that the devices work well in Japan, because the specification of the device may not fit with Japan.

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Therefore I am thinking over another new system.

Thought I can finish the concept of the system, recently, I am going to feel

"Too much of a bother"

At every weekend, I have to spend my time for writing columns. Moreover the time is needed for not only system construction but also the maintenance.

In addition, I have to get a special instrument for the system validation. Though I sent mail to the maker company, unfortunately I cannot get reply at all.

I have just asked the company with this line “Please borrow me the instrument for a month for free. I am not going to destroy it".

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I think that

"They don't want to build up the relationship with me."

There seems to be no company that wants to make the relationship with me, as opposed to an organization I belong.

This morning I found a phrase

"discard smart-phone and get you learning environment"

at band of the hands-trap.

It was an advertisement of a prep-school.

From smart-phone, cell-phone, PDA, Pocket bell, to drinking party, reunion party, people is like to keep connecting others, and it might be a kind of instinct.

So, any message of "Stop smart-phone" is going to be in vain.

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Let throw the concept in reverse.

We try to input our real world toward smart-phone.

- Any students can only access information about their study during day time. and smart-phone is going to shutdown automatically at bedtime.

- According to communication about their community, their talks should be under the teachers and parents monitoring. Even if suspicious individual tries to communicate them, the log information is recorded perfectly.

-The call to a girl is going to transfer to her fathers phone at a certain rate.(It is a really gambling)

These function is easier to realize by present IT technology.

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Who (teenagers, in special) wants to use such smart-phone?

(続く)

(To be continued)

I remembered a story suddenly.

This was much old story,

After hearing Amuro Namie's hit song whose title was

"Can you celebrate?"

From the title, when I said to my wife,

"This song is, that

- A woman who decide to marry a man,

-tells an ex-boyfriend that had not quite accepted the marriage,

-saying, "Needless to say, can you celebrate me, of course"

-will invite to her wedding reception,

-As a result, it is a song of retaliation of Lamentations (Elegy)

isn't it?"

She gave a deep sigh.

From the end of the Bon event, I am afraid a black stain, that is called "homework for summer vacation" become spread out your mind.

Dear you, of the teenager who looks pale with looking at the whole amount of homework.

Why do not you prove that you cannot complete homework during a summer vacation, and

"would you try to conflict with your teacher, and cause a lawsuit

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As a matter of fact, there are quite a few low-teachers who can not quantitatively calculate a casual amount of homework.

In fact,

- A teacher named "Miyamoto" of junior high school teacher without creative ingenuity, who had done writing of an enormous amount of kanji, which can not be done unless it took six hours a day, 30 days a day,

- a teachers named "Shizuka", who do not know anything other than world history of high school, made us translate the original book of words,

I still "hate" them even now.

When I was a teenager who was serious, and working on this homework seriously, I could not do anything to play during summer vacation.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

"A mad man preaching on the street above the heads of an audience"

It is me, and it is good for me.

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I think "SNS" look like "neighborhood association(NA)"

And, both

"To be shown the posted picture from the SNS"

and

"To be listened a song of an amateur in the drinking party of NA"

are almost same.

To be honest, "to be listened a song of an amateur" is nothing but pain.

I always want to ask someone "What guilt of mine?",however, we have no future after the query.

"The less said about it the better."

It is irrelevant to blame the singer.

You are wrong, because you have no guts to be absent from the drinking party.

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I think that "SNS" is a information broadcasting system with anyone's convenience.

So I also think, after joining the system, blaming the picture like this(in an airport) is

"to behave dishonestly ?"

(Continuation from yesterday)

Even if I don't listen to people, "numbers" tell me a lot.

"Simulation" using the numbers tells me the relatively accurate future.

The great thing about the numbers is

- I don't need to talk with unpleasant guys (who gets angry when their contradictions are pointed out)

- I can get results that exclude beliefs, hopes, desires, etc.

In additon,

- I don't have to read a lot of books and materials (it's enough to create a hypothesis model)

However,

- I have to do thorough study and hypothetical model design that are required for calculation.

It is a bad point.

But if not, I can't build a program, so I have to give up.

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It seems that there are many people who misunderstand "simulation" in the world, so I will explain it.

I'm not "predicting the future" with a personal computer.

I'm just turning the numbers about "what will happen in the future if we continue the current situation to the future".

This requires enormous calculations, so I'm just using my computer to do it, instead of hitting the calculator.

If I can hit the calculator one million times a second, I don't need to use my computer.

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So, for those who write on SNS, such as "I don't believe Ebata's future predictions", I want to say

"You're stupid. I have never predicted a future before"

"What I'm doing is just many calculations. The essence is the same as the calculation drill for elementary school summer homework."

"I don't believe Ebata's future predictions", Are you kidding? I know that the future will not be as calculated.

(To be continued)

I like to work alone.

So, writing the column seems to be in my nature.

But as for writing the current column,

It wouldn't be possible without the support of Ms. M. as the editor, Mr. T as the supervisor of quantum computer, and the three so-called "rude junior".

However, with the exception of Mr. M., I am very distressed by the fact that they has cooperated with me free of charge (and have declined to show credit).

So it is hard for me ask them for deadline about supervision and peer review

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This time, I sent three follow-up emails in a row to the "rude junior, and the call came back and

His first words are

"Ebata-san, are you harassing me?"

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I don't like the idea of "harassment" for a benefactor who has volunteered to help me. Such irreverence is

"only the half".

I hate (not "criticize") any, tyrannical, autocratic state.

Among them, I dislike Pol Pot, Ceau Chesco, Mao Zedong, and the Nazis.

Because these guys took advantage of the children.

Pol Pot tore families apart and thrust their children together into state institutions, and Ceau Chesco did the same.

Mao Zedong tried to maintain his power by creating a "crazy civil war" called the Cultural Revolution and turning ideologically immature young people into mobs (revolutionary fighters?).

By brainwashing children in Germany, the Nazis created a fanatical boy soldier named Hitlerjugend.

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The family is the entity that carries out the process of protecting and nurturing a child to adulthood with a concept of "love" that is far removed from financial interests.

I don't want my child to be in the hands of the state, much less corrupt politicians who spend all their time fighting for power.

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I'm thinking it, however I'm stunned by the fact that family is killing their children.

"Ministry of Health, Labor and Welfare reports record number of child abuse cases, over 200,000 last fiscal year"

I was stunned that "57 abusive deaths, about half of them of 0-year-olds.

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"I understand the stress of raising children, especially the anger towards them.

Honestly speaking, that is "hatred" that surpasses "love" by a factor of 100.

"I want to kill my baby, and get a good night's sleep"

If there are any parents who have never thought about such things, I would like to meet them.

"Parenting is torture" is as true as "Caregiving is hell".

However, "childcare torture (as long as it is sleep-related)" is timed. Two years at the most.

That day will come like a sudden clearing of the haze. I can promise you that.

Please believe in that day, and stay away from killing (or abusing) your own children.

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Compared to the daily life where children are killed or abused in a closed, locked room.

"Was Pol Pot still better?

Please don't make me think, even for a moment.

The matter of a chat discussion with Amazon's customer center

If you don't allow the customer center to say 'I'll call you later' and gong to 'check it up now', the solution will be reached soon.

I believe that research and understanding of mental health is advancing every day.

Of course, I know that it is still not enough.

I understand that mental illness can easily occur in anyone.

In addition, I am aware that I have been both a victim and a perpetrator of mental illness.

I feel that current mental health research is missing the perspective of 'self as perpetrator.'

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I, recently, I want someone to try

"Research on mental illness in historical figures (especially Japanese history), especially warlords of the Warring States period"

In the meantime, I checked Google Scholar but could not find any research papers that seemed to be downloadable.

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I have been watching video clips of the Taiga drama on YouTube, and the daily life of the warlords was a parade of carnage, betrayal, and purges of their team.

In such a state, I cannot understand at all the mentality to have said beautiful words such as "bushido" and "honor of the warrior."

That was typical double standards.

I can only assume that warlords have dissociative identity disorder by default.

I have determined that the most famous warlord in Japan was "bipolar," but I am curious to know what other warlords were like.

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I think it is quite a problematic study to estimate the mentality of warlords using only limited historical documents.

However, I believe that the research contributes to the current treatment of our mental illnesses.