In other time, I went to a company to conduct an interview for the chief executive.

I heard that the company provides students of job hunting with some seminars.

"However I can't make an image of the hardship of job hunting of college students, all of them seem to share tremendous burden of toil.

Contrary to my expectation, Mr. President told me that it was not true.

-The students who can get an offer letter can get many offer letters.

-On the other hand, the students who cannot get it cannot get them.

"You don't say so!"

"I am sorry that it is absolutely true that each person has their own job-hunting capabilities."

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I remember that I went home with thinking despairingly

"For job-hunting or English, "Not be loved" is deeply painful."

(Continuation from yesterday)

Thus, I think that a success is an understandable key value index, as a qualification of the lecture.

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When a person I am not interested in at all, tries to make me hear his/her lecture, I am afraid that it is just

"wasting time "

and he/she is a

"burglar", who deprives my precious time.

So I think that I have no reason to hear his/her lecture seriously.

In my case, I always say in my mind that

"If you want to get your message across me, show me your fruits I call forth admiration"

and have another idea of my writing in mind with serious face.

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On the other hand, giving my lecture to others is very amazing for me.

I don't want to tell it. Please read the reference.

(To be continued)

"Ryunosuke Akutagawa" who was one of the famous novelist at 1927 in Japan, killed himself because of "vague uneasiness"(it is also the famous phrase in our Japanese).

Though I forgot when and where I read an article, the article said that the reason why he elected suicide seemed to be a "job loss".

In short, it was "depression"

Akutargawa-sensei was an amateur, except for literature. He had been a literature devoted.

I think we can understand the feeling of "the fear of a middle-aged uncle who cannot even use e-mail".

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Everyone. I want to say "Engineers is good".

We don't assume that "an engineer who cannot use E-mail, Word, Excel(not thinking of it).

Any engineer is going to be asked to study statistics, hardware and software design, to make prototype by "doing it yourself", and to catch up new technologies represented one after another.

Anyway, "an engineer is busy for the acquisition of technology".

I cannot guarantee that you are going to become a leading engineer, however, you will get the ability of the acquisition of the skills of the short-term. I think it stands out than other occupations.

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If Akutagawa-sensei had been an engineer as a side business, he should not have elected suicide for the "vague uneasiness".

However, in that case, I make sure that "Akutagawa-prize" had not been established.

Today, the diagram of my commute train line got out of order by a physical injury.

Two schedules of this morning were cancelled or delayed.

However, I, who had finished the series of "train physical injury" for one year, feel helpless.

Of course, I don't think that I can change the world by my writing.

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I have already checked some data, and I know that the numbers of accident are going to increase at the beginning of the fiscal year and semester.

And the numbers are going to decrease at the end of period.

Needless to verify these, our human beings are "hard to restart" and "dislike environmental changes".

"Human being are conservative by nature"

This is no need for verification in my mind.

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Now, a government-led reforms, "improvement of work way" have begun in Japan.

I think that it is meaningful that the reform of shortened working hours (mainly "elimination of overtime hours") is as a mandatory force to change the old form of labor.

Because "gradual improvement" that everyone continued to say, has worked well since now.

The meaning of a word "labor" includes "pain" or "enforcement".

If it is "pain", the shortend working hours might progress automatically.

However, if the progress doesn't work well, the "enforcement" cannot be helped.

On the other hand, if "human being are conservative by nature" and the rapid "enforcement" happens,

I am afraid that we cannot avoid some problems against the enforcement.

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I think ""Shortend working hours" makes an accident" ---- migt happen indeed.

When I read others blogs and columns, I sometimes found the following sentences.

"Honestly speaking, I felt happy"

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Now, freshpeople education programs are going in many companies, and I hope if you can consider the choice "invite me to" as a lecturer.

I will destroy your company's faith about "English".

At least, I am absolutely confident in the point that "I will lower the company average of your company's TOEIC score".

Yesterday, I wrote "when I was a college student, I bought a laptop computer that weighs 9 kg, which costs 860,000 yen".

But I guess the old memories are "beautified".

I checked it again, if I may have misunderstood old memories.

It was perfectly correct.

Maximum user's memory: 4.6MB

Standard mounting drive HDD: 40MB

I remembered the appearance and I almost got tears.

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The language of Turbo PASCAL was used on MS-DOS OS.

Without creating an executable file, I was able to execute with "F5" suddenly.

I thought that the program was all that sort of thing, so I couldn't understand the concept of compile, and I was troubled.

Also, I remember that I could not scale the program because the memory was punctured with the array of [72] [5], and I tried various ideas.

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I think it is a little lonely, no matter how I devise, it will not be a story like "High Score Girl".

Post-law and retrospective law are not allowed in a rule-of-law state.

The post-mortem / retrospective law is to create a law later and add a penalty retroactively.

If we do this by law, nobody will know what will later become "crime".

There are so many crimes in the world that can not be forgiven emotionally, morally and humanely.

Nevertheless, the rule of law is that "you cannot judge a person unless it is based on the law, not the emotions, thoughts, or personal beliefs."

To continue enacting laws to prevent future crimes, based on the lament, anger and sadness of many people.

This is the fate and pride of the people of the rule of law.

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Even if you don't talk about the "rule of law", it is "irrational" to judge past cases based on current judgment criteria.

For example, physical punishment and power harassment in the educational setting were called "love whip" and sexual harassment was called "communication."

However we can say, "So what?" coldy.

That means,

Regardless of past common sense or social wisdom, current corporal punishment, abuse, power harassment, and sexual harassment are judged solely by current common sense and social wisdom.

We don't care anything, no matter who claims what based on past values

Therefore, no matter how tedious we are, we must always catch up our current common sense and justice, and keep changing ourselves

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It keeps changing every day (or every hour if you are bad) that virus infections without treatment and social responses.

No one could have imagined this two weeks ago.

As I write my diary now, all over the world

The number of infected people increases every 100,000 people every day,

Every day, a few percent die

Triage (abandoning patients with low chance of survival) has begun in the field

A situation like "I have a nightmare" is developing in real time all over the world.

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Two weeks ago, who envisioned this "nightmare"? ―― To be clear, I can assert that "nobody was there"

Of course, me too.

Two weeks ago, everyone would have thought "in April."

You would normally expect to have an entrance ceremony, an entrance ceremony, a transfer, a meeting, and a busy daily life.

However, we are now stunned by the worst April in human history.

And at the moment, there is no future on the convergence of this disaster.

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In fact, I myself wrote a diary of a packed ski resort on the middle of March (March 21).

And no one has blamed my solo ski diary for "the day I published that diary".

Of course, I thought that if I was a solo skier, I wouldn't have any of the three conditions (*), but the fact is trun that I went out with a loose feeling.

(*) A generic term for the three elements of "closed", "dense" and "close"

Of course, some people may come to blame me "now," however in "now," it does not help anything.

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At the beginning of March, it was not clear whether or not the "avoidance of three conditions", which is now common sense, would be effective.

Even in mid-March, I think the image was about the effort target.

So, I am going to ask you,

"If anyone could logically criticize my trip to solo ski on March 21, I would like you to argue with me."

I would like you to provide a logical explanation of what was wrong with my actions based on the facts as of March 21.

Of course, I will try my best to refute based on the facts of the March 21 stage.

What is important here is that "criticism from the future beyond March 21", that is, "criticism citing the current situation will not be accepted."

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Conversely,

At the present, it makes clear that we can't control the number of infected people, and we know that people who have high fever of 38 degrees or more for almost two weeks, and people wandering about life and death in hell-like pain that cannot breathe on his own,

Nevertheless,

College students hugging at the station platform and talking loudly,

Adults at a pub, face-to-face, drunk, spitting, and swearing by her boss

"You can beat them down"

I think that.

(Continuation from yesterday)

So what happened in the eighth grade -- I became the president of the student council of my middle school.

I know that the "student council president" is not the character that the public envisions them to be.

First of all, anyone trying to do something like this is "flattered by a good teacher", "pushed", and "simple enough to get into the mood".

And I know that the student is a good fit for the teachers -- a student who is quick to judge, obedient to the teacher, and easy to control.

In other words, it was "me.

Even if there were, I can see now that by obtaining the status of "Student Council President," I protected myself from giving up at the last minute to continue being myself.

Anyway, this (the title of student council president) became the equivalent exchange for the so-called "piano" weapon.

Thus, I was finally able to discard the piano, which I hated.

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After entering university, I was freed from the concept of "class," and finally felt that I could breathe easily.

- I didn't need symbols like "buddies" and "friends.

- I could make decisions about relationships based solely on how much I like or dislike a person.

- I didn't have to be controlled by others / control others

- I could "decide" how to live your life with "self-responsibility"

It was during these days that I realized that the hard times were finally over.

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Lately, there have been a lot of comics and anime about "going back to the past".

However, in my case, I would not wish to "return to my past.

Especially from elementary school to junior high school, it is joking.

I, even now, like this, but when I was younger, I was aiming to be "sociable" and seemed to strive to be a ""sociable".

with looking at my previous diary, I thought that. Directions aside.

But still, some things had not changed since junior high school.

It is "solitary eating" + "reading," is equal to "lunch with reading".

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After school lunches in elementary school ended and lunches for junior high school students began, 'lunch box with reading' was one of the finest times for me.

Enjoy eating and reading at the same time -- what a luxury!

I thought so.

Before the school week was introduced, classes on Saturdays lasted half a day.

I have always been a " latchkey kid" (a child who has no other family at home when he/she returns home and brings his/her own key to the house).

When I got home, I cycled to a nearby market to buy two croquettes and 100 grams of chicken.

And time to make "Miso Stewed Udon" for one person and read a book by Yasushi Inoue, was,

"a supreme time".

I don't think the idea of 'solitary eating is shameful' existed back then -- or maybe I just didn't realize it.

Maybe it had something to do with the fact that I was a 'boy student'.

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Even today, I hear that "silent meals" are still being continued in schools as a countermeasure against the new coronas, which makes sense.

I have also heard from my sources that "children are picking up the infection at school and spreading it to their families"

Families with children (elementary and junior high school students) seem to accept this reality with resignation.

Still, a "silent meal" to reduce the "probability of infection" makes sense.

It is also significant not only for the family, but also to take into account the aftereffects of asymptomatic infection (brain fog, etc.) in the child.

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And I would suggest, of course, that

"lunch with reading"

is.

In the field of education, one tablet per student has already been introduced.

It is a wonderful way to be able to eat alone, to read, to practice "IT (Information Tech.) x OT (Operation Tech.)," and on top of that, to realize "silent meal".

Eating a meal alone while reading Osamu Dazai or Yasushi Inoue on your iPad with kindle app." - that is a blissful lunch break, a "paradise lunch".

Am I the only one who thinks so?

I watched NHK Special "Crime and Punishment of Nazi Scientists".

Well, as is clear from the title, this is a story about scientists who have not only provided scientific evidence (endorsement) but have actively cooperated with Nazi Germany's various inhumane policies.

What I thought when I watched this program was not the obvious impression that "it is not good when scientists have "justice". It was, that

"Yeah, I could easily be on your side, too."

To begin with, "Nazism" is now condemned as an "evil" that is completely denied, but at that time it was "righteous" in Germany, and even now there are not a few adherents of Nazism.

To begin with, the concepts of "justice" and "evil" change with the times and the environment.

Especially in a situation where "if you don't give the power side the benefit of the doubt, you will be killed," the concepts of "justice" and "evil" are easily transcended.

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I have written about this many times in the past, I thought. I have recently been suffering from "dementia-like symptoms" of repeating the same thing over and over again, so I will leave this story at this point.

Nevertheless, many of the programs I record have "Hitler," "Nazis," and "Nazism" in them.

I sometimes worry that my family might think I am a 'Nazi Party member' or a 'neo-Nazi sympathizer.

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Just to be sure, let me reiterate,

"It's the other way around. I am standing on the side of "Fucking Nazi!""

The specific amount of the childcare subsidy is now available.

Regardless of the pros and cons, it is good to see this kind of data coming out.

It would be helpful (to me) if you could also disclose the program or spreadsheet that calculates that data.

However, if they disclose it, I can expect math geeks like me to 'start doing things they don't want,' so it's not surprising that the government won't disclose it.

If you want to see the program or the spreadsheet, the government will say, 'You have to sign an NDA (Non-Disclosure Agreement) before you can get involved in government work (national project).

For example, last year, it took me several months to get permission to view a ministry's data.

It wasn't as complicated as I thought, but it was a lot of work.

Aside from that.

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Why is "declining birth rates" bad?

I am willing to have fewer children and a smaller population.

Married or unmarried, it doesn't matter.

The problem is the "speed" of change.

It is meaningful to change "slowly" over an "extended period.

If you are interested, the following is my personal view on the significance of fertility reduction measures from the perspective of national system costs.

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I have come up with a strategy that can be used by (some) as a counter to "childcare subsidies."

"Eliminating the Japanese custom of "New Year's gifts"."

I don't have many relatives, so I don't often give out "New Year's gifts," so I am not eligible, but for those who don't, from now on, you can use this kind of wording to make your "New Year's gift" spending zero yen.

The government has already given you 30,000 to 40,000 yen a year as a New Year's gift through the government. From now on, please get your New Year's gift from there (the government).

And,

The "Children's Bonus is the Japanese government's New Year's gift to children."

They will establish the above.

Electronic money, charged directly to a child's smartphone or school-issued tablet, would be helpful for digital and investment education.

Above all, I believe that the amount of this New Year's gift will allow children to experience firsthand the economic reality of our country.

The administration will then attract children (and their interest), leading to subsequent voter turnout.

The current administration is pursuing policies that "look good" to the elderly, who are the voting base, but this "child bonus" could lead to the possibility that the administration will turn toward the young.

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In any case, the "elimination of the annual allowance" makes the "child care subsidy" program a target of hatred even among children.

We believe it is significant that "anger" is shared in the recognition that "child care subsidy" is "an issue for our entire nation, including children.

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In addition, I would like to state, lest you misunderstand me, that I support the "child care subsidy."

Compared to the cost of a total replacement of our country's systems, this amount of money is (for now) well within the acceptable range.