"Marriage, child birth and care, and becoming an adult to fulfill the social responsibility"

Though it is clear that the period have already ended with a sense of value, I know that the value itself is not going to be ruined.

Many guardians want their children to act with understandable value, leaving half their life.

It is easy for them.

Still I told you that, it is very hard and painful for some persons to understand "Hatune-MIKU", "funny painted car","Comic market" and "idol group" and so on.

At least for my case, I spend much time to research and study the objects in order to write as columns.

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I don't think that they, that were sub-culture groupie, are meaningless at all.

In fact, I am same with them.

As for me, I am a mania of new analysis and technologies.

I have tried and am trying new technologies, for example, "Fuzzy reasoning", "Neural network", "Genetic algorithm", and "Object oriented programming" , recently, "Bayesian network" and "Big data analysis"

"Onyanko-club"....( sorry, I don't know more) ... "AKB"

I think that "Is there big difference between above two?"

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However I feel that I am happier than them.

Because new technology groupies are

- To accept them in office,

- To understand them from my family,

- To be recognized as a social actions

On the other hand, idol group groupies are going to get the cold shoulder and to suffer persecution, as much as their age.

Middle aged idol group groupies should make strong will and become to modify perfect their own closed-world against the real world.

I think sincerely that they are really great.

Even if they master the groupie, it has finalized fateful that they never get any social fruit and fame.

Their actions are one of the strong antitheses against the value of ""Marriage, child birth and care, and becoming an adult to fulfill the social responsibility"

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At the same time, I will tell them that

"I never give you my daughter".

It is another cup of tea.

And unfortunately, my opinion might be same with other guardians’ one. No need of basin estimation.

I want to leave the following lines for them.

"Do not think that you can keep living your life with your wish"

"Everybody is living at the expense of something. Prepare yourself for the worst"

In these day, I can use some tips for drawing. I think that I often have chances to draw illustrations by myself.

But the commerce instruction book of the drawing tool is not useful for me.

I don't need the tips, how to make gradation, shading, and spatial effect, at all.

For me, it is enough for me to know "how to make line drawing by mouse", and "how to paint color in the line art".

I believe that you cannot find these instrument books out. It make clear, if you try to search.

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Though I have to take much time for the concept of the drawing, I can shorten the time after that.

Three hours are enough for me to make a drawing.

You might say "it is too long", however for me who have no gift for drawing, I think that this is tremendous progress.

I mean, what I am proud of , is to build up the method of drawing without gift for drawing.

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I think that I might write the book whose title "you can draw even if you have no gift". But there is a big contradiction here.

"Do the person who thinks that there is not artistic skill want to draw ?"

(To be continued)

Previously, I wrote the story how to make the "Hokkyoku-ramen mock (Ebata Edition) at home".

When I talked the story in my office, they asked me to

"open the recipe"

This is why, I tried "Hokkyoku-ramen mock (Ebata Edition) at home" again this weekend,

I have just uploaded the video chip to Youtube.

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However, the aiming of this weekend activity of mine is not

how to make the "Hokkyoku-ramen mock (Ebata Edition) at home"

but,

how to make video clips by myself

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I come to think that it is time to make "video clips for work prototype demonstration" by myself.

The other day, I was said from the rude junior fellow.

"Ebata-san, why you cannot understand how many people are loving you"

However, I want to say distinctly

"I cannot understand"

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As far back as my memory goes, the above phrase has appeared high-frequency in my life.

For example the scenes of the lab in my college, drinking party of my office, and thank-you party for the teachers who had retired from the Lab.

The common point is that all subjects of this dialogue are "juniors".

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Ebata(E):"I don't understand what you say. How do you come to think the phrase "I am loved" ?

Rude junior(B):"We are embodying "I love you, Ebata-san" at the bottom of our heart.

E:"For me, I can only imagine" I'm playing with Mr.Ebata ". I even think that they are bad "bullies"

B: "As usual the science brain you have. Can not you recognize "things that do not appear as words?"

E: "Somewhere, I think I can do it. reading the air of the place, I can say mindless compliments, and I think that I have been able to activate a light gag on the spot. "

B: "If that's the case, there's a problem with Mr. Ebata's "receptor", isn't it?"

E: "What?"

B: "Ebata-san, you are missing the ability to feel love from others. Perhaps, by nature, that ability itself does not exist ... "

E: "If it is true, I will end my life without feeling love from anyone"

B: "That's right."

E: "It's unreasonable, I think that I activate "love" properly by myself and confront others."

B: "That's right."

E: "I am "a perpetual love machine to just keep turning around without any energy ?"

B: "That's right."

E: Try to make another phrase, instead of "That's right."

B:"The perpetual love machine without energy" is the reason why Ebata-san keeps being loved"

E:"Shut up"

I was the son of chief of a small town factory and I was often helping my father's work.

My father's work was largely subcontracted.

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So, I knew the following, when I was a high school student.

- There are two kinds of people, "a person who doesn't respect a person in a weak position" and "a person who respects anyone" in the world

- And "the person is in a weak position" never do their best against "a person who doesn't respect them"

- On the contrary, they also want to give such opponents damage if possible.

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So, I feel that there are many people indifferent to such things around me.

I think. the phrase of "we can just use outsource" is not proper for "a person we will ask works"

Even both people asking work and people who are asked work, might not care. thought, At least "I" feel to get angry.

"You might make troublesome and annoying enemies around you"

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My view position is always "a son of chief of a small town factory".

I have no intention to allow "a person who doesn't respect a person in a weak position" and I am going to have it in the future.

(Continuation from yesterday)

When I use an unfamiliar railway route, I inevitably get a transfer error.

That day I was in the office until late, I made a mistake on the train to ride, and when I noticed I was in the late night in Kamakura.

I called my wife.

Ebata: "Now, I am in Kamakura"

Wife: "What?"

Ebata: "In the night Kamakura, the air is clear. I can see stars but not people"

Wife: "Why?"

Ebata: "I got on the wrong train. The next train will be in 20 minutes. I will return from now. Today I would like you to pick me up at the nearest station"

Wife: "I got it"

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After this I made another transfer failure.

And I made my first arrival at the station whose name is "Katase-Enoshima Kaigan Station" which I have heard in the announcement on the train every day.

Ebata: "I smell the tide."

Wife: "What?"

Ebata: "Now, Katase Enoshima Kaigan Station"

Wife:"... Can you return today?"

Ebata: "I think it's getting tougher"

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Well, somehow I was able to come home.

Yes, I know.

This case is a choice of "I'm stupid". There may be no other answer.

However, it was Yokohama municipal subway that launched "Stupid Ebata". So the Yokohama Municipal Subway is responsible for that.

(To be continued)

I wonder how much of that money was spent on "greed for money to play"?

I think it.

This will depend on what they "play" with.

However, people who appear with the phrase "greed for money to play" are usually tied to theft, robbery and other crimes.

I have not able to hear the following phrases.

I am "salaryman" for a greed for money to play.

I am a management of the company for a greed for money to play.

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The "greed for money to play" seems to be much lower than the amount of money for theft and robbery.

It's cheaper than most technical books and, sometimes cheaper than a beef bowl at Yoshinoya.

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I'd rather have "new eyes" than such things.

That sight "eye", that are, with the naked eye, I could solder an electronic kit, and I've been a steadfast "2.0" for 40 years of my life.

I couldn't get any video from the surveillance camera I had installed in my house and left it for a while.

The other day, I finally found the time to fix it.

In our house, I initially suspected a broken LAN cable, since I have passed LAN cables from window to window, outdoors.

Holding my laptop, I climbed up a ladder to the ceiling of the entrance, disconnected the LAN cable module of the installed camera, and tested the connection with the laptop to confirm the connection.

I was impressed with the durability of the LAN cable.

I had already left my flat LAN cable exposed outdoors, tucked in window frames for more than 10 years, and the cable was still alive.

Now that the "failure of the surveillance camera" was confirmed, I decided to replace it with another camera.

This camera has been working outdoors for 10 years, so I believe it has served its purpose well.

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I did some research and found that the first year of production for this camera was 2004.

Naturally, this camera does not implement TLS (https) or SFTP, which are now common sense measures for secure communication.

I'm a little worried, but well, however, it's not a problem, as long as they don't break into Ebata's LAN.

The Ebata family's PC server has now been moved to the cloud, and there is no server that can be used as a stepping stone.

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Well, I never thought I would see a future where browsers would criticize me by name for 'unprotected communication' when I access a server that is not TLS-enabled.

Recently, it has become troublesome to even find the IP address of my home PC easily because Windows 10 does not respond to pings.

Virtual environments such as Docker and cloud packaging such as AWS have also entered as network elements, and in general, it is difficult to work on building and maintaining network systems these days.

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Recently, I heard that a company has announced a policy of "making network integrators a business.

To be honest, I didn't know what it was at first.

At least, I thought that building IP networks was in the realm of SIers(*).

(*)A company that undertakes a variety of tasks ranging from software design and operation to consulting (SIer)

But now, building an IP network has become a hassle.

I believe that from now on, there will be a new type of job called "NWer" (an abbreviation of Network Integrator), not "SIer". I think it may be the time when "NWer" will exist independently from software development.

My columns in my blog are described in both Japanese and English.

About these descriptions, there were con and pro action from readers.

The con opinions are, for example "it breaks the atmosphere", "hard to read", and I thought that it was reasonable.

Because the language I have used is not English but Ebangelish(Ebata's English) ----

The language is 100% free of spelling errors, tenses, grammar, and idioms, and the only reader is Ebata himself.

That means, "a special language"

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However, there was the pro opinion, too.

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Please continue English phrases too. They help me to understand the correct contents, when I am sometimes trouble in interpreting Japanese contents by lucking my imagination and common senses.

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Ebata's translation: "Ebata's Japanese is sometimes hard o understand, so the English phrases are helpful for me"

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As a "writer", I couldn't help but think about it deeply.

It is a 'bad idea' to 'consult with others before starting something.'

There are risks and rewards in consulting with someone with more expertise than you, but consulting with someone without knowledge is a terrible idea.

Because,

(1) The person who was consulted thought it was not enough to say 'good,' and he/she tends to give a lot of reviews,

(2) The person receiving the review tends to take it as "criticism" or "condemnation,

This is not a "Win-Win" but a "Lost-Lost."

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I guess it depends on the caliber of the person, but I still think

"I run the world alone."

It is good for me.