Previously , I had a study about a overseas project.

At the same time, our comnay could get another large order for a costomer, and the news had become a big deal in this industory.

I have forget that cost, but it seemed to be more than from several times to hundred times than my project's cost.

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"You are in charge of the project aren't you ?"

Many people asked me directly, or by the mails.

It was perfect misunderstanding, so I had always told them honestly as follows.

"No. I do not have any contribution about thate"

coyly, shy, and with downcast eyes.

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Turely, it was a different order, so I could not contribute anything.

So, many peple misunderstood that

"Mr. Ebata is so humble, gentle, and smart!"

I think that it is not my fault.

I was just saying the true story.

As soon as I saw him, I judged that he was not a person of MTF (Male to Female).

First of all, the gender of MTF is a female.

Though some persons of MTF live as a woman just inside, on the other hand, others live as a woman not only inside but also outside.

I think that they are likely to cherish their appearance with their mind.

However, I didn't feel that the old man didn't seem to think a great deal of the appearance of a woman.

Above all, I can't understand the reason why women dare to dress her like "an old man".

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In turn, I believe that wearing any costume is a matter of personal choice.

In addition, I am going to search the extreme interface society, so the existence of him is "hopeful" for me.

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Anyway, while I commuted in train on sleepy and blue Monday morning, this "old man" made me wake up in a blink of an eye.

(Continuation from yesterday)

"I have no friend who share a sense of value."

I had a time when I had been annoyed at it like others.(It was a real story)

At that time, I told the story to an adult, the person adviced me the following.

"Stop finding a friend."

"Firstly, you find what you make you crazy, and you are crazy for it seriously by yourself."

"If you do so, you can find out a person who also is crazy for it."

"It is "the special person" for you."

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I didn't accept the advice fully at that time.

Even now, I don't think that this is the best advice.

But I think that some important intentions are included in this advice.

That means "it is me to make me enjoy" and " it is a dirty trick to expect the roll to others".

Even I think that it is difficult to find a friend, if you think that your friend is a sort of "tools" in order to "make you enjoy", or "lose the vision of your loneliness"

"Being crazy" means that "enjoy" that is generated by myself, is overflowing beyond myself, and the persons who are crazy, can share their "enjoy" each other.

(To be continued)

Today, new my column is released, so I take a day off.

Let's turn the world by "Number" Accident resulting in injury or death (34) "

Data tell us a chilly reality of one-under of trains

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Keeping a white book of measure against suicide ( pressed by Cabinet Office) at the bed, and reading the book before sleep,

Such a senior researcher

has existed.

(Continuation from yesterday)

However, even if I am asked whether it is unfortunate that "no other who tells the evaluation about myself". I don't think it is always bad.

Because, in most case, the following equation is established

"Evaluation of others" - "Self-recognition" = "Unpleasant of myself"

So, I will not go asking others of "opinions about myself".

They do make me unpleasant absolutely.

Only when it is "really absolutely necessary", I am going to ask for "opinion from others". However, it is a really rare case.

"Gratefully I can accept criticisms against me"

I am afraid that such a people is suffering from heart, or just crazy.

Well, I have known well that my behaviors like the above are causes of "rough expression".

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Whenever I decided "this person gives me disadvantage", I will state the evaluation of them,

In a world unrelated to me, what they think and how they act, whether they likes me or dislikes me,

Indeed, I'm not interested in them seriously at all.

I mean, I can not really understand why they are interested in other so much.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

I read my diary yesterday and noticed

Some kinds of people can use a phrase "Disgusting is disgusting".

I want to use it for works and person.

However, it is a little hard for me to use this phrase, because it seems to be "revealing ignorance"

I come to think how to use the another phrase, as a same effect,

"I disgust it illogically, intuitively, discriminately, externally, with prejudice."

To return to our subject.

Well, it is continuation of yesterday.

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These actions are not serious, between person in same position (for example, friend)

However, if the people is your boss, the story changes. if your boss said

"this book is great, let you try to read it"

and

if your boss asks you about the impressions of the book later again and again,

I hope that you can understand that this boss's behavior is a terrible power harassment.

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Indeed, I may have been forced from the superiors many times, "to read garbage-like content books and papers" many times.

I will read anything, if it is needed for my work. Because it is a work.

However it is not related to my work(for example, a book written by a boss), I take it with smile "thank you very much". And I throw it into a trash bin directly.

From this trauma, I cannot run away from a fear of "forcing my own work to others".

When I want to advertise my own work, I basically just use blogs or e-mails for unspecified majority, and I will restrict my will, even it is.

(To be continued)

Many people have been damaged by this huge typhoon.

Our family was also preparing in advance.

When there is an event trigger like a huge typhoon like that, we often notice it.

For example,

(1) Keep your car's gasoline full

(2) Test run a kerosene stove (one that does not use AC power)

(3) Take out the manual mobile charger

Especially for (3), when I took it out of the box, I noticed that the interface was an old mobile phone (× USB type of smartphone). That paled me.

If the breakdown was going to last for a long time, I left "tester", "nipper" and "vinyl tape" near the manual charger to make an instant cable.

Fortunately, I didn't have to activate these instruments in my house. Still, "ready for preparation" was fully meaningful for me.

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Some persons criticized and accused people who died without following the evacuation advisory, but I will say "Stop that."

To begin with, for "a person who has never actually carried a person who can't walk by themselves", I will say "keep silent".

Only those who know that "there are some people who move their body 10cm is a battle should have terrible pain and fatigue" can throw stones, I will say.

After thinking about people who should activate "optimistic bias" so-called, try to say something, this stupid, I will say.

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But still, "if I just blame the blame", I am not much different from them.

So, this is a proposal.

You know that it is my typical method,

Let them show "if you leave here, what kind of pain you will die before you die"

like this column.

By the way, I have confirmed that at least 10 readers have left the comment that "I never do dive suicide".

(To be continued)

Humans don't perceive others as others but others including their affiliations, status, and environments.

Mr. Yamada, the department head, Ms. Tanaka, the new guy, Mr. Sato, the technician, Ms. Takahashi, who lives in Germany, and so on.

Especially in the case of the first meeting, it can not be helped.

At that time, we have no information to evaluate others.

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However, the phrase "Mr. Ebata, a famous researcher" does not include affiliation, position, or environment.

It only contains "adjectives" that can be interpreted as both respect and contempt.

The other day, I found this phrase in an email and realized that "I see, I'm a famous researcher".

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When I was exchanging business cards with the other person, I was introduced by a colleague who said, "This is Ebata from the same department."

"Oh, You are Mr. Ebata... I've heard a lot of great things about you."

I got the comment.

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"Who is the source ?"

"What kind of great things ?"

Even if I want to dig in, I have to put up with it with a bitter smile.

This is an "adult business people"

I think it is very important for people in the society to be given "two names".

When I send an email after a long time, I don't feel comfortable saying or being told something like "I've heard of you for some time"

I remember you. I do remember you, but when I want to tell you how I remember you, if I can use your "two names," it will be much smoother from there.

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In my case, it's mostly "Mr. Ebata from saury and mackerel" but I think it would be difficult for someone younger than me to say this to me.

That is why I am often referred to as "Mr. Ebata of patents" within the company.

The Internet is littered with "Mr. Ebata, unloved by the English language.

"There is also "Mr. Ebata who jumped in (committed suicide).

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In fact, I think that the two names of "Mr. Ebata of XXXX Technology" are honorable for an engineer.

When I ask myself what is the world class technology that can differentiate me from others, I think

It all comes back to "How to tell the difference between saury and mackerel".

I think the first "two names" are still correct.

Religious freedom is a very important right.

Therefore, no matter what the state or the masses may say, there is no need to stop religious activities.

If the dissolution order is confirmed by the court, it will just "lose its status as a religious corporation".

The privileges specifically granted to religious organizations will cease, but basic human rights will not be lost.

They will just be treated like us normal people.

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"Isn't this a great opportunity?"

The former Unification Church has a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to show the government that it is 'cool' by giving back (beating back) its corporate status to the public.

You can say "we can unite as a religious organization without the protection of the state," and you can show us "we can continue our faith"

To begin with, any religious group should be anti-authority and anti-corporation?

It is a bizarre sight to see a religious group that presents new values to the world, yet exists under the aegis of the state.

There is no way that a religious group that is not suppressed by the powers that be can become a major player.

At least three of the world's major religions in existence have survived through tremendous state oppression to maintain their faith.

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Currently, it seems that the public's windfall is getting worse every day due to a series of lame-ass gaffes and responses by former Unification Church cult leaders, but, well, let's put that aside

You, the Unification Church, will make the most of this oppression and be reborn like a phoenix!

Come on, now, let's go and slap the religious juridical status back on the Agency for Cultural Affairs.

I have many small Raspberry Pi (Raspi) computers, but I am not "particularly fond" of this tiny computer.

"Inexpensive, small, portable, easy to clone."

These are the reasons.

For example, spending tens of thousands of yen to buy a computer to create a small database would be foolish.

The cloud is cumbersome to manage, requires cyber-attack protection, and doesn't seem very "cheap."

The Raspi is ideal for building DIY services.

However, sometimes they break for unknown reasons (often during the hot summer months), so I do not miss the SD card backups, but the problem is that I forget which backup it was.

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Recently, however, this "Raspi" is expensive.

Roughly double the price of the previous purchase.

I can sell my old Raspi for more than the cost, even if I offer it used.

I am experiencing a global shortage of parts for semiconductors and other products from an unexpected source.