I feel happy to get goods of the old type and keep using them for a long time, for example private car and PC.

I got the video camera two generation ago, which had been displayed in a shop.

It is nice one, that is light and small and its storage device is only SD card,

But a problem has happened.

The Battery dies in its bed, and there is not same type good at all.

I am really annoyed with this accident.

However I made a cell battery pack by myself, my wife said "inconvenience, heavy and shamed". I also think that it is natural.

All my efforts are in vain. When I entered type number of battery in search site

I could find the battery of clone.

I don't know how to make it, where to make it, how the quality is. Moreover it is suspicious price.

It is just good to work.

Even if the good is infringed up, I am not guilty for the resell and use as business.

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Recently there are a lot of good like that around me.

At least there is no brand printer inks for three printer in my house.

(Continuation from yesterday)

After that, I had finished writing the modified draft, and sent it to the person in charge. But I feel very sorry now that I made her to do extra overwork.

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"Why I made a mistaken calculation?"

After all, I embraced the illusion of the atomic bomb.

For Japanese, the atomic bomb is a absolute negative legacy. I think that other races can't understand our deep feeling of tragedy.

Every August, the special TV program of "the thread of atomic bomb" produced by NHK and other the broadcast companies, give us a basic fear of unclear.

And, the accident of atomic power plant in 2011 made me think about a kind of the revelation of God, which never make me forget the thread of unclear.

It was enough for me to dismay me that "the Japanese energy consumption a day is equal to the 6 times of power of Hiroshima-type atomic bomb.

You don't say,

It is the 600 times far from the 6 times.

How can I believe the calculation result?

The Hiroshima-type atomic bomb killed more than 200,000 persons, and the 600 times power of the bomb means that it could kill 12,000,000 persons simultaneously by simple arithmetic.

It would be beyond the reach of my imagination, that we consume the energy which could kill all of the people in the Tokyo metropolitan area.

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"Is this "the 600 times" really right?"

I run about the INTERNET to seek the backdata as evidences. I was really fear of writing "the 600 times" in my column.

But it was true absolutely.

In fact, Japan has consumed the 600 times (1000 times, as a maximum estimation) of the Hiroshima-type atomic bomb everyday.

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Everyday I ride on bus, train and elevator, escalator and work, use PC , watch TV,

I wonder if this our society that we need the 600 times energy of the Hiroshima-type atomic bomb, is really proper life.

I am now in a chaotic darkness of a grain of doubt about the authenticity.

If you try to do something, someone opposite is absolutely.

If you accomplish something over the objection of that someone,

that someone talks about them like their own achievements, forgetting the opposite.

There is also a reverse of the pattern, however, anyway, companies and organization is like that.

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Well, maybe, I am also like the "somebody", and I am an unpleasant guy.

It is hard to see myself, however, I have that awareness.

"If I hate someone, I am also hated as the same in the quality and quantity of the same order". That is my belief derived from the energy conservation law. And perhaps, it is the truth.

Just because, "Do not justify that I am hated" is also my belief,

"When I am done, I do hit back", also, is my belief.

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When I see that the fresh persons wearing a new suit are moving as a group,

I think that the season is coming, when I want to tell them a sermon, that is really silly.

At the same time, I have an awareness that "if I do it, I really become the end in the true sense of the word"

The "Rude junior fellow" asked me open my research activity, so I sent a set of material to him.

After that, I got a mail from him.

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Dear Ebata-san,

I have not finished reading them yet, however, your research is tremendous. Could you twist cosmic space? Did you do it already? Your "label" is different from others. Anyway this is enormous. I don't know why you speak out your research loudly. I know your intention. You don't want to study silently do you ? My company should expand Ebata-san's research more with young researchers. But can the younger follows Ebata-san's concept? Maybe solemn guys are not good for Ebata-san's team. Ebata-san should have made up the research group before. To make an concept, we should start making unrefined implementation. Numbers of the person are few, I am afraid. If you open your concept as a social system simulator, the impact will be beyond the reach of my imagination. For example, trying of XX research lab. is childishness. Anyway Ebata-sa, you are great and a big guy.

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After reading his mail, I felt scare a little ( Of course I felt happy too).

Recently, there are certain reasons, I am completely stopping alcohol consumption now. I do not even mention 1 milliliter.

However, in April there are many drinking party and I am embarrassed to be honest.

At the drinking party 's seat,

Colleague: "Mr. Ebata, the doctor stooped it?"

Every time I responded

Ebata: "Ha-ha, do you think that even a doctor can stop me?"

with smiling, nobody comes to touch this topic to be recognized something.

Set it aside.

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When I do not drink, I can see something various.

"Personal collapse presumably according to alcohol sumption"

To me, it is clearly visible, honestly, it's really "scary."

Because I will "observe" a lot about people at the next seats, who is changing to a different personality (or hidden personality) from the start time of the drinking party.

I have not able to be feel "fear" since now. I think the reason is that I also change the my personality with drinking, and start to live in the another world.

The feeling is, ... let me think... " Okabe's Reading Steiner"

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My wife is a so-called "Geko" who has no alcohol decomposing ability by nature.

So I asked her

"Have you ever lived such a scary life until now?"

However she responded, "I never thought of scary, in particular"

I felt a deep emotion that there was an "observer of loneliness" close to me.

Last weekend, I remodeled "FIRE 7" that Amazon.com has sold.

My wife said "I want to show games, movies and music to my hospitalized mother", and I started to install PAD.

As it is used in the hospital, we decided to use it, to pack contents into pad, and update them regularly, under no communication environments.

So I came to choose "FIRE 7" low in price, and at the same time, I knew the reason of "inexpensive".

" "FIRE 7" is a dedicated device for Amazon.com".

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At the beginning, I thought that "FIRE 7" is one of the Android terminal, I knew I was wrong. Because I could not install Google Web browser(chromo).

Of course, I checked several Web site, and finally I could install it.

I cut and tried how to install contents from my PC.(The information is few and not friendly advise)

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After the above, I could feel that "FIRE 7" is a better pad. However, the effort to come into this environment was too expensive.

For me, I felt easier than iPhone setting.

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Next, I have to get the contents of "Winter Sonata"

I need to review my previous work. When you start the work, the fear at that time is reproduced, my heart beats, and breathing becomes difficult.

I know that "initial response" is important, whenever I have such symptoms. Because I wrote about it in my columns.

Immediately, I tried to make a telephone reservation to several clinics of Department of Psychiatry and Internal Medicine, however at all the clinics I was told that my first visit was after June.

This may also be part of the chain of medical collapse.

Rather, I am thinking that,

The national level "disintegration of mental health" has begun

I find some interesting discoveries when I read advertising emails.

"What you need to advance your career is English."

"What you need to advance your career is math."

These two are the standard.

"What you need to advance your career is programming."

"What you need to advance your career is philosophy."

"What you need to advance your career is world history."

"What you need to advance your career is classic."

"What you need to advance your career is statistics."

"What you need to advance your career is psychology."

In additon,

"What you need to advance your career is The Art of War by Sun Tzu."

"What you need to advance your career is The nine habits"

"What you need to advance your career is mindset"

They teach me a lot.

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Let me summarize, they said,

"What you need to advance carrier is, What you need to advance carrier,

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"People can only speak from where they stand. So if you believe and practice it properly, you're a fool"

might be true.

A reader of the column recommended the book, "Fooled by Randomness" -- which is interesting.

I think the introduction's sentence, "Why do people think it's their own ability when they make a profit on an investment and think it's bad luck when they lose money?" in the introduction.

I have "used" or rather "abused" the "Monte Carlo method" frequently mentioned in this book.

It is really easy to get a quick probability value answer with a simple program rather than a complicated formula.

I used to use the Monte Carlo method all the time in my columns around here, and it was really useful.

(A reader has since successfully formulated it.)

Aside from that.

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As a mathematical analysis engineer, it is common sense to me to say, 'If you start playing the game, you lose at that point.

It seems to me that I have done too many calculations in the past to believe that I am the only one who can win.

I have lived a life of "if you don't play the game, you won't lose" which has enabled me to read books, write columns, do programming, and eat rice.

I think this is quite a 'win' -- although not very noticeable.

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Oh, I would like to take this opportunity to report on the progress.

"Random Walkers on Wall Street" Barton Malkiel -> Unread

"Learn to Earn" Peter Lynch, -> unread

Fast & Slow" Daniel Kahneman → read

"Fooled by Randomness" Nicholas Taleb -> read

"Black Swan" Nicholas Taleb → read

"Moneyball" Michael Lewis → read

"Flash Boys" Michael Lewis →read

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In particular, "Flash Boys" is a highly praised book by Ebata that I can't tell you how many times I've read it.

# I was dazzled by how bad the story of the film adaptation was (really, that was a waste of time).

Anyway, after reading "Flash Boys," I understood on a soul level that "ordinary people trading are just going to get eaten alive.

In my current series, "The Engineer who is not loved by money", I have only 'index investing' as an option.

Well, I'll get back to this story at some point.

I have no desire to "basically understand others". I have given up from the beginning.

Although "give up" is often used in a negative sense, I believe it is important to "give up" for a diverse and symbiotic society.

I would appreciate it if you could read my article "Mr.Ebata's Small Talk "Wall"" for more information on the above.

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The motive of the perpetrators of the recent terrorist attack on the incumbent prime minister seems to be slowly coming to light, however, to be honest, the followig is my impression.

"I don't understand him at all"

For a long time now, I have been asking myself, 'What could have led to such a thought and such an action against the perpetrators of terrorist attacks?"

At the top of the list is the "Tel Aviv Airport Shooting" by the JRA.

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Recently, social networking sites have become small groups, cults and terrorists.

GIGAスクール構想だけでは足りない、「IT×OT×リーガルマインド」のすすめhttps://t.co/DKbAezZbFT pic.twitter.com/hDYOZ70G9a

— EE Times Japan編集部 (@eetimes_jp) November 30, 2021

Please read page 2 of this column.

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So now, terrorism in our country has gone through small group terrorism by social networking cults and has now reached the unit of individual terrorism.

And it is almost certain that the cause of such individual terrorism is 'loneliness and isolation'.

In particular, the motive for this terrorist attack appears to be 'a poor and childish motive that would fly away in a flash if we were in a real society and able to communicate with others' -- (I'd like to summarize after seeing a few more).

I have also discussed the negative aspects of loneliness

1日1回の外出は2000円の価値？ 「孤独」がもたらす損失を試算してみるhttps://t.co/5XVdXmEXzC pic.twitter.com/QKPNjE8RyE

— EE Times Japan編集部 (@eetimes_jp) February 24, 2023

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It has been a long time coming, so I will summarize.

(1) "I don't understand others."

(2) "I don't understand the thinking of terrorists at all, so to speak."

(3) "Many of the thoughts of individual terrorists are so poorly thought out that they can be broken only by a degree of communication."

(4) "Hence, 'loneliness' appears to be the primary factor generating the individual tet list."

'Loneliness' is bad in its own right, not to mention bad in that if left unchecked, we could become victims of terrorism.

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So who is causing the "loneliness" problem - the person oneself, of course.

However, if we dismiss this as a 'personal problem', then 'personal terrorism' will continue.

That is not desirable for us.

Loneliness may need to be crushed, even if it oversteps the person's privacy.

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One idea I have now arrived at is the introduction of that "Tonari Gumi" system during the Pacific War.

I'm a little regretful that I've got at this unpleasant idea.

I am on the side of the "solitary", and I am on the side of resistance to that policy.

I watched "Re-emerging from Rocket Failure: 348 Days of Engineers."

The severe expressions on the engineers' faces made my clenched cup tremble.

Even without the production of "Project X," the engineers onsite are enough to "shake their heart.

I don't need any staging.

I don't even need music.

I don't need cool lines or quotes like in "Professional: The Way of Work."

As it is, I think something is inspiring in this world.

I have a master's in electrical engineering, so I could understand the part about the electrical system that was considered the cause of the previous failure.

The fact that such content may have been one of the reasons for the "shaking of my heart.

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The scale and duration are different, but when I also obtained effects that exceeded my expectations during the experiment,

"It made me want to clench my fists and roar joyfully."

There are times - rare, really - I feel like the above.

Sometimes, engineers are not in love, money, status, or power but are just 'happy with the experiment's results.

However, I don't have any friends to hug or pat each other on the shoulder and rejoice with, so all I can do is "run around the room," shouting, "Hyah-hoo!

It's a shame.

I am a scary person from the outside.

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The following is an excerpt from the column.

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But finally, on October 29 (about 30 minutes ago), I turned a stepper motor with an EtherCAT enslaved person!

I was so happy that I was jumping around the house, but no one in the Ebata family could share this joy.

"If you're happy, I'm happy," my lovely wife said, not stopping to wash the dishes, whose aphorisms is?

" What does it matter if the litmus test paper turns blue or red?"

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