Now I am reviewing "Steins;Gate" in my family home.

Even if I can hold this video clip,

"Nothing but "Steins;Gate" is needed in my life"

I think so with watching the last scene of final round.

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However I noticed an important fault of mine.

Recently, my second daughter, who is an enthusiastic reviewer of my diary, might clype my wife.

"Mom, Daddy said that daddy doesn't need us even if he could hold "Steins;Gate"

(Continuation from yesterday)

As modern state, the reason why nation give education to citizen is that it is a business model to make profit of nation.

And this "business model" is likely to be working well in Japan now.

Of course, some policymakers of other nation try to restrict chance of education for citizens to govern the nation (for example, Islamic fundamentalist, and socialist in the continental near Japan)

Anyway, there is a strong relationship between studying and state power, and, in short, it is easy for the state power to control the direction of citizen's policy.

For example, some nations are trying to repeat past histories in WW2 of violence by Imperial Japanese Army during the period of compulsory education, and make them arouse hatred to Japan in order to gain support to present the government, as "comparative degree".

At that time, in Japan, the state power tried to make them as patriotic persons with muting their criticism, and when one of cried out against war, other said "traitor" to them.

One of Japanese nation common sense is "atomic bomb is absolute evil" that is based on our compulsory education. But if the state power try to change this common sense , for example "atomic bomb is necessary evil because of active pacifism", for the power balance, I believe it becomes possible.

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I strongly think that "mutual education" is absolutely impossible by the state power.(The phrase of "mutual education" has already included a contradiction in itself)

"Compulsory education" should be designed to work for the state power. If not, I feel unpleasant. And if as is, I will say "Are you dummy?"

The purpose of the state power is to continue the nation.

Oh, I am sorry. Let back to board.

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What I wanted to say, is

"Compulsory education is for continuing the nation, so nobody makes it enjoyable"

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So, it was inevitable for many people that he who was enjoy studying, looked like

"crazy"

Because his action was beyond the reach of nation's intention.

(続く)

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Whether you accept the phrase of ""doing it by myself" is faster than "asking it to others"",

After all, it depends on

- quality and quantity of the work

- importance of the work,

- character of the person who ask you the work,

- my mental strength,

- and others,

and we have to think the above all from the view of overall efficiency, and that needs enormous information processing and high-speed calculation performance.

Anyway it is very annoying.

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In conclusion, we can understand that both "doing it by myself" and "asking it to others", are important ways.

So we need to search the third way, apart from the above two.

I want to purpose "runaway".

(To be continued)

The other day, I wrote that

Still, there is a candidate who shout about"things(like building a bridge or installing a new load)" as a commitment. However It has already been out-of-date.

Now we are just interested in just "services (like child and senior care and infrastructure maintenance)

In addition, I wrote that we prefer "a private issue" rather than "a public issue" in the commitment"

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So, if there is a candidate or a party who can say

"I will realize that 10% weight loss of you by the end of this fiscal year"

I believe that the candidate or the party is going to be elected or become a government party.

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The day of medical checkup of mine, is coming soon.

A easy way to avoid to be a victimizer of power harassment, is not to have any "power".

However, it is very difficult.

From the view of not only "promotion" but "elder", "outsourcer", "customer", "indigenization"

In addition,

"rich", "stamina", and "intelligence", we will have a power.

However, it is nonsense that "we should give up specifying power harassment".

I think that we should specify that "I am a victimizer of power harassment" in order to understand power harassment.

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For me, I can look upon me as a victim, and I also can look upon me as a victimizer.

However, the problem is the ratio.

I feel "99:1" as victim vs victimizer.

However, from the objective viewpoint, everyone can understand that the ratio is nonsense.

As above, I am going to have a power with just living in daily life.

In principle, "50:50 plus and minus 15 (one sigma)" will be reasonable.

Even if I think about "contents of power harassment", "personality", "living environment" and "association", two sigma will be the limit.

However, the imbalance is significant from the number of articles and help desk of power harassment."

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The conclusions that are derived from the above,

"we don't look upon us as victimizers of power harassment"

and

"we never think that our existences cause power harassment"

(To be continued)

There is a song called “International” (Note: YouTube is connected).

Those who know this song are probably over 70 years old and the number seems to be very small.

(I heard that) this song was sung in the 1960s and 70s security struggle(Use search engine because the explanation is cumbersome).

It is also a song aimed at international solidarity of the World Socialist Movement, aiming for the “World Revolution”.

If you have any questions about why Ebata has such niche knowledge, please read this section.

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The other day, when I watched this five-language flyers on the station,

Intuitively I thought

"International, here"

However, the words on the flyers, are not "“Revolution! or Death!" of manifesto urging to people to rise to action,

It was a “cautionary note” that announced the suspension of operations due to the arrival of a large typhoon.

As a child, I didn't have a "get my parents to help me with my homework" mentality.

"No kidding! I can't be so disgusting!"

It was the center of my thinking.

I've never done the "begging my parents for money" thing, with the exception of school fees or other necessities.

I mean - "I couldn't".

My family was not a wealthy one, and I watched (and sometimes helped) my father and mother run a downtown woodworking company, working for their "lives" in the true sense of the word.

# Really, both my father and mother was about to die several times and were hospitalized (including ICU etc.).

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My wife, on the other hand, had her father-in-law and mother-in-law help her with her homework, as was the norm.

She had a consistent policy of "use whatever it takes to make it easier" rather than "her pride," and she never felt guilty about it.

This is no longer a "right or wrong" thing to say, but rather a cultural difference.

Aside from that.

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The other day, my daughter told me

"The father of her friend asks his daughter, "Do you have anything you want? and buys it for his daughter"

At that moment, I thought, "It feels bad!"

Such a scene has never appeared in the Ebata family, and it will never happen.

If I have the money to buy my daughter until I "ask" her, I will buy what I want -- technical books, equipment, software, various data materials, and so on.

I've told my daughters, 'You get what you want by yourself' so they won't waste their time on me, either.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

Ebata: "I think this 'unrequited love' has far more power than ordinary love'."

Daughter: "What do you mean?"

Ebata: "Even if you don't see it, you can sense it just by approaching it. By discomfort."

Daughter: "It's true, I get urticaria just from their presence.

Ebata: "In my case, I can only detect that they have 'arrived on the same floor'."

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Ebata: "In my case, once I've decided that I hate them, there's no way I'm going to change my mind later. How about you."

Wife: "I agree it. I think that it is a rare case of disappearing the the feeling.

Ebata: "Therefore, I think it's quite important to live a life in which you don't create 'hate' as much as possible. Besides, it is quite difficult.

Wife: "But 'hate' is inevitable in the working world."

Ebata: "In my case, when I was young, I was angry at someone all the time, I think. Especially my boss."

Wife: "So do I."

Ebata: "But lately, the number of these 'hate' seems to be decreasing -- so I'm worried."

Wife: "Why?"

Ebata: "This is just a hypothesis, but I think the total amount of 'hate' in life is constant.

Wife: "And?"

Ebata: "If I can't feel 'hate' anymore, then I think I am now "being hated by others" phase in earnest.

Wife: "?"

Ebata: "In other words, the people who are 'hated' are hopelessly 'unaware' of it."

Excerpt from "A Message to Young Engineers: "Integrity" as a Strategy for Surviving the First Five Years of Employment

- Being lectured by a newcomer is "the best entertainment" for an older person.

- After all, in the hierarchy of society, newcomers and young people are in a weaker position as members of society, and old persons can unilaterally express their opinions from a superior perspective. How could I, an older person, miss such a delightful event?

This kind of situation is often invoked at "drinking parties" and the like.

In particular, a boss who wants to talk about the hardships of his or her youth is the worst of the worst.

However, this "worst of the worst" is difficult to self-identify. The higher the position, the more difficult it becomes.

Since no one can stop them, they will continue to self-amplify the ridiculous misperception that they are saying "good things".

Thus, the boss is completed as the 'being hated' one.

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I've been sober for almost three years now, and...

The above is an objective report from a sober, post-sobriety person who has been observing the "unseemliness of the boss" at drinking parties.

Incidentally, I've seen people, regardless of whether they were my boss or not, turn into horrible 'jerks' just by drinking -- there were some truly spine-chilling moments.

Therefore, the best choice is to "not attend" drinking parties.

However, this is not possible in the working world.

The best way for a boss to behave at a drinking party is to not talk, shut up, and only pay.

On Sunday, I went for my fourth Corona vaccination -- and for the fourth time, I experienced an adverse reaction for the first time.

It was not so much a high fever, but I was so intensely thirsty that I could not sleep.

I took cold medicine, gulped down water, and stayed -- it was pretty painful.

I was quite surprised because my previous adverse reactions had been "arm hurts" -> "done".

If this is an adverse reaction, it is frightening to think of a real corona infection or illness.

I will continue to bash out both the corona vaccine and the flu vaccine.

After all, I am so gutless that a high fever from the flu makes me want to die.

Aside from that.

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My wife and I often synchronize our physical condition.

In particular, the synchronization rate of daily weight gain and loss is almost 100%.

When synchronization fails, the person on the side that lost weight is allowed to be called a 'traitor'.

Although we boast such a high synchronization rate, I was the only one who suffered from the "adverse reaction damage" this time.

But this time, I have a clear reason -- because I have been (and still am) really, truly, inexplicably overworked and exhausted in my head since the beginning of this month.

In other words, we have put the corona vaccine in a place where the patient could have collapsed from overwork.

I thought, it is natrual that adverse reactions will come

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This time, I didn't call my wife a 'traitor'.

The other day, I saw a (Muslim?) woman praying on the dimly lit staircase landing of a building.

I think she was probably checking the direction (Mecca) because she had his phone on the ground.

I slowly walked past her, making as little noise as possible, but I felt sorry for her that she was praying in such a dimly lit, cramped space.

I realized that while it is essential to set up gender-free restrooms, it is also important to maintain places of worship from now on.

I thought to myself, "They should be free to use any empty classrooms or unlocked rooms," but then I realized that I knew nothing about Muslim prayers (time of performance, duration, other rituals, etc.).

I think that from now on, we need to have opportunities to teach this fundamental knowledge to us at universities, company orientations, etc., needless during mandatory education.