Yesterday, an arrival mail was coming from a city library.

- Introduction of homosexual

- ABC for homosexual

- Puzzle of homosexual

- Christianity and homosexual

I heard that libraries has duties for saving user's personal records.

If the power get the information, they become risks to open privacy from the user's political gospel to the sexual preference.

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In my case, I think that there is few demerit even if the information is opened.

I borrowed more than twenty books, and the book's categories changes frequently for one or two months.

Recently, I borrowed energy, electricity, tax, GID, marriage, birth, agenesis, declining birth rates, copyright, TPP,

It is something that,

"Well, if you can, would you try to profile Ebata's character from the lists. Oh, ho, ho!"

The person of desultory reading without the constancy is an owner of the ideology without the constancy.

I decided to go to watch a movie "the longest day in Japan" with my daughter and father.

Though I thought that it was important in learning the Japanese history,

my daughter doesn't want to go the movie.

It is natural. Basically this is an irritating story.

I already watched the edition in 1967 and knew the story. But she could feel the atmosphere of the movie, because of her father's behaviour.

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I know, "the abuse begins with parent's misunderstanding wishes".

I know too, that a lot of person who abuse power or become extremists, because of ridiculous education (brainwashing) of stupid parents.

I don't think that I want to do the same folly actions.

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Well, I talked with my wife about it. (We had already watched an edition in 1967).

She said just "do you think too much ?"

Maybe, she is right.

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"Withdrawing is much more difficult than starting"

I am called "Closer Ebata" in my company, I believe.

"The longest day in Japan" is the best movie the daughter should watch.

Senior Daughter(SD):"Men like a woman who has long hair and is early-blooming, looks fragile doesn't them?"

Ebata:"I know men are basically fool, however, your such branding is going to doubt women's wisdom."

SD:"After thumping, men are good friends each other lying on his back, with a laugh

Ebata:"There is no such guys in the world. Even if he behave so, he is ultimate morons stupid with a brain of water flea. Whether a adult or a child, once hitting anyone, the guy's life is literally "the end"."

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I have enjoyed the views of the world of manga and animation, however, I will tell my daughters that it is completely different from the reality.

In the real world, there is no chance to join the views with real world.

"Regardless of the reason, any person who uses violence must be lost" is the great principle of the rule of law.

I sometimes think that when I feel tired, I want to know how to live without body".

If living in my PC, I will make my body easy.

I think that personal computers with Ebata's personality are more useful than artificial intelligence.

I think so, whenever I return to my parents house.

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As for homecoming, I think that "few people who become happy" event for both people who go and welcome.

Needless to say, at least, there is no excitement like "Disneyland" on homecoming.

- It is difficult to secure accommodation facilities (futon)

- It is difficult to plan an event

Especially,

- It is difficult to estimate the amount of meals

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So, for those who do not have any melancholy against homecoming, basically

"They do not think about anything, and they are just easy fool"

I think that it is a proof of the above.

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So, you may forward the URL of today's diary to someone.

The fool, who just sleep, just eat, easily at parents house.

In the past, I failed to park the kindergarten where my daughter passed, and I had destroyed the outdoor unit of the air conditioner.

It was a long time, about years ago, but it was still in the middle of a hot summer.

I got pale.

"In this intense heat, if children were inside a classroom with no air conditioner, they definitely die"

From the moment of the accident, I contacted the insurance company as fast as possible, using objective insurance. I requested "replacement" instead of "repair" of the air conditioner outdoor unit.

At the moment, I thought that the fastest operation of the air conditioner was the top priority.

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Of course, I kept asking the insurance company for maximum pressure, and I also contacted the kindergarten headmaster and also asked him the insurance companies to put the pressure.

Head: "I do not need to do that."

Ebata:"Pardon me?"

Head: "Even without air conditioning for about a week, children should bear them."

Ebata: "No, no, if the child is a heat stroke, the possibility of death ..."

Head: "Our children can do it."

Even if I answered the question five times, at last the director never changed his opinion.

"Oh, this man is useless even if I talk"

I though him as one phrase,

"Uncorrectable stupid"

I felt a bottomless fear of the fact of a person who never tried to study the recent trend of climate change, the change of the constitution of children, and had anachronism who misleaded psychology and education

If this idiot is still doing the kindergarten headmaster, the life of the kindergarten's child is seriously dangerous.

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If you personally know me, and who lives near me, and if you would like to know the name of this kindergarten, please contact me.

I will teach you loudly.

If you can, please spread in the word of mouth.

(To be continued)

Yesterday and today, I was doing my garden maintenance at my country home. By the way, yesterday's maximum temperature was over 38 degrees.

I thought that the garden work outside of 38 degrees is out of common sense honestly, however, at this temperature, bees seemed unable to move. So I decided to force the work from a safety point of view.

In preparation for mosquito and bee attacks and branch wounds, I wore jeans pants on a long-sleeved shirt.

I removed the weeds, laid the weeding sheet, and carried 10 round trips holding a gravel bag containing 20kg.

Of course, wearing a straw hat and placing 2 liters of tea plastic bottles in the garden, I was working.

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In conclusion, I learned the lesson

"Do not work manually beyond 38 degrees"

I worked while drinking tea every 10 minutes, but I felt the danger of fainting several times.

When my vision came to shake at an angle, I felt "bad". So, I took a bath every hour and waited for my physical recover. and I continued my work.

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One more,

"When working while listening to content, be careful of the content"

is very important, I thought.

This time, I worked while listening to the contents, "Tanaka Shouzou who continued fighting the government throughout his life in the Ashio Copper Mine Poisoning Incident"

I also learned from the lesson of listening to such "story of a person who never gives up" while doing garden work outside of 38 degrees, is very dangerous.

In yesterday's diary,

"No matter how many times I study English, no matter how many foreign trips I take, no matter how many international conferences I present at", they are in vain. And there will always be someone who will never be loved by English."

And as for me, I was unusually self-deprecating...or rather, humble in my remarks.

Actually, there was a reason for this.

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I mentioned the other day that most of the conference presentations these days are either in video conference format or in video clips.

The other day, I got permission from my supervisor to come into work to make this video clip, and I've been making a selfie video clip for my presentation for a long time.

"I was appalled at the awfulness of the English content, especially my "pronunciation" of the English language"

It was awful enough to assert that "it is impossible to trace the original word from this pronunciation.

This is no longer even 'Japanese English' as I claimed.

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I have already completed a series of articles on "The New Behavioral Theory for Engineers Not Loved by English".

But now I want to start writing an extravaganza.

I hope the contents will be

"Let others evaluate your English and ignore them"

"Never review your own English absolutely"

"Words are emotional, cruel, and sometimes powerless. But we still believe in the power of words"

It was the Asahi Shimbun (newspaper company) that said.

I remember it very well because it was a very unpleasant phrase.

I don't believe in the power of the Asahi Shimbun, but I do know the power of words, and I know that we need the power to counter the power of words.

I was reminded of this while watching

the BS1 special "The Magic of Hitler's Speeches".

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I listened carefully to the findings of a Japanese researcher who was analyzing 1.5 million words of Hitler's speeches for big data, and moved deeply,

"Speech" is a very advanced skill.

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I have a basic distrust of politicians who show leadership in their speeches.

My wife is unhappy with our country's current prime minister, saying, 'Can't he send out a more powerful message to lead the people in this corona disaster?'

However, I think it is much scarier that someone will appear who will "politically exploit" such a "corona disaster.

So, personally, I support the stance of the current Prime Minister, who is trying not to send out a strong message(?) (no matter what his policies are) -- I mean that seriously, without 1mm of sarcasm.

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I am an engineer, researcher, and writer.

My ideas that started out as hypotheses often turned out to be wrong in the verification phase.

To be honest, I think half of them are wrong.

It is my job to keep making mistakes. That's why I don't hesitate to apologize if I admit I made a mistake. I don't think it's uncool.

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It is the job of newspapers to continue to report the facts as they are, and not to be cowed by power.

Of course, there may be messages (so-called "power") in them, but I don't want to read "arbitrary messages," at least not in my mind.

I believe that the "power" of Hitler's reality is more credible than the "power" of the ideals of the Asahi Shimbun.

I believe that my "hypothesis-testing engineering approach" is much more "clean" -- or rather, "less damaging" -- than the Asahi Shimbun's "disgusting, sickening sense of justice".

Last night, when I took a bath, I heard a strange noise from the garden.

My parents country house has a well, which is pumped by a motor, and I knew this motor was not working properly from my sister.

The noise was at a level that could be qualified as noise, so I went to switch off the motor in the middle of the night with a flashlight.

Using scrap material in the house, I made a hand-made electric circuit to control the motor.

Though I was concerned about electric current, I was decided that the circuit was safe with normal operation.

I think my talent for using waste materials is quite useful, but I am a little disappointed that not many people appreciate it.

In the month following the defeat in the Pacific War, Prime Minister Toshihiko Higashi Kuuni launched a new concept called "100 Million Repentance.

The new postwar prime minister had to sum up the public sentiment that emerged after the defeat and the ire of GHQ: "Who the hell drove Japan into this tragedy? " Sorry to hear that.

First, in the usual sense, they are the military, which lost the war and has continued to cover it up, and the media, which cooperated with the army.

However, from the viewpoint of the authority of command over the military, the responsibility for the war naturally falls on "the Emperor."

But this wasn't good for our country.

Even under the current Constitution, His Majesty the Emperor is the highest "root certification authority" in our country, and the entire certification system, including the certification authority, is structured as the "Emperor System.

Moreover, under the old constitution (the Constitution of the Empire of Japan), the emperor's hold was not only "Japan's greatest credit system" but also a spiritual pillar for many people.

Interestingly, the victorious United States of America, which decided that the occupation policy would be impossible without the Εmperor, scrambled to protect the Εmperor and the Εmperor's nature (Tokyo Trials).

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In a nutshell, "100 million repentance" is a hyper-distributed treatment of war responsibility to the entire nation.

This would be the antithesis of the hyper-centralized treatment of war responsibility, the Εmperor's war responsibility.

This may have been an attempt to create public opinion that the responsibility for the war should be "super-distributed" before GHQ took action against the Emperor System.

If that is the case (and I am sure it is), it is a perfect strategy.

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I would have yelled at the "100 Million Penitents" in the past, "Screw you! But not so much these days.

Okay, it may have been the government and the military that started the war, but it was the media that incited the outbreak of war, and it was the Japanese people who danced to it.

From the current research, many people in the government and military at the time were thinking, "War with the U.S.? Are you insane?"

And it is a fact that it was public opinion that supported the few who started the war.

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After the war, we have treated the teaching, "If you can't win the war, don't start it, you idiot," as if it were a golden rule.

And as August 15 approaches, NHK's special program comes to air "Japan, the Stupid Country that Tried to Fight an Unwinnable War.

Of course, this is right and good.

At all times, the historical review is essential.

I hope this kind of documentary program will continue yearly without interruption.

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On the other hand, I feel that the fundamental distrust of the government (power) among us Japanese began at this time.

The government has deceived us quite often before and after the war.

And, the media is.

Of course, I (Ebata) am too.

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However, a 'government of complete honesty and integrity' is also a problem.

The government's essential job is to deceive the public and foreign countries by lying and bluffing.

Nevertheless, as long as I live in this country, a government that is not a war party is essential.

For example--

(1) We don't provide arms to allies or countries that share the same values, though,

(2) When our country is fighting a defensive war, we want our allies and countries that share our values to provide us with weapons.

So that we can continue to be unreasonable and selfish.

Even if countries keep sighing at us and saying, 'Japan, you are so annoying,' we want the government to keep up the excellent work so that we can keep doing it.

The concept is "sneaky is good."