When I was a high school student, I was the victim of sexual molestation.

When I browsed in a bookstore, I was fondled my hip about twice.

Watching my back with tremendous surprise, a young man whose age seems to be twenty went out.

"What is he thinking on earth?

In the day, I could not understand my response and my mind became a complete blank. And I do remember both the frightfulness and the deformity.

If I were women, especially young girls, the frightfulness and the deformity should be overwhelming.

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The reason I can hate molesters, regardless of my sex (man)

is not only to have own logic, but also was a victim just for two seconds.

(Continuation from yesterday)

Well, it is natural.

"The end of the mission complite" and "the end of mission imcomplition". It is clear which is larger.

To begin with, it is hard to image the person who decreare "the end of mission imcomplition".

To be suprised, the blog of declear of "I start diet" became the final round.

There are a lot of the above case.

In addition, I noticed an odd trend that it becomes very hard to find the diet blog that has kept for four months.

Certainly, I could find the long term blog , for example, for two years, four years and more than seven years. But it is absolutely difficult to find the blog that has kept, ranges for two month to a year.

I estimate that this means

"the bloggers delete their blog by themselves"

After that, I hope you will read the next my column.

Anyway, I think that "diet" is the most sutable object in order to understand "human being" absoletely.

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No-no. I forget my firsr purpose of this diary.

In this questionnaire, I want to know

"What is diet for our human being?"

To make this philosophical aporia clear,

I am waiting for overwhelming your applications about this diet.

(Continuation from yesterday)

After entering the clinic with feeling of fears and fears ( not typo ), I was asked to write a lot of interview sheet and sign a letter of intent.

In one letter, there was a line that "it is a rare case, but your tooth is going to be cracked , because of clenching mouthpiece by yourself."

"Hash realities are here"

On the other hand, I was worry about my own background,

"I sometimes take tranquilizers"

"I have a high tolerance for alcohol"

I feared failure of anesthesia for the above backgrounds.

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After that, when a doctor asked me about my condition, I told him about my concerns, however he said just "I understood". After one minute, I was on the bed in the operation room.

After being asked to drink half cup of liquid, two nursing women started installing some probes of several measurement machine to my body.

Just three minutes had passed until the above.

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

I want to ask for the difference between "number one" and "only one".

I think

(1) "Only one" is just a subjective illusion that doesn't have quantitative or qualitative assessment criteria.

That means, the flower that only he/she believe "one flower in the world"

On the other hand,

(2)"number one" is just an objective reality that enable quantitative or qualitative assessment criteria possible, and everyone can admit that it is a supremacy.

That means, the flower that the world recognizes as "one flower in the world"

Even if "only one" of the above (1) is recognized as social values, all of the "only one" are "number one".

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In this situation, this controversy is coming soon.

"We can use the word "only one" by the evaluation criteria based only on our own view."

That may be so.

Then, it is better to say the followings from the beginning.

NOT "Be "only one" than "number one"" BUT "Be more self-satisfied that Evaluation of others"

NOT "only one flower in the world" BUT "I, who are alone in the world"

(To be continued)

(Continuation from yesterday)

I do not know other people, but I

- am a company engineer who works to the limits of my performance everyday,

- am a weekend writer who is struggling with a personal computer for 18 hours a day, even on weekends.

So, I really feel trouble from the bottom of my heart, that "To be deprived of time at meetings of once a month, 2 hours or more, instead of three times mail exchanging"

I want to finish only what I can do in the shortest possible time.

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I am thinking that the NA should be registered as a general incorporated corporation, and make it as a profit organization that provides the service (and I will be given a money).

I do not like the word "volunteer" very much.

Whatever the small amount, I think that the organization of gold narcotics should be easy to understand.

However, in the case of NA etc., I also feel that it seems to happen easily, such as "familiarity" or "adhesion".

If so, my opinion may not be totally "good".

(Continuation from yesterday)

At the time of the second AI boom, in order to avoid thick-faced shameless interface names such as "AI button", I could see the trace that each company made an effort.

- "Automatic button"

- "Only button"

- "Limited button"

- "Fuzzy/Neuro button"

I think the above names were wonderful, because of what they were trying to do and implement.

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Different people are putting responsibility to different people about the fact that "air conditioner equipped with remote control with "AI button".

However, I think that I am coward to run away, so this time, let's "specify" the target.

I think that the main offender is "NHK 7 o'clock news".

NHK, even if it's off, started to call "AI" easily, about Software based on optimization problem algorithm and data analysis method.

Well, I think that other media or people who are said to be intellectuals will start using "AI" with confidence without verification,

Although persistent, AI is an abbreviation of "intelligence" of "population".

Well, please explain to someone where on earth do I know "intelligence".

After reading this all.

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So, what should we really call the "AI button" ?

"Start or stop control program interface (button) with detecting the temperature and humidity inside or outside, a control algorithm that follows the target room temperature and humidity in a short time from the past cases, an algorithm for inferring the number or behavior pattern of human beings, an algorithm for estimating room conditions suitable for the human activity, learning the operation situation of the user's remote control etc, and consisting of an algorithm to infer the preference of the user's indoor situation"

will be correct.

Because at least "intelligence" does not contain at all, so "AI" is exaggerated.

It is strange that the Consumer Affairs Agency does not provide administrative guidance.

Well, if not the above long naming, they should be honest and use "limited button"

Do not overwork themselves.

Excerpts from Honobu Yonezawa's "hyouka" series outside story "Estimating the Distance Between Us"

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"Black cat or white cat, it's a good cat to give me candy."

Ohinata frowned.

"Let's see, Zhou Enlai"

"It's Li Teng-hui"

Ihara speaks from the side.

"It wasn't Chiang Kai-shek, was it?"

Hearing the exchange, Chitanda got a twitchy look that made her laugh unreasonably.

"Um, it's, uh, you know, Ho Chi Minh."

Somehow she's trying to blur. I did something wrong for her. Incidentally, I had really forgotten about it, but as we were talking, I remembered it. This is To Kohei.

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My second daughter, a senior in high school, had no idea about the historical figures featured in the above story. I went out of the blue, to be honest.

Ebata: "Hey, the characters in Hyouka are all 2nd year high school students.

Second daughter: "The characters in "Hyouka" are fiction. No high school student has that kind of knowledge on a daily basis.

Ebata: "I could have answered all of those questions back then!

Second daughter: "That's because you had biased knowledge.

Ebata: "It's not like that. Even your mom can answer that question properly.

And when I mentioned the subject to my wife, she said

Wife: "Of course, I know all those names. I just forgot who and what they did.

Ebata: "It's "I cannot answer".

In addition, the second daughter interrupted me.

Second daughter: "Well, Dad, just because I knew the person's name, doesn't make it any less important.

Ebata: "Somehow, I feel like I'm in deep serious if you don't know that much about it.

Second daughter: "That's what you think. It's far worse in our world to not know the contents of the "cake recipe". Dad, can you argue about sweets?"

Ebata: "I can't argue it at all"

Second daughter: "There's more utility and usefulness in a cake recipe than in a historical figure, and something useful would be the right thing to do.

Ebata: "Certainly, I think I've been arguing that

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Any teacher says, "It's the subject I am teaching that's important."

It can also be described as "petty self-defense" to protect the teachers' sense of existence and dignity.

In fact, history teachers keep saying "history is important," but let's be clear "Whoever the pharaohs of ancient Egypt were, whether their country perished or not, what does it matter?

In short, it's the same story as my wife's famous quote, "It doesn't matter what color the litmus test paper is.

If you want usefulness in knowledge, a "profit-recovery model based on actual learning" is the only correct answer.

Eldest: "It's violence to argue what you know as if it's the world's standard, isn't it?

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I was thinking about this story...

"Am I wrong?

For a while, I sank into a deep darkness of skepticism.

I did a lot of research on iPS cells before.

Therefore, I have an extraordinary interest in the applied technology of iPS cells.

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The results of an experiment using iPS cells showed that a drug for Parkinson's disease may also be effective for ALS patients.

The important point here is not that the drug was administered directly to the patient, but that it was confirmed using the patient's iPS cells.

Finally, the effect was confirmed by administering it to an actual patient. The greatness of this technology was the fact that it was confirmed using the patient's own iPS cells, not mice or other people.

In other words, it is possible to administer the drug with a very high level of safety: "If it does not work, you do not have to administer it.

This kind of research to find drugs using patients' iPS cells is called "iPS cell drug discovery".

It's not "One to One Marketing", but "One to One Medication".

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"Developing new drugs is not the only way to create new drugs"

I was in a good mood that day when I heard about the wonderful and "effective treatment for ALS," which is an incurable disease.

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Every time I see the word "innovation" and the title of a book like "How to make Innovation",

"Shut up! I don't care how you create innovation, just tell me your idea of innovation itself!"

That's why I get so happy when I hear about such wonderful applications.

I've been a flat researcher of a company for a long time.

So basically, I do not have a strong voice.

Previously, I propose about a control system, but it was rejected.

However, the "accepted system" was down two years later.

(This happened by change. I also miss predictions quite often)

At that time, I was accused of that thing from a junior colleague.

"This tragedy occurred because of an indifference about your promotion"

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I remember that I was pretty shocked to hear his opinion, because I believe that "being selfless against power and prestige is a virtue."

There seems to be a thought of "promotion as a duty" in the world.

You all should try to promote, avoiding troubles for your juniors.

I am "too late" for this, so please excuse me.

Recently, when I watch animations on TV,

-- Can't we even "relax" without being reborn in "another world"?

Sometimes I agree with my opinion.

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Today, I went to college through four houses round trip and heard a student's 15-minute English seminar presentation, and left for home (because 5 out of 6 students canceled their English presentations)

I went home repeatedly chanting in my mind, 'This is another world, this is another world, this is another world, this is another world....'

I should not impose the common sense and values of senior working adults as corporate enslaved people on young people's learning centers.

After all, once they become business persons, it takes less than a month to complete the brainwashing of their company.

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"-- However, now, the world is yours. Until then, enjoy it to the fullest."

Excerpt from "The Tragedy of Shibuya Station" by Mr.Ebata's Small Talk